Once My Mate, Always My Mate

The room, as big as it is, felt rather small with so many egos in place. My father, Hunter, sat fuming and fighting with himself on whether or not he should kill Aiden here and now. My mother sat next to my father and she was also angry... angry at the fact that I was doing something and she was not told about it beforehand.

Josey's chosen mate, our dearest vampire king stood next to my sister, cocky as ever as he enjoys the show before him. Although I am sure he was sad to realize the body he wanted so bad had an owner and he was standing in this room, giving us a speech most couldn't care to hear... But I care.

I care enough to want him to heal and to be the same Aiden that I met, that I came to love but even my ego could not handle the rejection from Xander and the fact that they, my two mates, were in agreement- that Xander should not be immortal. Do I want them at each other's throats? Sure, for sport but in real life I just want love. What I get from Xander is not the same as what I got from Aiden when he was not plotting and scheming behind my back. They each brought something into my life that I wish not to live without... A life without the one thing I need from both of them is a life without breathing but we were now at odds.

This was supposed to be the time I get with Xander, to mend fences that I cut myself to sever the relationship I had with Xander but it turns out that I cut nothing. This was the time to work on me for Xander's sake and if Aiden has returned with more drama or twisted plans, that would hinder any ideas I had for myself and the man in my life.

Aiden, even with his sudden return had a piece of me with him and I could feel it. It was not strong, it did not require me to jump over hoops to go and retrieve it or find myself next to him. I was barely consumed by him in any way and even though alarm bells were not ringing in my head... I know something is wrong and I will need to get to the bottom of it.

"You know, for true mates, I thought you would both be jumping each other's bones by now. No offense Alpha.” Cayden says out loud for everyone in the room to hear, even though I know had he whispered it would all be the same.

"Now that you have mentioned it..." Anthony responds while giving me the side-eye.

"Maybe they are just shy. I mean with everything that has happened between them and with all of us, I would like to think my sister has a little bit of self-control.” Josey tries to save me.

"No." A woman from the dream. One of the women that told me they would work on Aiden was standing by the door in a very orange dress and messy hair but I would guess that might have been the style back in her day.

"That is not what this is. In our way to correct our mistake, like choosing mates and so forth... we removed the love bond from this mate bond." She says while looking at me.

"What are you talking about?" I ask and she walks into the room.

"You want them both but their animals could never share. They may want to try it but we are wolves first and for that, Aiden would probably kill Xander in a few days and you would all have to forgive him because you all would understand why he did it. Even weaker beings are just like this and they may not be able to get away with it most of the time, it is mostly explained as I am doing so now. A man is but a man... That is all he will ever be and that is all we should expect from him. With that said, Aiden is your mate in power and Xander is your mate in the heart." She says and My father gets to his feet once again, smoke almost coming out of his ears with that red face.

"And who are you to decide that for my daughter?" Hunter asks.

"I am your blood. Have your mate calm you down and don't you ever forget that you are speaking to an elder.” The woman says to Hunter, who ignores her words.

“Look, I am not here to cause any trouble. I am just here to help my sister goddess if I can call her that to accept what has become of her life now. Aiden still has some issues to comb through but one thing is clear, he will not stand in the way of you and Xander anymore.” She says and with that, she was gone.

I look at Aiden and back at Xander...

This was new but I was beginning to understand what was happening between Aiden and me. I now know what was missing, the same drowning of emotion that once had me going under every time I looked into his eyes. That hunger for him and the need to make him happy... That was all gone and the only thing that seemed lacking was the respect I had for him before he went rogue and evil... The only thing I needed from him was the one thing I never thought I would need to from a man...

How quickly things change to accommodate my circumstances. How sudden all this is... I grew up being forced to swallow down the need to respect and understand our one and most important rule... The sacred law and now it was squashed just for me... How do I even begin to make sense of it? I read books and watch TV and I have seen characters married off in search of power and convenience but this was way off. Aiden has been reduced to the help.