SWNOVELS Chapter Chapter Sixteen: Feelings on the horizon
hazyns pov
I stare at my desk, trying not to cry, don't ask me why I want to cry. I just do. My office door flies open to reveal ben.
"I don't want Erika to leave” he cries sitting on one of my desk chairs making me nod.
"Neither do I but we have no choice, her wolf is back, and I was only able to keep her until now" I wipe my eyes feeling tears starting to form.
"you like her, don't you?" Ben questions making me look at him in shock, why would he think such a thing?
"she is my roommate, nothing more" I state making him laugh.
"dude, you moved your whole bedroom around to move her in, you have half of your room pink, your wolf took control and kissed her, and if you upset her you freak out and try and fix the problem straight away" he states as if it is the most obvious thing in the world.
"dude 1 don't like her, never have never will. I just put up with her, that's it. She has had a rough life, and I feel sorry for her" I reply, making Ben nod his head.
"Okay, well I better go say goodbye because she wants to leave in half an hour" Ben states making me nod my head in understanding.
The minute he leaves my office I start to think over everything he just said before sighing out in frustration, I guess I do like her, but we would never work out, and that's the sad truth of the situation, so I have no choice but to let her go.
“human, don't allow her to go please, you know how her wolf came back? its because I found her and coaxed her out so I could have a mate, I want us to request the moon goddesses permission to mate with her, please” my wolf whines in my head making me confused “you can do that?" i question, I watch as his wolf head nods making me roll my eyes with a sigh.
I jump out of my desk chair and rush to the front door where she is sitting, saying goodbye to everyone.
"everyone out" I hisses making everyone rush out of the room.
"finally come to say goodbye, alpha?” she teases, making me roll my eyes to try and distract myself from wanting to smile she is so cute when she teases me even if she does get on my nerves.
"Actually no, I came to tell you that you are not allowed to leave" I
speak confidently, which only makes her jump up and start screaming.
"you can't tell me I can't leave; we had a deal. my wolf came back, so I
am allowed to leave" she cries out in anger
"What is your wolf saying right now?" I question making her stop and retreat in her mind. The minute she comes back, I already know what she is going to say.
"that she is in love, won't tell me who but apparently he pulled her forwards and she fell in love,” she states confused by her wolfs words. "you leaving would hurt your wolf," I state
"How did you know though” she questions, I can't tell her the truth that's for sure.
"I am an alpha, you have been here long enough that our wolves can connect and she can tell my wolf things, especially if her human isn't listening" I state making her nod.
"oh, I didn't know that" she replies before blushing in embarrassment. "Most people don't, while mind link doesn't work after a while of being near an alpha a wolf grows a link to the alpha wolf for dire situations” I state making her nod in understanding, what I am saying is sort of true, but a white lie never hurt anybody.
"so please don't go, think of your wolf, not yourself" I add, making her nod in understanding.
"Okay, I will stay" she smiles before lazily walking up to our room. “thank you human, I know you don't want this, but we wouldn't be able to function without her’ my wolf speaks, making me nod my head in understanding, I guess this is how it is now.