Chapter 47
Chapter 47 – Heaven is Daddy‘s Scent (Anj‘s POV)
“Why do you keep on growing?” I said to myself while fitting on shoes for Leyanne. We just bought a pair of shoes two months
ago, and now they complained that their sneakers hurt their toes.
I thought I wouldn‘t make it out of the Excellente Café after Steve slammed on my face that he recognized me. It was when
Leyanne started telling me that Grandpa Steve asked many things about me, and my honest–to–goodness daughters gladly
answered all his questions. The beautiful blue peacock handmade quilt and my favorite book gave me away, a clue that
completed his suspicions about my children and me.
“Promise me, girls,” I said, standing up after checking the fit of the shoes on Leyanne. “The next time somebody asks about
Mommy, you‘re not telling him anything.” “Is it bad that we told Grandpa everything about you, Mommy?” asked Selene, her eyes
following me as I searched for the salesperson. When I saw her, I raised my hand and gestured for her to come to us. “Three
pairs, this size, please,” I said.
She nodded, smiling at my three kids before getting stocks for us.
“Yes, baby. I mean, if it‘s about you and mommy, we must be careful. We don‘t want your daddy to be in big trouble, okay?” This
time, I am telling them the truth. They nodded, although I was not sure if they understood me or not. “Mommy, where are we
going after this?” Selene asked as she raised her head, her eyes wandering around the shopping mall. “I‘m buying you a new
pair of shirts and shorts for the Family Day affair, and – ” I stopped, thinking again of how to resolve our daddy issues. I sighed,
brushing the thoughts for a while. “Aunt Anya and Uncle Dylan will come here, and we‘ll all have dinner in the restaurant.” “Who
has a birthday?” Lyra Helene asked. I smiled, remembering that we only eat out when someone celebrates a birthday. “No one,
but you just helped mommy got customers for the business, so... it‘s like a birthday for our business.”
“Ah!” she smiled and started humming the happy birthday song happily. “Oh!” Her eyes sparkled as she saw Anya and Dylan
walking our way. “Aunt Anya! Uncle Dylan! We‘re here!” She shouted, waving her arms excitedly.
Anya waved back, smiling at them as they came closer to us.
“Aunt Anya, today‘s the birthday of mommy‘s perfume,” announced Lyra Helene when they reached us. “Really?” She widened
her eyes to show she was surprised. “Is that why we‘re celebrating?” “Uh–huh!” She answered, kissing her cheek and Dylan‘s.
“Congratulations!” Dylan greeted me, kissing me on the cheek, which he never did.
I was sure my blood went to my face, and Anya proved it to me.
“Somebody‘s blushing,” she chimed, waggling her eyebrows at me as she turned to my other two children. I breathed in relief
when the saleslady returned with three pairs of shoes. After getting the shoes, we went to the children‘s wear, getting new
clothes for them, and as soon as we were done, it was like someone had robbed me.
Leyanne peeked at my wallet. “You spent all your money on us, Mommy,” she said. I chuckled, tapping the tip of her nose. “Yes.
Next time, I‘m telling your daddy to pay for everything.” It was supposed to be a whisper, but I guess I was becoming like my
daughters, whispering loud enough for anyone close to me to hear. “You should, mommy,” Selene giggled. “Uhm, Mommy,” she
pursed her lips while fidgeting with her hands.
“Yes, baby?” I glanced at her.
“Grandpa asked us where you got the name Heaven Scent, and we told him,” She looked guilty that she divulged a secret to the
old Mr. Mars.
“And what did you answer?” Dylan asked, and when Anya raised her eyebrows and glared at him, he shrugged. “What? I‘m
curious, too.”
“Same as mommy‘s answer,” She giggled, causing me to chuckle. “Argh! Uncle Dylan won‘t be able to sleep tonight unless I‘d
know,” he pretended to grumble. My daughters laughed at him, but Leyanne answered him. “Mommy said it was daddy‘s scent.
Heaven scent.”
I was sure Dylan‘s smile disappeared from his lips. “It‘s mommy‘s answer, huh?”
“Uh–huh!” Leyanne smiled.
“Where next?” Anya asked, cutting the conversation for my sake.
“Restaurant,” I answered briefly.
It was almost midnight when I came out of my bedroom. They must have eaten a lot of sweets today because it took a while
before the sugar rush wore off. It was only now I heard what happened during the Daddy Day event in their school. They were
still excited that they kept on telling us what happened yesterday. When they finally fell asleep, I took time immersing my body in
the bathtub, forcing my big brain to tell me what to do. I have two options, and killing their father in my imagination was possible
yesterday, but after meeting Steve Mars, it was out of the possibilities. I still couldn‘t sleep even after the relaxing bath, and
drinking chamomile tea would be my last resort to help me sleep. But as I walked to the kitchen, I saw Dylan sitting on the
kitchen island, drinking beer.
“Can‘t sleep?” I asked as I made tea.
“It‘s hard to sleep these days,” He answered, confusing me. “Want a beer?”
“I don‘t drink alcohol,” I answered, sitting with him with a cup of tea in my hand. “I have not tasted alcohol for almost six years,
and you know why.” He chuckled, nodding at me. “Yeah, I know.” He heaved a sigh and gazed at me. “I always blamed myself
that you had to leave, not graduating with us. I shouldn‘t have forced you to tell me about the girls‘ daddy.”
“I was young, confused, and crazy, and leaving was the best thing I had thought of before,” I. smiled apologetically.
“I like you, Angela,” He suddenly blurted out, causing me to raise my eyebrows and feel glad I was not sipping my tea; otherwise,
I would have choked. “I know. You like Anya and me,” I smiled, telling myself it was the normal ‘like,‘ not like someone more
than a friend.
He gazed at me, breathing out before uttering the words that seemed to get stuck in his throat. “I love you, Angela,” He uttered in
a hushed tone. “And you know what I mean. I had always loved you.”
I lowered my gaze, fixing my eyes on the tea I was drinking. “Why are you telling that to me now?” I pursed my lips, staying
quiet for a while. “Why not before?” He smirked. “You were sixteen,” he shook his head. “If only I knew what would happen to
you, I should have taken advantage of you before. I mean, I should have told you that I care for you, that I love you.” I sipped tea
instead of answering, drinking it like water. The chamomile tea failed to calm me because of Dylan‘s revelation. “Give me a
chance, Anj,” he said sadly, reaching for my hand, but I put my hands on my lap and smiled nervously at him.
“I have children, Dylan. Love someone else,” I murmured, wanting to cry and hating him for just telling me his feelings now.
Everything could have been prevented when he took courage six years ago “Let me be the father of your children, Anj,” He
whispered. I took a deep breath. “Give me time to think, Dylan. This is so sudden,” I said, standing up and taking my empty cup
with me as I walked back to my bedroom. Just before I entered the door, I saw Anya smiling sadly at me. She didn‘t have to tell
me, or she may deny it, but I knew she would not stick with Dylan if she didn‘t like him.