not his first mate now

I point in her direction and snarl at her in warning.

"I told you once, do not ever mention my son or I will not stop this time." I growl, the bitch snarls back at me, pissing me off more.

"She was asking a simple question Lilliana, now back down."Dontae wraps her in his arms and then pulls her onto his lap. I glare at him and feel my wolf push to the front, before I knew it she had taken over my body for a split second to talk.

"We do not answer to the likes of her, nor do we need to tell her anything about our pup. Keep a rain on your MATE or I will stain your carpet the next time she mentions my pup.” with those words she hides back inside my head leaving me to deal with things. I stare at Chrissy again and notice her sobbing into her mates chest, who looks pissed off. I smile sweetly and then take a seat once more. Everyone has now got shocked looks on there faces as they stare at me unsur on what to say about any of this.

I must have had a caution sign now written on my head.

"you have a child?" I slowly stare at Xander who was hurt, confused and shocked by all of this. I wasn't sure whether to lie or tell him the truth, I figured the truth would be best because he would see him when my son finally comes to the castle to live with me.

"Yes I have a son." I don't break eye contact as he comes to terms with what I had just said, his eyes suddenly go wide and mine just keep blank even though my nerves where going hay wire.

"who is his father?" I could just see that one coming, but I keep my cool and answer him.

"Some dead beat, who needed to grow up.” He glares at me and I raise an eye brow in question at him.

"You can not fall pregnant unless that man marked you in some way..." before he could finish his sentence Dontae gets out of his chair.

"Are you saying the boy is mine?" I growl and shoot up out of my own chair, I face him head on.

"Do you feel any bond with my son?" I demanded as he shakes his head.

"My son does not have your mark nor do you two have a bond in any way, if you did you want Ould have felt like you do with the child I am already carrying.” I say harshly at him.

how dare he demand this shit right now.

"So who else did you fuck other then me five years ago?" Dontae yells in anger.

"Why the hell do you care? We where no longer mates. if I wanted to fuck the whole kingdom then I could.” I yell back with my own anger, I didn't care that we had an audience at this very moment.

"You never said anything.” I herd Xander whisper to himself at his end of the table.

"You where mated to me, you where not supposed to go off fucking other men.” Dontae hisses out through clenched teeth, I laugh at him. "We where mated until you marked your second, after that I was free. Besides you cheated on me for a whole month. I fucking felt it and it is not something anyone wants to feel in there life time." even the memories send my body shaking, the pain is like your in a fire but from the inside and then it feels like your getting the shit beaten out of you. I herd a few gasp from people in the room but pay them no attention. "That was totally different, Chrissy is my second mate.” and he thinks that's okay to put me through all that pain, I nearly fucking died because of him.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Xander demands in a harsh voice, I sigh knowing these two will not back down

"You where not there.” was all I say in a whisper.

"That's not good enough Lilliana, is he mine?" Xander demanded and I grow! at him.

"Fuck you Xander, like I said to Dontae do you feel a bond with my son?" he frowns deeper.

"Just as I thought you don't have one with him, do you know why?" I back away from the table slowly as I speak.

"Because my son's father didn't form any type of bond with him before he was born, nor did he form a proper bond with me and do you know what that means boys?" I question, I can feel everyones eyes on me. I had made it to the open door and slide off my heels. I couldn't help but look at Louisa who was smiling but also had tears in her eyes because she too knew what I was about to say.

“It means until the child has shifted his true blood father will not form any type of bond with him and then it is the child's choice if he wants to except that bond or not." everyone turns to the other door where the old king is standing. I watch as he takes a step into the room while I take a step out the door. I can smell my baby in the kingdom and it's sending my wolf crazy with the need to protect our pup. I look to Louisa who nods for me to leave. I don't waist time, I bolt out of the room and follow my son's scent. I enter my quarter's and into my room where I see my baby fast asleep on my bed.

I make my way over to the cupboard and change into shorts and a top and then I climb in beside my son hugging him close to my body.

"I missed you mummy, I don't want to leave you alone ever again." he mumbled in his sleepy voice, I chuckle and kiss the top of his curly hair. "I won't let you go my baby boy." and to prove my point I pull his head to rest under my chin. My wolf calmed with our pup in our arms, we had a bond with our young that is stronger then anything else.

And even if his father shows up once he has shifted, it will not change the fact he was mine first and the fact our bond will always be stronger. I soon feel asleep along with my baby boy.