not his first mate now

So help me this man is asking for a beating, why would I care if he wants a heir or not. I wondered to myself.

"Then ask your mat to give you one." I growl out at him as my anger starts to build up again.

"We tried,” and that was like slap to the face, thank you very much ex mate for rubbing it in my face.

"Maybe your not doing it right.” I hiss at him, he looks up ate with a glare and then stands up.

"you think I don't know how to please my women in bed? remember you where there once before Liliana and never had you complained.” fuck him and his damn sexy smirk, I so wanted to wipe it off his face. "you didn't hear me begging either.” I say straight faced, this pisses him off and he growls loudly at me. I just shrug my shoulders at him like it's nothing.

"I want you to give me a pup.” and with that I burst out laughing with tears running down my face.

"You..want me...to give..you a child?" I managed to say through my laughter. I couldn't help it, of all the things for him to ask me, yeah so not going to happen.

"Yes as my mate you can give me a pup.” and that shut me up quick smart.

"If you read anything about your history, then you would know that being king you can get any she wolf pregnant as long as she isn't already mated, when she is in her heat is when the best time, as the eggs are more fertile at that time.” damn it was like giving a child sex ed lesson. he nods.

"Chrissy still is UN able to conceive my pup, she lost one a few years back, We tried everything with doctors but nothing will work.” his words are full of sadness and yet I couldn't feel sorry for him or his mate, this was there own fault and I will not be dragged into it.

"I can not help you, now please leave.” I turn and walk out of the kitchen and into the lounge room. His hand grabs my upper arm pulling my back against his front.

"you will give me a pup, as my first mate it is your obligation to do so." I slam my head back against his chest, this makes him wrap his arms around my waist to stop me from pulling away from him.

"I can not give you and your mate a child.” I feel him rub his thumb under my breast where my mark lays, I bite my lip to stop from grinding into him.

"you will be a part of the child's life, if you move back to the castle withe.” he says softly as he kisses his way down my neck.

"I don't share what is mine with others.” I try to pull away from him, but some how I'm pushed up against the wall with his hands running up the inside of my shirt.

"you still respond to my touch little mate.” he growls out when his hand hits his mark on my left side just under my breast. I throw my head back against his chest as a wave of pleasure runs through my body. "You always wanted a child, why not kill two birds with one stone.” As his words went through my head I really did try to give it a thought, my body was craving for him to please me.

"Children are a blessing, how could you not want one."I tell him as I spin around in his arms and start tracing his chest with my fingers. I glare straight back at him.

"Damn you and Chrissy will make good mum's together.” and that's all it takes for me to push him away, Dontae stumbles back, and frowns at me. I glare straight back at him.

"I will not share a pup with that whore, if you want her then find some other soul to do the deed and leave me the hell alone.” I scream at him, how dare he after everything they did to me, and expect me to share a pup with her. Never will I give her that pleasure.

“that is your Queen your talking about. Stop being selfish Liliana and think of what the kingdom needs." his growl didn’t scare me.

"I did put the kingdom first, why do you think I left ha? after you marked your whore they all became confused. The kingdom was becoming unsettled as there was now two queens. They followed me around with pity and worry as the first queen was dying slowly when her mate was up stairs fucking his other. I was in hospital for two months and our kingdom went crazy. Did you even notice? No, now leave Dontae and do not return.” I walked back to my room and locked my door. I heard the front door close with a slam and then a car revved up and speed down the road making the wheels spin as it went.

my emotions where running hey wire and I was pissed at myself. I new he didn't care for me, he didn't even bother to come to the hospital when I was sick. Before he marked his second mate we where happy and I just found out I was pregnant. But when it came to telling him, everything went up in the air, he came home and introduced Chrissy to me as his second mate and how this was a miracle. He said the goddess must have sent her to him because I was unable to give him a heir.

It was like being punched in the chest, I couldn't tell him after that. That night he marked and mated her, breaking off my mark but keeping the bond. Because of the stress and pain I went through I lost my unborn child, which put me in a depression for a month, but with having very little contact with my mate my wolf and I were starting to die slowly.

I remember passing out one day in the garden, when a warrior found me and raced to the pack clinic, From there I spent two months trying to recover and still no mate. I knew from then on that I had to leave, the day before I left Dontae finally came to see me. He tried to hug me and kiss me but I pushed him away, after his wolf showed through, we screamed and fought until we both feel into each other's arms making out all night long. that morning while he slept I snuck out and left him in the castle.

Now five years later where back in the same boat with the same shit, only thing is I will not get dragged into it nor wi my son.

The only way I can be free from him fully, would be to mark another as my own but he would have to be of higher status then my own true mate. Unfortunately no wolf would be able to do it, this made me think of one person.

I Grabbed my phone and dialled the number I needed, within seconds he answers.

"I was wondering when you would call.” he says in a husky voice that makes my stomach flutter with need. Damn this man always sent my body crazy.

"We need to talk and now." with that I hung up and made my way into the lounge room where I would wait for my quest to get here.