SWNOVELS Released: Chapter 22
I wake up as Jax carries me into our dorm, and for a moment, I just relish being held in his strong arms, his sweet, lemony scent washing over me in a comforting whisper. Ice fills my veins as the memory of what happened today at the paintballing centre rushes over me.
“I can walk, Jax,” I tell him softly, placing my hand on his pec. His heart thuds underneath my touch, and there’s tension in his muscles as his arms tighten around me. “Please.”
He heaves a sigh but gently lets my legs down until I’m standing on my own two feet.
“What did he say to you, Princess?” Ash asks, standing in front of me, his tone gentle and not the demand that I expected to hear from him. Kai and Loki are on either side of him, all with matching looks of concern on their faces, eyebrows drawn and foreheads wrinkled.
Shame heats my cheeks. My skin feels too tight, and my hands are clammy as I wrap my arms around myself in a tight hug, stepping away from Jax, his hands falling from my waist where they had come to rest.
“I need a shower,” I tell them, swallowing hard and unable to meet any of them in the eye.
“What did he tell you, Pretty Girl?” Loki asks, and he takes a step towards me.
Tears blur my vision, and a lump forms in my throat that’s so big I don’t know how to swallow past it. How can I tell them that I came, that I climaxed over Adrian’s fingers? That my body enjoyed his intrusion, even if my mind was absent?
I shrink further into myself, my head dropping to my chest as the wetness overspills and traces down my cheeks.
“Adrian—” I begin, clearing my throat and feeling the vibrations as my body trembles. “Julian told me that I orgasmed for Adrian. That I came all over his fingers, a–and that he watched it all. M–masturbated over the footage.”
There’s a ringing in my ears, and lights dance in front of my eyes as the words leave my lips. Warmth is at my back suddenly, the lemon scent of Jax mixing with the spicy ginger of Ash at my front, followed by Kai’s fresh, woodsy musk on one side and Loki’s vanilla-cocoa perfume on the other. They surround me, grounding me and comforting me with their presence, lending me their strength.
A hand grasps my chin, bringing my teary gaze up to meet swirling, grey eyes.
“You have nothing to be ashamed of, my love,” Ash tells me, his voice as fierce as I’ve ever heard it. “We do not blame you for your body’s reactions.”
A sob tears through my chest, more tears flowing at his words. He knew my deepest fear, that they would somehow reject me for this. Stupid, really, as I know our bond is stronger than that. I turn my head to the side as fingers trace over Ash’s touch. Loki’s emerald gaze is full of fire and conviction.
“You are not to blame, beautiful,” he tells me, and another breath catches in my throat as I realise that he’s talking from experience. His time with Clarissa and what she did evident in his assurance.
More fingers turn my face to the other side, Kai’s kind, amber eyes full of pain and hurt for what I’ve been through.
“It was not your fault,” he whispers, and another sob rips through me, this shared trauma we have cutting me to the quick.
Large hands wrap around my throat from behind, tilting my head a little so that I am looking, once again, at Ash as Jax murmurs in my ear.
“We will never stop loving you, Baby Girl,” Jax tells me, his fingers grazing my pulse point. “That dead man cunt does not own any part of you. Julian does not own any part of you. We do. We own all of you, just like you own all of us, and that will never change, precious.”
I shiver as one hand leaves my throat, tracing a path to the zip at the back of my dress.
“And you’re going to give each of us an orgasm to prove that, aren’t you, Baby Girl?” His voice is louder this time, and I see Ash raise a brow while feeling Kai and Loki stiffening either side of me.
A whimper passes my suddenly dry lips, my shame transferring to raging desire. Jax clearly realising that I need to get rid of this taint that Adrian and Julian have left behind.
“Yes,” I whisper, my hands coming up to the zip in Ash’s devil onesie and pulling it down as Jax pulls down my own zipper. Ash keeps one eyebrow arched, but he doesn’t stop me, letting me push the garment off his muscled arms and revealing his inked-up torso. Gods, this man is too beautiful for words, all dark swirls of ink and hard lines.
My dress hits the floor, breaths hissing out of them as they see my teal, lace bralette. It doesn’t match my knickers, which are the rainbow and unicorn patterned one they saw earlier, but I’m beyond caring right now as three sets of hands caress my sides, rounded stomach, and enlarged breasts.
“Have I told you how fucking hot I find you being pregnant is?” Jax growls in my ear, hot palms stroking over my bump. I groan, my eyelids fluttering as Kai and Loki hook a finger each in my knickers and draw them down.
“Eyes on me, wife,” Ash commands in a thick voice, and I obey, shivering as his heated gaze runs all over my body. “Good girl,” he praises, taking a step closer and pressing our naked bodies together, he must have taken off the onesie and his boots whilst I was distracted. His hand comes up into my hair, and he angles my head upwards.
Another moan leaves my lips to tickle his as he slants a gentle kiss over them, feathering his lips teasingly over mine until I’m mewling like a fucking cat, desperate for more.
“Please…” I beg, my own hand clinging onto his inked arms, my nails digging into his skin.
“Please what, Princess?” he asks just as Kai places a kiss to one shoulder, Loki to the other, and Jax nibbles and sucks my neck.
“Please make me come,” I ask, my voice a breathy moan. “Please bury yourselves so deep inside me that I forget my own name.”
Four groans fill the air, my words making them as desperate as I am as they all step even closer, their hot bodies a fever against mine.
“Upstairs, my room,” Ash orders, picking me up under my thighs and pulling me from the others, who all snarl and growl like animals.
“That fucking plug is still there,” Loki says with a drawn-out moan.
My arse clenches as Ash carries me, and I feel it, having somehow forgotten its presence.
“She’ll be more than ready for us then,” I hear Kai respond as I look over Ash’s shoulder to see them all stripping out of their own onesies, dicks hard and bobbing as they undress, and what a fucking sight it is.
My pulse skyrockets when Ash kicks his door open, striding over to his bed and dropping me down on my back with a bounce. Before I can utter a sound, he’s covering my body with his and sliding inside me in one hard thrust. I scream, the burn delicious as he pulls out almost all the way and pounds back inside my tight channel, his piercing rubbing along my inner walls, jolting the plug and sending tingling waves of euphoria all over my body.
“Fuck, Ash.”
“I want your first orgasm before they get up here, Princess,” he grits out, thrusting hard and fast, barely pausing between. “And you will give it to me.”
One palm holds my hip in place, the other encircling my throat and squeezing as he fucks me so hard the whole bed shakes. The feel of him inside me, the movement of his hips brutal and snapping against my body, and the plug still lodged in my arse has me screaming and clawing as stars blind me and I come so hard my legs shake uncontrollably.
I peel open my closed lids when his pace slows, but he’s still fully erect inside me, letting me know that he didn’t come. Not yet.
“Good girl,” he purrs, nuzzling the side of my face and peppering my jawline with soft kisses.
“You gonna share now, Vanderbilt?” a drawl comes from near the door, and I peer around Ash to see the others waiting, Loki’s arms crossed over his naked chest. Drip by Asiahn begins to play, courtesy of Loki’s playlist obsession no doubt, the sensual sound making my inner walls clench around Ash.
A surprised squeak leaves me as Ash switches our position so that I’m on top, his cock still buried deep inside me.
“Have at it,” he lazily replies to my trickster, his hands on my hips and guiding me to move, both of us groaning at the new angle.
I love this position with him, he hardly ever lets me go on top, his need for control in the bedroom is no less than in his life. I tell him with my eyes how grateful I am that he’s given me dominance, knowing that he understands my current need is greater than his. His own expression softens, his palm cupping my face and bringing me down into a kiss that sets my soul alight. A kiss that tells me he will always give me what I need, without question, and without needing to be told or asked.
A body warms my back, a large hand skating down my skin in a tender caress. My eyes go wide as a lubed-up finger pushes inside my already filled pussy, alongside Ash’s hard length.
“Shhhh, baby,” Jax soothes when I whimper and squirm, pumping his finger and leaving me gasping.
Ash distracts me with his soft lips once more, and I lose myself in his kiss, gasping into his mouth when another finger enters me. Ash groans, his hips taking over my movements with shallow thrusts. One hand tangles in my hair, the other coming between us to rub and tease my clit, making my hips buck at the extra sensation.
“Such a good fucking girl,” Jax praises, adding another of his thick digits, and I make a sound in my throat that would be embarrassing if I gave a shit. But right now, I have no more fucks to give as Jax finger fucks me and Ash cock fucks me from underneath, his finger dancing over my clit.
A sound of protest leaves my throat when Jax withdraws his finger, and my eyes almost bug out of my head as he replaces them with the head of his monster dick.
“You can take him,” Ash assures me through clenched teeth, his fingers finding my clit and rubbing circles around it. “Just relax, Princess.”
I try to do as he says, relaxing under his expert touch as he plays with my swollen bud, Jax slipping in another inch.
“So fucking tight,” he groans, his hands gripping my hips tight enough to bruise.
“Fuuuck,” Ash curses when Jax keeps pushing. I whimper as the burn of being stretched by them both threatens to overwhelm me.
“Lilly,” Kai’s soft voice calls from the side, and I look over, gasping when I see Loki on his knees, Kai’s hard dick in his mouth as Kai guides him with a firm grip in his auburn tresses, their bodies turned to the side to give me the perfect view.
Wetness floods my core, letting Jax slip all the way in, and I cry out at having both men inside me whilst I watch my other lover give head to Kai.
“Shit, Baby Girl,” Jax groans, Ash cursing again as they give me a minute to get used to them. “I can feel the plug inside you too.”
My eyes threaten to roll at the reminder, and I gasp when Kai forces Loki to take him deeper, Loki’s fingers digging into Kai’s arse.
“Shit, I can feel her fluttering around us just watching you two,” Ash grits out, his finger still rubbing and playing with my clit, driving me crazy.
“Please,” I ask, my voice full of desperate need. “Please, fuck me,” I beg them, needing to feel them move inside me, even though I’m not completely convinced that they won’t tear me in two.
They don’t question me, don’t ask for clarification, and settle into a rhythm of thrusting inside me that soon has me mindless with pleasure. I can’t think, can barely breathe, and just feel as they fucking destroy any intelligence I may possess with their hard cocks and gripping hands.
“You feel incredible stretched over both our dicks,” Ash grits out, and I open heavy-lidded eyes to see sweat glistening all over his inked skin, dripping down the side of his face.
“So perfect, baby,” Jax murmurs behind me, his hand snaking up the column of my throat to wrap around just under my chin. “And you’re gonna come for me like a good little girl, aren’t you?”
I whimper as his grip around my windpipe tightens, making it harder to breathe.
“Yes, sir,” I croak out, my voice barely above a breathy whisper as his hand tightens further, and his hips move faster.
Ash puts more pressure on my clit, moving his finger in a way that has my eyes rolling.
“Now, baby,” Jax commands in a strained tone. “Come all over our dicks right. Fucking. Now.”
I’m helpless to disobey, my body following his order as I explode, a silent scream leaving my mouth as I bask and writhe between them both. Fire races across my body, my nerve endings tingling and fizzing like a live wire is brushing across my body as I keep coming. I drag them under with me with animalistic roars, both thrusting to the hilt as they pulse inside of me, filling me up with their seed and prolonging my own release until I’m crying for it to stop. Begging for a reprieve.
I droop over Ash’s chest, my rounded stomach making me arch my back a little, both of us panting and groaning when Jax slides out and flops beside us, also breathing hard. The bed shifts behind me, hands stroking down my body, and I feel the tug of the plug being pulled out of my arse, leaving me hissing into Ash’s neck.
Moments later, the tip of a hard, pierced cock pushes against my rosebud, and I moan long and low as it slides in with ease.
“God, I love this fucking ass, Pretty Girl,” Loki moans as he pushes all the way in, his teeth nipping my shoulder.
Ash’s arms are wrapped around my slick body, holding me for Loki who wastes no time in finding his rhythm and fucking my arse with firm strokes. Exquisite pleasure rolls across my skin from inside me, and it’s all I can do not to pass the fuck out with how good it feels.
“Loki,” I whimper, the tingles returning as Ash begins to harden inside my pussy. “Ash…”
“Do you like it when I fuck you over your husband, baby?” Loki asks in a husky voice, grunting when Ash begins to move his hips too, both of them filling me up with their hard members.
“Yes, God, yes, I fucking love having your cock buried inside me,” I reply, my nails digging into Ash’s large shoulders as the intensity of what they are doing to my body overwhelms me.
“I love it when you talk dirty, baby,” Loki growls out, picking up the pace, the sound of his hips slapping my arse loud in the room.
I become lost to the sensations once more, the push and pull as they take me to the edge and demand that I jump, their movements becoming frenzied as they chase their own releases.
“Fuck, baby,” Loki breathes against my ear, stilling deep inside me as he climaxes. Ash pauses, but I hardly notice as I fall into oblivion with Loki, my whole body trembling with the force of my orgasm. The world stops moving, the planets aligning as waves of pleasure roll over me, dragging me under a sea of bliss and drowning me in ecstasy.
I groan as Loki pulls out, only to be replaced by another solid shaft pressing against my used hole.
“I c–can’t,” I plead, my voice hoarse and stuttering as Kai ignores me and continues to invade my arsehole.
“You can and you will, Pet,” Kai tells me firmly, thrusting all the way in with a hiss. “You still owe me an orgasm.”
Ash cups the side of my face in a tender gesture, and I look into his beautiful, grey eyes which are full of love and lust, his cheeks flushed and his hair stuck to his sweat-slicked forehead.
“You can give us one more can’t you, Princess?” he asks, and I find myself agreeing with a slow nod just as Kai starts to pull out. “Good girl, I knew you could. You’re our perfect treasure.”
Holy fucking hotness, Ash praising me does all the things to my body, and when he starts moving too, I relax into their possession and let myself go under once more. Ash continues to hold my face, demanding I keep my eyes on his as they fuck me.
“Ash–fuck–Kai—” I babble incoherently, the intensity in my dark Knight’s gaze undoing me just as sure as the movements of his hips. His other hand is gripping my hip, yet I feel fingers wiggle between us to play with my clit, and I look away for a second to see Loki’s arm disappearing between our bodies.
“Eyes back on me, wife,” Ash demands, and I do as he says, holding his gaze as they work to build me up once more.
I feel a large palm wrap around my throat, and I don’t need to look to see that Jax is the owner.
“Just once more, angel,” he tells me, his thumb caressing my racing pulse. “Come all over Kai and Ash, Baby Girl. Show them who owns that pussy and ass.”
At Jax’s dirty words, I explode, tears springing to my eyes when my orgasm hits me like a fucking sledgehammer. I can feel myself clamping around the guys, demanding that they join me in the abyss as my body tries to milk them. Their growls and rumbles, combined with the sudden stillness, tells me that they indeed followed me over the edge.
I feel weightless, my whole body liquifying as I give myself over to the exhaustion that only incredible sex can bring. We lie together, tangled in a heap of limbs, and the last thought to float through my mind before sleep takes me under is that Jax was right.
My Knights own me, body and soul, and no one can take that away from me.