Chapter 43
Kiban knew that he was a despicable person, he knew that long the ago ever since he hurt her for the first time. He knew bone thewed up and wrong what he had done to Althea, but he couldn’t stop. He couldn’t stop himself from not hurting her, besause at that nine, he was but too and the easy way was to hurt someone else, so they could feel his pain
That was a coward way, he knew that very well and there was no amount of justification that could justify what he was doing. He messed up. He messed up bad time.
“I don’t want you anymore, Killuan. You did not only break my heart and hurt me with the rejection, you killed me that day The version of me, who wished that one day you will believe me, had gone. You killed her and now, I am someone, who n’t want to have anything to do with you.”
Killian gutted his teeth, the words were so harsh, but he knew that was the truth. He was the one, who had killed her and he was the one, who had ruined any chance that they could have to be together.
But, it didn’t mean, he would give up. He didn’t want to give up yet. He had gone this far, he was going to go further for this. For what he believed was the right thing to do
“Fine” Killian said. He pressed his lips into a thin line, as he straightened his back. “You can go. I will not go after you”
Althea narrowed her eyes, suspicious crept in her heart. She knew this man well enough to say that he wouldn’t give up that easily.
And her intuition was proven right
“You can go, but you need to give the baby to me. She is my child. She is mine.” Killian looked at her in the eyes, her eyes were cold, but he knew what he was doing.
Althea would never give up on her baby. The reason why she was here, seeking for refugee from the king was very obvious, because she couldn’t go against Killian herself
And for the first time Althea raised her hand and slapped him across the face. The sound of it rang in this quiet corridor.
Killian saw it coming, but somehow, he didn’t dodge it, he accepted the slap that Althea delivered to his face. He completely deserved that for what he put her through
“What did you say?” Althea narrowed her eyes dangerously. “You are going to take my baby away from me? Never in million years I am going to let you touch my baby! You don’t have any right on her!”
Killian accepted her wrath, he didn’t have any expression on his face, his emotions were unreadable and this stoic face made Althea hated hum even more.
“Get out of my life!” Althea screamed at him. “Stay away from my life! You are nothing, but a loser! If you wanted a baby, go get one with Willow, since you loved her so much, you are willing to kill me for her, right?! Go and get your happy ever after with her!”
Killian gritted his teeth, his mask almost cracked when he heard that. It would be hard when all of your nasty words were thrown back to your face. He remembered every single word that he said to her and how much he wanted to hurt her with the word, but now when he heard it again, coming from his mouth, he knew the pain that he had inflicted on her.
Even so, it was nothing compared to what he had done, the entire cruelty-
Althea was right, he was the one, who had killed her, he was the one, who had caused her so much pain like this and he didn’t have any chance with her.
“Give me the baby and I will let you go
But silt Killian couldn’t l** her go. He couldn’t let her and the baby go. He wanted the ten of them. Called him selfish, but they were his family. His only family
“I only want the baby. You can go with the king if that’s what youwanted. I only have the baby as my family”
“I
Killian lost his family to an attack when he was so young, he stepped up to be the alpha of the pack when he was only sixteen, because his father and mother died during the attack and ever since that time, he was alone with Sean.
“Give me the baby”
He only wanted to have his little family, he desperately wanted a family. Probably because of that, he poured all of his emotions and love for Willow, thinking she was the perfect person. Willow was perfect, she was smart and beautiful. cheerful and all sunshine and rainbow, someone that could make you laughed effortlessly
But, she made a great mistake that Killian would never forgive. It killed all the love he had for her and now, his heart filled with regret, because the moon goddess chose your mate for a reason and he unceremoniously kicked her aside, he treated her so bad and now, he had to face his own karma
“I will never give up my baby. Scram from my face.”
Althea turned around and then left Killian alone there, the alpha stared at her retreating back with sorrow in his eyes.
He had never felt this pain before, not even when he felt the rejection that shred his heart. This kind of pain was different. It was sorrow and misery, there was this huge hole, the emptiness in his heart that was no amount of anything that could fill it.
Killian wanted to reach to her and tell her how much he regretted it, but he knew that she wouldn’t listen and the only thing that left for him right now was to get what he wanted with the only way he could think of