SWNOVELS Chapter My Toyboy 121
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Jonathan stared at the little girl on the tree, frowning
Cynthia was sitting on the tree, swinging her chubby legs, saying The river water is freezing at night. It feels uncomfortable." Although she looked young and her voice was childlike, her words carried a decisiveness far beyond her age
"Go away." There was a hint of anger on the ten-year-old Jonathan's face. At that time, his heart had long been dead Although he was ten years old, as the heir of his family, he already had a near-adult level of maturity. At that time, he had just learned the dirtiest, darkest and most shady secret of his family
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Moreover, Whitney tormented him. He was hospitalized because Whitney pushed him into the pool, who was afraid of water and couldn't swim. He was struggling in the pool.
The air in his lungs also disappeared little by little. Slowly, little by little, he sank to the bottom of the pool. However, Whitney stood by the pool.
The ten-year-old Jonathan looked at her from the bottom of the water. Through the swirling pool, he could still see the indifference in her eyes.
At that time. Jonathan was in complete despair and thought perhaps it was better to be dead. However, in the end, the butler found him and pulled him out from the bottom of the pool When he was pulled out, he had been suffocating for several minutes. Susanna took him to the hospital in tears. When he woke up, she saw Whitney standing next to his bed.
He lied about having no memory of what had happened. The doctor said it could be temporary amnesia from asphyxiation In fact, he didn't lose his memory and remembered everything
He remembered how Whitney pushed him into the pool with her own hands. He recalled when he was struggling, and that he kept shouting for Whitney to help him, who just looked at han indifferently.
He remembered the despair and powerlessness he slowly sank into the water, and the hatred and disgust in Whitney's eyes when she looked at him. He was only ten years old, after all.
Suddenly, he felt there was no meaning to life or hope. He shouldn't have been born. From the moment of his birth, he carried filth and sin. His existence was a sin to the family, a stain of humiliation and darkness that could never be washed away
He didn't exist because of love but as a punishment for all. He thought it was better to die. Everyone would be relieved. He even felt a little vengeful.
He had wondered, 'Since Whitney pushed me into the pool with her own hands, would she be shocked when she found my body in the river at sunrise? Would she feel pleasant or a little sad? Would she shed a tear for me?
The ten-year-old Jonathan almost jumped at that moment. If the five-year-old Cynthia didn't show up that day..
Faced with his malicious drive to chase her away, the young Cynthia didn't leave. Instead, she jumped down from the tree a few steps and landed before him. "If you jump, I'll save you,"
-Jonathan frowned at her and said. "You're so young. Don't overestimate yourself:
Tam. Besides, I just learned to swim, so I'm not good at it. If I save you, I may end up drowning with you, she added.
A trace of shock flashed across Jonathan's eyes. "I don't want your help."
She uttered. "But I can't watch you
die
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Jonathan looked at Cynthia. There was an indescribable complication in his heart. A strange girl said she couldn't watch her die. However, his relatives, who were closely related to him, could push him into hell with their own hands At that moment, Jonathan felt very sad. He fell silent, looking at the calm river, while his heart was a tumult of emotions
Cynthia asked. "Why do you want to die?"
Presumably, no one would put up emotional barriers against a five-year-old girl. "Because I can't find a reason to live." The young Jonathan's eyes were full of sadness. "No one wants me to live."
Cynthia suddenly blinked and said, "Then I'll give you a reason
Jonathan turned around and asked, "What reason?"
She replied, "Live for me.
Jonathan was very surprised. "For you?"
"Well, you said no one wanted you alive. I want you to live. You can live for me in the future," she added.
At that moment. Jonathan found her innocent, almost childish in her words. However, in an instant, tears streamed down
his face.
Indeed, that reason she casually mentioned, which seemed absurd, had become the reason for him to live on all these years when he was pushed to the brink.
She said. "You're so handsome. Don't give up. My mom said to be strong when you encounter things. Life is very precious Look at every tree and flower here. Do they think about why they want to live, or search for a reason to live? No, being alive is just being alive." "If you don't have a friend, I'll be your friend. If no one loves you. I'll love you, okay? Live on well," she continued.
Although she was young, it seemed that she could see through people's hearts. Her face looked so innocent, but her word were like a knife, slitting the fog of his life and making him come to a realization
He had thought, 'Why should I die when others want me dead? If they want me dead, I'll live on well and make them suffer instead. If I'm born a demon, then I'll be their demon."
From that day onward, Jonathan completely came to his senses and gave up the obsession. He was officially standing in opposition to Whitney. The decades of confrontation and strife thus began.
Of course, whenever he was desperate, he always remembered the little voice from the girl with a lollipop in her mouth. He recalled her words, "If you don't have friends, I'll be your friend. If no one loves you, I'll love you"
However, Cynthia had forgotten about this part of the past. After all, it was just a five-year-old child's casual childish words. However, he took it seriously for more than a decade.
Later, during his time at the hospital, she visited him every day. Like a shadow, she clung to him, coaxing him into taking her out to play and tricking him into buying ice cream with his allowance.
He also knew why she was admitted. She had chronic headaches There seemed to be slight lesions in a small area of her
brain nerves.
However, the doctor said that perhaps the brain nerves were not yet fully developed and may heal themselves as she grows, or it could get worse.
At least with the current level of medical care, there was nothing they could do but observe. Eventually, she was discharged and left suddenly. 16:25 Wed, Nov 6 B
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On the day of her discharge, he couldn't say goodbye because he had gone far away to buy custard bread for her. By the time he got to the ward, no one was there.
There was not a single trace left. Finally, he found a tiny rabbit irpin under his hospital bed. It was the only thing she left behind.
He kept it for years, taking it out from time to time. The rabbit hairpin was adorned with many tiny crystals, while the rabbit's nose was a larger blue diamond.
Of course, it was fake and probably made of glass. Later, one day, the blue glass diamond fell off. He asked someone to make it into an earring that he still wore.
Cynthia saw the earring on his car and asked him several times which woman had given it to him. He wanted to tell her it was the hope and new courage she had given him when