not his first mate now

"Okay Xaiden I want you to run to the roses and then back again okay." he nods and then takes off, it doesn't take him long to get back to me. "okay now do a hand stand.” his hands go on the ground and legs go up in the air.

"hold it." I make him hold it for a minute and then we both climb a tree. Normally we do this just to wear some energy off him or else he gets restless all day and snappy. We hit the ground and race back to the house, he flips in the air before landing gracefully.

"Did you see that mummy." A big grin is etched on his face and I laugh at his enthusiasm.

"I sure did, now let's hit the showers and then start packing.” he nods and then races off to hiss room where I soon hear the shower running. I make my way into my room and head for the shower, quickly I climb in to the water and sigh as the water pelts down on my back taking away all the knots that have formed from this morning. Suddenly I smell Xander close by and then feel his arms wrap around my waist, I lean my head back against his chest.

"I'm sorry about earlier love, it's going to take a while to get used to a child and a women in my life.” I feel his fingers brush my sides lightly, I sigh in content.

"Xaiden has a very dominant wolf, I made him submit to me at a young age, but for him to listen to you it will not be easy.” We both went quiet at this, we climb out of the shower and get dried.

"I'l have to make him submit won't 1?" at his question I nod and then pull my cloths on. I look down at my body and close my eyes to hide the pain.

"I'm sorry about the baby." At his words I look up and gently place a hand on my now empty belly.

"It's for the best.” I mumble, he pulls me into his arms and I wrap mine around his waist.

"We can try for one when your ready.” He says into my hair, I laugh and pull away from him

"Is that a hint?" I ash with a grin.

"Hell yeah, I want to see you round and sexy with my pups.” I see the lust in his eyes, I smile seductively at him.

"Owe that's not the only reason is it now my dear MATE." He groans at my words and closes his eyes, I walkout of the room as silently as possible and then start to pack my cloths away.

"Your still a tease Lilly." I look up at his pouty face.

"Go help your son pack his things so we can go home." a huge grin spreads across his face at the mention of his son. I received a quick kiss before he runs off out of the room in search of his son.

"I finish packing and took my few bags to the front door, I waited for my two boys to arrive, they didn't take long as Xaiden only had a few things he brought here.

Picking him up I put him on my hip and grab one bag, Xander grabs the last four bags and heads out the door. I follow closely behind him until we reach the front door.

"And where do you think your going MATE?" I turn to the left to see Dontae glaring at me.

“I'm going home." I tell him as I move closer to Xander, who had given the bags to someone else. I was trying to hide my son away from possible danger.

"You can't go until you give me a heir." He growls at me, I grow back at him.

"You have your queen, mark her fully and the crazy bitch will be able to have your pups.” I almost screamed out at him as my anger was boiling like a pot of tea.

"My queen is not a bitch, you filthy little mutt.” He screams out in anger, I smile at him as a scent hits my nose

"Well then in that case, you ask her what happened to your pup?" He froze up as sadness hits his face, I didn't say any more and walked out the door knowing Xander was behind me. I buckled Xander in his seat then climbed into my seat, we didn't say a word as he drove out the gates and onto the main road. Finally I was leaving my hell and heading for a new beginning.