Chapter Chapter Forty-three - Finally!
A/n: Two weeks without update! The shame! Sorry, here's another chapter! 😊
Kallan, gazing down at his naked Queen:
There was no power on this planet or the next, that could force me to accept the fact that she will die after this mission. But I had been foolish enough to have neglected to let my heart do the talking. Having her underneath me, slightly shivering now as the sun was being blocked by some drifting clouds, I was going to have my way with her. No more doubting about any other possible relations between the both of us. No more waiting!
The way she got a little ticklish when I let my fingers trail the sides of her body made me smile. She is incredibly sensitive to touch and that is something I can exploit to my unending pleasure. Watching her squirm for more, her body begging for a meticulous assault of tender movements, screaming and moaning to find her release, is going to be excitingly beautiful.
“Your wish is my command.” I replied to her statement about attending to her ‘throbbing frustrations’.
I lowered my face to hers and while looking into her glowing amber eyes, I kissed her and she eagerly kissed me back. My tongue touched her lower lip and she opened for me to enter and devour her mouth intensely. While sucking on her lips I let my hand roam over her body, barely touching her skin, but enough to let her know where she was being touched.
She wrapped her hands around my neck and twisted her fingers in my hair to try and make me stop teasing her. As her character is, she always wanted to direct others to do her bidding, but I wasn’t going to end my torture this quick.
When my hand was right above her hip, still barely touching her skin, she bucked her hips up to try and make a solid connection to my body elsewhere. But I pushed her ass back into the soft fur again by putting my hand on her belly.
I moved my body downwards, pushing her thighs a bit apart for me to wyrm myself in between them. Then I put my arms underneath her knees and used my fingers to spread those slicky folds of hers. I still wasn’t doing anything, just switching my gaze between her eyes and her pussy, waiting for a mewl of disappointment, waiting for her to beg me.
She moaned and curled her fingers in my hair, finally disagreeing with the absence of attention to her wet and aching abyss. I was having trouble not going there, as this was torment for me too. But her being hungry for having me, was just too enticing to see. I wanted this to last, I wanted her to realize that I’m all in from now on.
“Well, so far you are still not ‘in’ anything!” She whispered frustrated, replying to my thoughts and I chuckled again.
Without any further ado, I quickly ravished her folds, licking and sucking all her juices while alternately nipping her sensible nub of pleasure. She screamed out in exquisite torment, moaning from the sudden action, calling my name in husk tones while she kept pushing my head against herself. She was riding my face and I enjoyed every moment of it!
Eventually, she let go of my hair by untwirling her fingers from it and pulling my face towards hers. She hadn’t had her orgasm yet, but I could sense that she wanted to have it while I was inside of her. Then, she lowered her hand in between our bodies and I was curious as to what she was doing, so I rose my body and looked down to what her fingers were exploring. She slid right in between her silky cunt and slathered her fingers with her juice, then, without any restraint, she took hold of my cock and rubbed all her golden wetness right along the shaft.
A little breeze dampened the heat between us and I hissed at the sensation of her rubbing my cock while my balls shrivelled just a bit by the cold. “Fuck!” I cursed as now I bucked my groin, aching to get inside her! To find that hot spot to warm me up again!
“I’m wet, your hard, stop teasing and get going.” She said with a smile and I couldn’t fight this any longer.
We both aren’t virgins or in any way insecure about our bodies, so there was no need to withhold ourselves from our urges right now, even though this is going to be our first time together.
She let go of my dick and put her hands on my lower back, I readjusted my body to get in line with her aching crevice and guided my shaft gently into her. Slowly rubbing against her vaginal walls, soon made my balls energized enough to erupt.
Jade, laying on the soft fur:
I never needed much foreplay, as whenever I had set my mind on sex and a sexy man was with me, my fluids would stream out freely. But with Kallan, I had started to flow as soon as our tongues had met, earlier. For me, he was the embodiment of a god. The rough stubble on his face, his green eyes, his dark hair, and that divine body… He was to die for.
And my body was reacting to his touches of its own free will. I had gotten ticklish when his fingers gently grazed my skin and goosebumps rose all over as it was enticing to feel him hovering above me. But I wanted more!
I know we should take things slow, considering all the things that have happened as of late. Especially after losing Neil. But I needed this to distract me from any of those thoughts. All this time I just needed Kallan to understand me, to accept me for who I am and not for what I might become. I needed him to not fear for what will happen in the future and just give in to our urges.
And that doesn’t mean that I just needed any male to have sex with me right now, or that I have forgotten the way he feels about old Fae traditions, it just means that I’m happy he has finally decided to be with me. Kallan is the one thing right now that I wanted to happen. Something good in between all this bad.
His thrusts became faster, going deeper with each time he came back in and my back arched with each new movement. My eyes closed while I pushed my head back in the fur, trying to push myself further into his body. Again, goosebumps rose all over my skin as he leaned forward to place some more wet kisses on my neck and jawline.
His rumbled moans vibrated against my skin, sending more exciting sensations down to my core. I clamped the muscles in my vagina into a vice grip, eager to earn more of those heavy moans as he felt his dick being pulled inwards.
“Fucking hell.” He whispered as his movements became even fiercer than before, and I smiled for it to be my doing. As much as he loves how my body reacts to him, I love how I can entice his body as well. He was just as responsive to my touches and movements, if not more.
Soon, my breathing became harsh and I noticed for him to slow down just a bit, to prolong his climax to synchronize with mine.
“I can’t hold myself much longer.” He grunted, at which I had to smile as I had anticipated him to.
“Nor can I…” I stuttered as I felt his endowed cock push against my cervix, pushing me further towards my orgasm. “Faster!” I tried to yell, but it came out as a strangled moan.
I reached in between our bodies and instinctively Kallan rose his stomach for me to reach down. With my fingers, I rubbed my sensitive nub until I clamped around his dick to feel as much friction I could get to reach my orgasm. Writhing underneath him, as he thrust a few more times, I came undone in the most exhilarating way! Waves of pleasure came soaring in as Kallan kept up his pace to find his ending as well.
And when Kallan was about to finish, he pulled out and stroked his quivering member to shoot his warm seed all over my stomach.
While the both of us were breathing heavy, just hanging a bit longer in that bliss we were feeling, he leaned his head on mine and together we took a moment to get back to our senses. He kissed me as soon as he could breathe again and pulled himself off of me. “If only I had known sex with you would be like this...” He said while lying next to me on the fur.
I chuckled when he said that, as he could have been with me all this time already. But I had the same feeling, more than he probably knows.
“I think there is a small river close by, do you want to clean up there?” He asked me and I nodded. Without getting myself dressed, I stood up and walked over in the direction of where he had pointed to, wiggling my ass as I went there.
“You do realize that if you keep doing that, I’m going to want you again and again.” He growled as he quickly followed me and pushed my back against his stomach, not even bothering himself that he just pushed his arms in the semen that was still stuck on my stomach.
“Who said that we were finished then?” I whispered seductively while I kept walking towards the river, him trailing behind me. “There are more ways to enjoy ourselves.” I said while winking up to him.
Kallan, laying in the grass, next to his satisfied Queen:
We’ve had a few more rounds in and out of the water, enjoying ourselves with our bodies, completely unhinged of whatever bad things had happened to her, to us. And all I could think about was that if she had her wings, our sessions of passion could only pleasurably increase, as our wings gave us a more sensitive feeling during that time. But she didn’t have her wings, so I didn’t use mine, and these past few hours had been amazing already, so I was content.
But Jade’s face showed different emotions as she was just laying there, on her back while I traced circles around her belly button, while I was laying on my side leaning my head on my hand.
“What are you thinking about?” I asked her.
She smiled and hummed softly. It was hard to describe but it seemed she looked both happy and sad at the same time.
“What is it?” I asked her again.
“I just wished to have been able to share this with Neil.” She said.
“What? You wanted him to join us? I don’t think-
“No! Not like that, just that he could have seen us happy!” She interrupted angrily while slamming my shoulder. I laughed out loud, knowing perfectly well that a threesome wasn’t what she was referring to. “I hate you.” She then said, realizing that I had been joking.
“No, you don’t. You love me.” I stated.
“That’s rather cocky of you to say.” She replied, trying to play a dominant role.
“Say it. I know that you do.” I said again while hovering above her, caging her in.
But she wasn’t the least afraid or intimidated by me.
“Yes, somehow I do love you.” She admitted, but it wasn’t in the way I wanted her to say it. It was filled with sadness and disappointment, heavily loaded with the burdens of her future. She doesn’t need to explain her thoughts at this moment as I could understand her completely.
It was only two days ago that she had lost her best friend and this morning she had gotten confirmation of her thoughts that she won’t survive long enough to become the next ruler. Besides, even though she just told me to love me, and I know it to be true, how much time do we have left to feel this way? How long until we will be separated by her destiny?
“There must be a way.” I told her, as I moved myself to sit next to her, leaning my head in between my knees. I just can’t agree with what Echo said, to what she believes.
“If there is, I’m sure Echo would have told us by now.” She said while taking a seat next to me, putting a hand on my shoulder.
“No! I refuse to accept for you to die!” I yelled, standing up and shouting towards her.
She stood up as well, standing in front of me while she was as calm as the river flowed right now. When she opened her mouth, to say something, probably trying to soothe me into accepting it, I interrupted her.
“And don’t tell me you are okay with it! You are the most powerful Fae alive right now and I have never seen you fail your determination and strength! I just don’t understand that you are giving up this easily! Why aren’t you fighting?” I yelled at her, fury overtaking me.
“It’s not like I want to die! It’s just a feeling that I have been having for a long time now. I’ve never seen myself as a ruler of any part of the world, let alone become the Queen of a complete planet! All I’ve ever wanted is for bad people to be punished and for good people to live properly!” She yelled back.
“You can still do that, and even better when you are the Queen! So you are not making sense at all!” I sighed after yelling again.
I turned myself around, walking a bit in circles, frustrated as her stupid destiny was the continuous reoccurring subject. One that I wasn’t going to accept, ever!
So why is she so accepting? Why is she suddenly so okay with her destiny then? I turned myself around, searching her eyes to look in to and then I saw it.
“You’re afraid.” I stated without any hesitation.
Tears were brimming at the insides of her eyes.
It all came back to me as soon as I started to think about all the things she had said the last couple of weeks. Her mental state in the city of Bellak, where she was afraid of what might happen when she would change other places just came back to her. It came back to her tenfold as she felt guilty for losing Neil, for thinking that it was her fault that he had died. Besides, he had always been her anchor, a rock to lean on in difficult situations.
“You’re afraid to lose more people if you keep on living. You’re afraid that your decisions will be the end of more people.” I said and she nodded, letting her tears erupt again.
She didn’t make a sound but I could tell she was on the verge of breaking again. I quickly ran up to her and held her in my arms. No matter how magically powerful she is, she is still a person and she still needs someone to keep her mentally in check. I have failed to think that she could face anything in this world, that she would just be able to adjust to any situation. She can, with physical troubling situations, but she needs me to help her with her mental ones.
“I’m sorry I let you down.” I whispered to her.
“You didn’t.” She answered back. “I’m just stubborn.”
“Well, I can’t disagree on that.” I said while still holding her tight. She chuckled a wet sob but then I let her go and looked at her face. “If you promise me to not give up, I will promise you to help you with your decisions. I might have rejected my seat on the throne, but I have been trained to lead, ever since I was born. So, let me help you.”
After another thirty minutes and me trying to make her understand she wasn’t alone in this, she finally agreed and wiped the tears from her face. “But I’m not going to be an ordinary Queen. I still want to abolish your stupid traditions and I’m still going to kill the entire council!” She said, determination rushing back in again.
“That’s my girl.”
A/n: How do you feel now? Please let me know what you think! Thank you! ❤❤❤