not his first mate now

Standing to my feet I found a chair and rested my head on the back of the seat, within seconds I had fallen asleep

"Miss." A tap on my arm made me shoot my eyes open, I stare at the young lady who was holder a ticket puncher.

"have you got a ticket?" her voice was soft as she spoke.

"no sorry I'm going to need to buy one please.” she nods her head and proceeded with the ticket.

"That will be forty dollars” I nod and give her a fifty dollars bill, she hands me my change and walks on down the Isle. I wasn't even sure where the hell the train was going, but right now I really didn't care, I picked up my phone and dialled my father's number.

"Hello." He says, I smile at the sound of his voice.

"Hey dad, how is my baby boy.?" Tears where starting to fall down my cheeks again.

"He is doing very good, would you believe after a week he's made a bond with his wolf and the two have become one. He's shown true leadership lately.” I could hear how proud my father was of his grandson progress.

"That's my boy, Dad Dontae came back.” He growls lowly on the other end.

"What happened?” I don't know how he knew something had happened but I didn't have time to think about it.

"He demanded I give him a heir cause his second can't conceive. I said no so he and his mate plus a few Alphas came knocking on my door this morning. Some things happened and Chrissy threatened Xaiden my wolf went into protective mode. the only way I could calm down was by my ex mate, we mated and then I marked him "I tumbled all this out to more pore father, I could only imagine what his face would look like hearing his daughter was having sex with her ex.

"did you mark him before he did his deed?" I blush at my father's words, thankful he wasn't standing in front of me at this very moment. "yes I did." I finally admitted to him, he grumbles on the other end. "Will it vanish?" I ask him a tad worry and a whole heap of fear showing in my voice as I asked.

"No, with you being his first mate and the fact that you still have his mark on your side, means your bound to him no matter if he has marked his second.” That was the worst news I'm ever to receive, I wanted to scream, curse, cry and murder someone all at the same time. "Where are you now Lilliana?" he asked with worry.

"on a train." Came my simple reply.

"Heading where Liliana?" he demands harshly.

"I don't know, when it stops I'll let you know, I'm heading your way now." I informed him.

"No sweetheart don't come here, we already have watch dogs running around for the last hour. if your not going back to him then you need to go one place he will not find you.” I didn't know what to say to that. "l will not leave my son." I growl at the very thought.

"That's not what I meant honey, if you hide so he can't find you then when Xaiden has finished his training I'll send him to wherever you are."He tried to calm my wolf and it worked to a point but we both weren't happy about any of this. He told me he'd get Xaiden to call me before bed and then we hung up.

I don't know if talking to my father helped or made things worse, was he expecting me to run back to Dontae? or was he hinting at something else entirely?

I wasn't sure but I intended to take his advice an hide for as long as I could. But deep down. I knew it wasn't going to work in my favour

An hour later my phone rings, I quickly answer it expecting my baby boy to be on the other end.

"Where are you?" fear was evidently clear in Mulan's voice.

"Why?" so help me if he hurts her I'll kill him, was my first though. "He's going crazy Lil" I stared at my phone like she had finally gone crazy.

"He's always going crazy.” I finally mumble.

"No cuz he's bad, he's on the hunt chasing you down. His wolf has full control over his body, he wouldn't even listen to his beta or his mate. I don't know what happened with you two, but you really need to come over." Why the hell was he suddenly going all possessive on me? damn that king, I so wanted to slap him in the face right now.

"Give me his damn number" My annoyance was showing, Mulan quickly gave me the number and told me to call her soon before she hung up. I put my settings on private and then dialled Dontae’s number, it didn't take long for him to answer

"What the hell do you want?" He yells down the phone, I laugh at him. "What's the matter Donny? cat got your tail?" He takes a sharp intake of breath.

"where are you?" He demanded on his end, I roll my eyes at him.

"Not sure, somewhere I'm guessing.” Hey it was the truth I didn't know where I was.

"Lilliana don't play games withe right now, tell me where you are so I can pick you up.” did he really think that was going to happen? yeah I don't think so.

"No, just because I marked you doesn't mean I'm going to run to you with wide open arms. Just get Chrissy to mark over it." I hold back the grow! from my wolf who wasn't happy about the though of another marking what was hers

"You do realise that since YOUR the one who marked me, your body will crave me and only want me! if I'm not near you within two weeks then you will either go crazy or die." I could hear the anger and worry in his voice as he told me all this. My eyes where wide with panic, was he serous about me dying if I'm not near him?.

Was he just lying to make me come back to him? I wouldn't hold it against him to do something like that.

"Please baby come back home to me." He begged, so he does know how to beg for something, I thought to myself.

"I'm sorry Donny, but like I said before, I will not come second best to anyone."it broke my heart to refuse him like this but it was for the best. I didn't realise that I had tears descending down my face like a waterfall.

"I can not give up my second mate.” he says in a strong voice.

"But you can give up your first mate.” I couldn't take his shit any longer so I hung up on him. my chest was burning with rejection once again, but this time I wouldn't be crying over his sorry ass, I'll live a better life with my baby boy.

A few hours later the train finally stopped and opened the doors for everyone to get off. I slowly made my way off the train and headed for the information desk. it said we where in a small town called Greenview, it was a cute name for a small town. So I took the first step out of the station where I would make my new home from now on, before I brought my baby boy here to join me in our new lives.