One Sided Love

Kate

I was so tired of this morning sickness that I have to take a leave from the office... n now im sitting In the floor of bathroom throwing all the content eaten in the breakfast.... doctor said it is normal during few months... after I told Alex about my pregnancy n his reaction left me so shaken that my health was decreasing day by day.... I seriously meant that I will have the baby in any case but after Alex words keep surrounding in my mind but if the my baby is left like me deprived of father love.... what if my father blame me for all this n my little baby... n how will I survive the expense.... my job is good but I already have lots of expense..the apartment rent... my student loan since my father start saying I should work on my own to achieve higher studies...n now my medical bills... I know I Will manage some how but till when I don't know..

I was so sleepy right now I thought I should take a nap... I don't know how long I slept what I feel some one was knocking my door loudly... I see the time its 80'clock pm who it can be.

I looked my appearance in the mirror n boy I looked like a zombie but I don't care about that some one was very eager to meet me

I open the door to see who it is... I saw it was none other than Alex.

He said 'Are you ok? What the hell is wrong I went to your office n they say you r sick n taken a leave n then I was fucking knocking your door for half an hour but you never replied I become sick by worrying'

I looked him with shocked 'Alex im ok...but whats wrong... is emma ok... oh my god tell me emma is ok'

Alex relax me' emma is fine she is with my mother'

I replied 'then I why are you here'

'can I come in ' he said

I replied' ok...but if you here to change or in your way to warn me about my baby then you can go from here'

Alex looked me arrogantly' can I come in or not... I have a proposal for you'

With that he enter my small apartment n looked around

'so here you lived... I thought your father might have provide you with good living'

'since it is provided by me not my father so yes im living here... alex plz talk what ever you r here for ... I not feeling good so please tell me what do you want'

He looked at me strangely 'yeah you not looked good.... ok.. the thing is after you exploded the pregnancy bomb on me my parents heard everything about us n they want me to marry you'

I looked so shocked what marry alex ... yeah may be im hallucinating ... no he said marry him...

What are saying alex ... I can't marry you... when you.. I mean we don't love each other

Alex annoyed with that n said 'I know it is true what love has nothing do with this marriage... I still love emily n no one can take her place but I have think about this a lot n come to the conclusion in order to avoid any mess n controversy we should get married' I replied' Alex I will not marry you... n for your mess you don't worry about it at, all I won't say anything now just go. I looked to him angrily

He said' What is your problem... I thought you should be happy about it... n I really don't care what do you feel... I have to marry you otherwise my father will disown me n emma... I don't care about money but I do care about my daughter future her needs...n marrying you is one option... n it is good for you too.... if you want this child to live a comfortable n honorable life unlike you who always consider a bastard... so do you want your child to be called a bastard'

He had me there when he mentioned emma futures n my baby future..... but still marrying him well not solve my problems.... but it looks like it will solve Alex, my precious emma future n my baby future too.... look like I have to make a decision.

I replied 'what you don't want this baby.... then why you r marrying me'

He said ' I still don't want this baby but it looks like this thing is jeopardizing my emma futures so I have to think about it..... im still not going to accept you my wife n this baby my child.... I will give you n this baby a name, honor, n every luxury of life but except my heart n love... those only belong to emma n emily n no one... n these are my demand'

I don't know what happen but I start crying ' how can you say something like that I get it you don't love me... then don't but plz don't do this to our unborn baby what his fault... hate me all you want but please give some love our baby too plz'

He facial expression change when he looked at me but with that he again become a heartless man

'these are demands kate... if you loved emma n wants her to have a good future n with your baby name not to be illegimate then you have to marry me...'

He was emotionally blackmailing me he knows how much i loved emma n will do anything for her

i said 'ok ... i will..(i sniff) ..marry you'

He looked a little surprised' very well we will be married in a week'

i said 'what about my parents.... who will tell them.?

now i have another tension about my parents how they will react to my marriage

Alex said' i have Iready talk to them (i looked shocked that with out telling me first he talked to them) Dont look me like that i wasn't sure you will accept my proposal so i have to keep a plan B'

I said "so your plan B was to be blackmailed me by my parents'

He said smugly' well dont give them that credit ... they are not happy with our marriage as excepted... they were more than willing to accept my marriage with any other girl then you, but i told them im marrying you because emma'

Im so hurt that my parents think so low of me that they are willing to marry Alex with anyone except me,

I said you dont t...tell them about my pregranancy?

He repiled 'They.... well how to say that... your parents were actually hurt by this news natually you r taking their daughter place, so telling them about the baby will might cause some more issues.. but after we are married they have no say in this... they will think that baby is concevied after marriage'

I don't know i should be grateful that he save my baby from being labelled as bastard by my family.

After that he left n said he will meet me in legistrate office soon and there is no need to bring any friend he has already arranged the witnesses... it is going to be very private wedding.0☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐