SWNOVELS Chapter 420
Chapter 420 I Want to Keep This Child
After listening to his question, Anaya's hand trembled, but she maintained calm on the surface. "Nothing, I just want to take a look."
Jaylon narrowed his eyes. "Why did Jared suddenly bring you a glass of
milk in the middle of the night?"
"He used to take care of me."
"Ana, to be honest, are you pregnant?" Jaylon coldly interrupted her.
Anaya hesitated for a long time before finally admitting, "Don't tell mom and dad about this first."
"Jared doesn't want to be responsible for you?" Jaylon asked in a deep voice.
It was not his fault for thinking too much. Previously, Hearst almost married Giana. Hearst had been unqualified to marry Anaya in Jaylon's heart since then. Jaylon had always been biased against Hearst. Jaylon suddenly remembered what Reina said to him tonight.
He hated Hearst for betraying his sister, but he did the same thing as Hearst.
Jaylon's heart was stifled, but he quickly came out of this mood.
So what if Jaylon was strict with Hearst? Jaylon only did what he wanted to do.
He wanted to protect his sister and wanted to keep Reina.
It was a world for the strong. Reina did not have anyone to protect her. But it was nobody's fault.
As long as she chose to stay, Jaylon could give her the same treatment and protection as his family.
Anaya lowered her head and looked at the ground. "No, it's just that I haven't thought about it yet. Riven Group now has several big projects that are currently being carried out. I want to follow those projects personally. If I insist on having this child, I won't be able to work for more than half a year.
"Most importantly, I have a classmate who had an accidental miscarriage last year, and she had depression. She even had the thought of committing suicide. I'm a little afraid that I will become like her." The pressure she had to bear during her pregnancy was huge, and she was afraid to face it.
Last year, her friend was four months pregnant. There was no problem with the preliminary examination. When she went out, she suddenly had a stomach ache.
At that time, she had no friends around her. She felt that the slight pain should not be a big problem, so she did not care.
Unexpectedly, when she returned home, her belly began to hurt violently.
At that time, her husband was on a business trip outside. She called her mother-in-law. Her mother-in-law. was playing cards and did not receive her
call.
When Anaya received the message and rushed over, her friend was already in so much pain that she could not stand up.
Anaya took her to the hospital.
At that time, they did not know that something was wrong with Anaya's
friend. There was a way to the hospital, and Anaya helped her in.
After entering the hospital, Anaya borrowed the shared wheelchair and pushed her friend upstairs.
The doctor helped her friend lie on the bed. Before the doctor could do a check-up, the child's feet had been wrapped by the placenta, mixed with sticky blood.
Her friend was in so much pain that she collapsed and was covered in sweat. She was severely tortured.
Anaya had seen bloody scenes in movies.
But that scene that day had left an indelible shadow in Anaya's heart.
Later, the doctor gave her friend a miscarriage.
After that, her friend became depressed and seldom smiled.
This year, Anaya's friend's body slightly recovered, and her mother-in-law began to urge them to have a baby again. Her mother-in-law said that she just had a miscarriage, and her body was not injured at all. I she didn't give birth to a child when she was young, it would be more difficult for her to do that when she grew older.
If not for her husband protecting her all the time, Anaya felt that her friend might have already committed suicide.
Today, Anaya consulted a few women who had children. Although they all
loved their children very much, they felt bitter when mentioning the various
problems during pregnancy.
There were all kinds of problems, such as big breasts, leaking urine, emotional sensitivity caused by the surge of pregnancy hormones, eating something that would cause nausea, and belly cramps all night. There was a friend who had successfully given birth. But after giving birth,
she had a slight depression for a long time. With the care of her family, it took several months for her to return to normal.
Having a child needed to bear too much, and Anaya was not sure if she had
the courage to be a mother.
Anaya respected the continuity of life and wanted to raise a new life with
Hearst.
But in her heart, Anaya was still afraid.
This was the first time Jaylon heard this question. He was silent and said,
"Our family has enough ability to make you live better when you are old. If you are really afraid and don't want to have a child, parents would not
blame you."
"It's not that I don't want this child, but it happened so suddenly that I'm still
a little confused."
Jaylon could not give any suggestions on this issue. He said, "Then you and
Jared can discuss it later. However, you should make the decision on your own. Don't be influenced by others."
"Okay."
"If Jared dares to force you, tell me at any time. I will solve the problem for
you."
Anaya felt warm.
After the two of them separated, Anaya continued to walk towards the
stairwell.
When she reached the corner, she realized that Hearst had already been
there.
He should have heard what she and Jaylon said just now.
She suddenly felt a little guilty. "Getting to know abortion was just to be
mentally prepared. I haven't decided. Don't think too much about it."
"I know." He walked over with a glass of milk and kissed her on the
forehead. He comforted her in a soft voice, "You don't have to explain. Just like what Jaylon said, you have the right to decide whether you want to
keep this child.
"Don't feel too pressured because of me."
Anaya nodded. He held her waist and took her back to the bedroom.
After drinking the milk, Anaya looked at Hearst, who was about to take the glass downstairs. She remembered his meticulous care in the past two days. Her heart suddenly felt moved, and she had an impulse.
"Jared."
Hearing her call him, Jared turned his head back.
Anaya pursed her lips and said, "I want to keep this child."
Hearst shuddered. "I told you not to force yourself."
Anaya looked down at her flat belly. "I'm willing to have our baby. I actually
wanted to keep it, but I was a little afraid."
He put down the glass and sat down on the edge of the bed. He looked at
her with clear eyes. "Why are you suddenly not afraid?"
When he heard her words in the stairwell just now, he thought that she
would probably not keep this child.
"I just suddenly feel that I might not have to live as hard as other pregnant
mothers."
She was lucky. The rich material foundation ensured that she could enjoy
the best medical conditions. Her family and husband were so concerned about her.
Hearst understood what she meant. He held her shoulder and pulled her
into his arms. He rubbed his cheek against hers and said slowly, "You can think about it for a few more days. If you are still afraid, we can wait for a while."