Chapter 415
This sentence came from the bottom of his heart.
He never did anything he regretted. Over the past 30 years, he had asked himself if there was anything that would make him feel bad. But now that he finally had it, letting her go back was the biggest mistake. There is nothing in a relationship whether to let go or not. It is just that he gains the moon before the water rises. He traded five years for an opportunity, but was defeated by his own self-righteousness. "Meng Shichuan..." Shu Tian called his name unhappily. "Don't say that. I let you down. I'm sorry."
"There's no need to apologize. I told you, my feelings for you don't need your response." In fact, he had always prided himself on being a "Gentleman." He did not want to force her, nor did he want to force her. Most of the time, he had made her accept this friendship passively. How could he be sorry?
"Don't say that. I remember your kindness to me and the child. I really appreciate everything you've done for us." To a certain extent, Shu Tian's feelings for Meng Shichuan were different from anyone else, very special, and sometimes she couldn't even explain herself.
"Five years ago, you accidentally saved me by the J City reservoir, and then met me in another province. It was predestined by god, but I took you away. I was the one who forced you to spend the five years together. I knew in my heart that maybe one day you would leave." He had been in the world for so many years, and he had never seen any storms. He had already looked down on everything. He had thought of such a day, but he did not expect himself to be so sad.
"Don't say that. I'm very lucky to meet you." Shu Tian didn't want him to say that he was so humble. She had never thought so.
"Sometimes I wonder how deeply you and Li Han are destined to meet again in another country five years later." All his demands were not equal to fate.
If Li Han and Shu Tian were so far apart from each other, it was his life to lose her.
He was not a person who believed in life. If he believed in life, he would have been killed in the black market, but now he believed it.
"Shu Tian, in the end, our relationship still has to go back to square one." He spoke bitterly, knowing that today's discussion would set her relationship with him in the future.
Hearing what he said, Shu Tian was a little anxious, afraid that he would not realize the sincerity in his heart. "Meng Shichuan, don't say that. Really, don't. After all this, how could it be the same as at the beginning? I think you are more important than my family. This will never change."
How could Meng Shichuan not know, but what he wanted was not to be her family.
The man raised his hand to his forehead and covered half of his face. In the shadow she could not see, he closed his eyes and suppressed the warm pain in his eyes. Then he spoke in a calm voice, "If this is your choice, I wish you happiness."
After saying this, Shu Tian immediately thought of Huang Zirou last night. She finally understood the difference between loving others and loving herself. If she really liked someone, she would respect and fulfil it, not desperately want to take it for herself.
Shu Tian almost choked. "Meng Shichuan, you deserve better."
She had been inseparable from that man named Li Han for the rest of her life. Not only had she been tied up for the past five years, but she was also the mother of his child. She was not worthy of him. The man, on the other hand, smiled softly and said in an almost inaudible voice, "I've already missed the best."
It was already an hour after Shu Tian left the apartment. She couldn't even remember what she had just said. Her mind was filled with the way Meng Shichuan was sitting on the sofa before she left. Thinking of what he had done for her and unconditional support, she felt depressed and sad.
He was a very good person. Although he looked so cold, once someone approached that man's heart, he would give everything to him without reservation.
Meng Shichuan never took the initiative to talk about his past, but shu tian generally knew that this man had scars all over his body. In the ten or twenty years before he really succeeded, he had not been really happy at all.
If possible, she hoped to have a lively and gentle, bright and delicate girl by his side. That girl did not have much heavy past, but just happily passed such a simple happiness to him.
Shu Xiao looked up at his mother, who was silent all the way, and tugged at her hand. "Mom, did you quarrel with uncle?"
"No, mom is just a little tired."
Xiaowa didn't think of him and believed him. She quickened her pace a little. "Then let's go home quickly. We can rest when we get home."
The two of them walked to the car. After getting in the car, Shu Tian did not drive. Instead, he looked at the tall building not far away and spoke to little wa. "Xiao, come and see uncle more in the future. Uncle will miss you."
After all, she had been watching Meng Shichuan for five years. Although she didn't say much about his feelings, she could feel them.
Shu Xiao agreed happily, "Mom, if you don't have time, can I come by myself?"
"Yes, as long as uncle has time, he can do it anytime."
"Well, today's Lego is not finished yet. Uncle said he would fight with me another day. I want to finish it before school..."
The child's childish voice sounded soft and soft beside her ear, which finally warmed Shu Tian's desolate heart. In fact, nothing had changed, nor would it change. Whether she was to him or Shu Xiao was to him, as long as that man was willing, they would never forget him for the rest of their lives.
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When she returned to Imperial Villa, Li Han was having a video conference in the study on the third floor. Shu Tian handed the child over to Nanny Li and contacted london, england, about some work matters. Knowing that she was going to shift her focus to china, assistant Lily called directly from overseas.
Shu Tian walked to the bedroom balcony to answer the call. For a while, he didn't speak english and was stunned. "Lily, long time no see. Thank you for taking care of so many business matters during this time."
"Suran, what did you mean by what you said in the workgroup just now? Are you going to stop?" Lily's surprised voice came from the microphone.
No one had called her by her english name since she returned to J City. When she heard this, she was both unfamiliar and familiar. "I will hand over the company's affairs. The office will run normally, but my personal part may be reduced."
"Why?!" Lily was surprised and confused. "You built this office yourself. There's no reason for you to leave. It doesn't belong to anyone, it only belongs to you!"
Lily had been following Shu Tian since the beginning, so she trusted her very much and didn't want her to leave.
Shu Tian frowned and looked down at the lush courtyard downstairs, feeling surprisingly calm. "I know, I don't want to quit either, but I need to go back to my hometown. I have children and a family. They all need me."
At this moment, she was not a strong woman, nor was she Suran. She was Shu Tian, the mother of a child, the woman a man loved deeply.