Chapter 90
Chapter 90
Chapter Ninety: What daddy needs
My mates and I made our way into the house. Ryan let out a yawn and I knew that he was done for today. I couldn’t say that I blamed him. I was exhausted myself and my belly was full. A quick nap sounded like an amazing idea right now.
“Travis and I will take care of the dishes.” Jason said, giving
Travis a look that left little room for argument. He turned away from us, making his way towards the kitchen.
Travis looked over at Ryan, tilting his head to the side and lifting an eyebrow. It was like they were doing that mind reading thing that I had accused them of doing at the club the night that they had claimed me. Ryan waved him off and Travis turned away from us, moving to follow after Jason. It was good that they were talking. This was something that they needed to do after their talk in the woods.
Well, talk was putting it nicely. Travis had a way of saying things that just seemed to push all of Jason’s buttons and I didn’t know if that was a good thing or a bad thing yet.
I knew that Travis wanted Jason to join in the bedroom fun stuff. I’d heard him offer it to him more than once. But it didn’t seem to me like something Jason wanted with him. I wasn’t sure if he felt the same way about Ryan, but there was a tension
there that the three of them needed to figure out.
It seemed to me like Travis was always in a wanting state or at least he had been in the few short days since I had met him. Maybe it was just his personality or maybe it was just like Jason had said and it was something that he and Ryan had always been dancing around. That both of them mating with me had pushed them together, I was beginning to wonder if maybe Travis was insatiable?
Then again, maybe it was a good thing that I had so many mates. I was only human and keeping up with all of these men seemed like it might be a full-time job. But, I knew that it was something that I wanted. I couldn’t imagine not being with any of them. Each man brought something in to my life that had always been missing.
With Travis, it was a crazy level of heat that made me feel free to seek my pleasure with him. With Ryan, it was a feeling of knowing that no matter what he would always understand what I was feeling, that he would always take care of my needs even when I didn’t know what they were.
Jason gave me something I hadn’t known that I wanted before. Thadn’t known that I wanted someone to dominant me and take control over me so that I didn’t need to think about anything when I was with him. Sure, we were still figuring things out but I knew that more trust would come with time. We would each learn more of what the other craved and I couldn’t wait.
Gideon gave me a tenderness, he needed me in a way that no other person had ever needed me before. I found myself wanting to take control with him, to be the person that he could be sweet with
I knew one thing though. What Ryan had said about Gabe was true. I needed to figure out if those feelings towards him were my own or if they were coming from my mates. Gideon didn’t want to leave his brother and Travis just plan wanted him. I wasn’t sure what I was feeling towards the handsome shifter.
Ryan wrapped an arm around my shoulder, pulling me close before he pressed his lips against my temple. “Why don’t you come snuggle with me, baby girl?”
I nodded, letting him pull me over towards the living room. Gideon stayed by the door and I worried my lower lip before looking over my shoulder at him. “You coming?”
Gideon shook his head, looking over at the door. “If it’s okay, my brother should be here soon. Can I, um, can I wait for him outside?”
“Yeah, but if you want to join us-” I said, letting the offer hang in the air just in case Gideon felt like taking me up on the offer. Ryan tightened his hand on my shoulder and I knew that he wouldn’t mind sharing me. At the same time, I knew that he wanted me to himself for a moment.
“I will.” Gideon said, looking between Ryan and me before opening the door and stepping out onto the porch. The door closing softly behind him.
Ryan and I made our way into the living room before settling down onto the massive pallet that Scott and mom had laid out for us. Pillows were stacked against the bottom of the couch and thick blankets were laid out to give us some cushion on the hardwood floor. I helped Ryan sit down in the middle of the pallet, his back propped up on several pillows. He relaxed, letting out a wince and I watched him. Trying my best not to fuss over him even though I wanted to.
I had seen how nervous it made him when Travis had done it earlier and I didn’t want to make him upset. He looked up at me, almost as if he could sense my worry, before holding his arms open for me. “Come here, baby.”
Moving closer to Ryan, I crouched down beside him. He reached out, grabbing my hand and pulling me closer to lie down beside him. I cuddled up against his side, letting out a soft sigh at the feel of his body against mine. Just having him beside me like this feels good. Today had put me through a whirlwind of emotions and I was glad to have a moment to just rest with him.
| rested my head on his chest and he dragged his fingers through my hair, letting out a soft groan. His fingers moved over my shoulder and I felt the tension leave our bodies.
“This is what I need.” His voice was groggy and he brought his
other hand up, covering his mouth as he yawned.
“What’s that?” I asked, shifting around so that I could look at him.
“This, this it what I need. You right here with me.” He brought his hand up to the side of my face and I leaned into the touch. “Tillie, you make everything better, baby.”
“Ryan.” I whispered, my heart beating faster at his sweet words.
“I mean it.” He whispered, leaning closer to me. “You are mine, baby.” He pressed his lips against mine, kissing me with soft brushes of his lips that made my toes curl into the bedding.
I wrapped my arms around him, holding him closer. He leaned back, resting his head against the pillows. His dark, long lashes slowly drifted closed. I rested my ear against his chest. Listening to the steady, strong beat of his heart. I let the sound relax me and before long we were both asleep.