SWNOVELS Chapter Chapter One. The beginning of the end
(This chapter has a trigger warning! Heartbreak, rape, swearing, and abuse} Anything after this chapter won't except flashbacks, but I will warn you.
How can he do this to me? I know that he doesn't realize I am his mate,
but he will by the time morning comes. It scares me to think of what he
could do when he finds out that we are fated together.
I run inside my small den, which lays on the outskirts of the pack territory. Everyone else lives in fancy houses, even the other omegas but me? Nope, I live in a cave away from everyone else though it's not a very bad cave, it is not very big which means no one can try and sneak up on me.
I strip out of my torn clothing and clean up the blood from where he decided to rape me; this is not the first time this has happened either, but this time it is so close to his birthday, and my wolf had already informed his that I am his mate, but I was still raped.
"mates wolf wanted him too" I hear my wolf cry in my head making me block her out and focus on the task at hand.
I wouldn't say that I am bad looking either. I have black hair that falls to my mid-back, and I have green eyes that are the same colour as the forest that we live in.
I was not meant to be an omega, my mother is the pack doctor, but sadly she cheated on her mate with my father, a pack Warrior named Ben, and I was punished for it.
I throw on a new pair of clothing and pack a backpack for just in case he rejects me, if he doesn't I will immediately be allowed out of this hell and back into the pack life since my dear mate Matthew is the Betas son with that as my last thought I head to sleep to be well-rested for the day ahead.
I stretch my limbs out and head towards the packhouse, today is my mates birthday, and I am as ready as I will ever be to face the day.
If he accepts me, I will grab my bag and move in with him, but if he rejects me, I will take my bag and run into no man's land to die in peace. No one can survive the rejection—both the rejected and the rejecter. I should know, I have been looking up this information since I found out that Matthew was my mate last year. To find your mate, you need to turn sixteen. I am now seventeen.
I smell my mates’ scent even stronger than before meaning he will now be able to sense me. I observe as he rounds the corner with his friends and snarls
"I Matthew Andrewson reject you Erika White as my mate and Beta female” he yells into the air before him and his friends charge at me, I feel my ribs breaking in half at their assaults, I hold back the tears as my heart feels like it has been ripped in two, I notice Matthew lean over holding his chest in pain.
"Is this meant to happen" he cries as he collapses in pain, my hand covers my chest in pain.
"yes, our wolves are breaking away from each other, it causes death, you signed our death dear Matthew, and I am not dying near you" I cry out allowing my wolf to take over and run off as best as we can while in pain.
The minute I see the den, I push my wolf harder, scooping the bag into our hand and rushing across the nearby border.
"Human I can't hold on much longer" my wolf cries in pain, I notice a small bush. I throw the bag in the direction of the bush, making the bag land perfectly. I shift into my wolf curing in a ball.
"It was nice knowing you wofie. I wish I knew your name. I am sorry we are such a failure” I cry into my head
"The name is summer, and it is not your fault human” I laugh at the wolf grin she gives me before the world turns black and the last thing entering my ears is our final goodbye.