Chapter 69
Zayn
“Where were you?….”Why didn’t you come for me sooner?”
After Hope finally fell asleep I couldn’t stop thinking about what she said. Did she actually think I would not do everything in my power to look for her. Does she not know what she is to me. Doesn’t she know that without her I am the biggest a*****e and can’t stand to be around any other woman but her. What she said with what Gavin told me had me up all night.
“She was freaking out he had her in chains”
“The next time I saw her he had her hooked up to all kinds of machines”
“She called out for you”
I was haunted with what he told me she went through. Is this the Moon Goddess punishing me for how I used to treat women? Is this Karma hitting me in the f*****g balls?
I never wanted a serious relationship or any kind of relationship I was too busy taking care of our businesses and our allies. I was twenty seven and done playing the field so I had women I would just f**k. They knew it was nothing permanent and they accepted it. If a woman got too clingy or started calling me her boyfriend, I would cut her off completely. I never had to take out a woman or spend time listening to her about her feelings or whatever. Basically I was with a woman long enough to f**k her, get off and then go our separate ways.
I never wanted a mate either. When I was younger I didn’t mind the idea but the older I got, I thought for sure I would reject any mate if I was ever to find mine. But when I first saw Hope by the pool in that god forsaken bikini and she tried to push me away I was hooked. It was the first time a woman had denied me anything. I was always the one being chased, women would give me whatever I wanted right away but with Hope I’m the one doing the chasing and she’s my prey. Even after she turned of age and became in touch with her wolf she still drives me f*****g crazy and makes me chase her increasing my desirability. And that’s why I’m almost always turned on when she’s near me.
For example, she still leaves me to spend time or go out with her friends even if I beg her to stay with me she won’t which drives me up the f*****g wall and she still sleeps at her parent’s house. Other mates don’t do that they are constantly together that’s the norm. But whether she goes out with friends or sleeps in her old room I always follow her. Like I said I’m the chaser and I have to admit I f*****g love chasing her.
Before Hope I wasn’t interested in watching a woman sleep, or listen to her heart beat. What a feisty little sexy thing. I thought to myself as I sniffed her hair. Strong as hell though, I can’t wait to start training with her again. For now I want to wait until she was okay emotionally and she had Jenna back. Right now she’s fast asleep I have her up against me spooning her. I bring my head down to her neck and place a soft k**s.
“Why are you up” She said turning to face me. Damn I didn’t want to wake her
“I haven’t been able to sleep” I kissed her cheek
“Are you okay? What’s wrong?”
“Nothing I’m just happy to have you back” I leaned down and kissed her full lips.
“I’m happy to be back I wish none of this ever happened” f**k. I wanted to ask her what she meant by none of this. Had she had enough of being with me? First it was the rogue attack by Crystal then the bracelet by Stephanie and then Alex kidnapped her with help from Stephanie. Did she resent the fact that I was her mate?
“I’m sorry all this happened to you because of me” She looks up at me
“That’s not true” She sits up to check the time on her phone
“I want to go see my parents and then everybody else” Now that her memory was back she was excited to see her family and friends but I didn’t want her to leave.
“Baby it’s early your parents are still asleep and so is everyone else except for the omegas.” She giggles
“I don’t want to sleep if you haven’t slept all night” She smiles at me and has a sexy as hell look on her face. My c**k twitches “I have something that can help you sleep”
“Yeah what’s that?” I ask wanting to see what she’ll do next
“I can think of a few things” My s*x kitten sits up then settles between my legs.
Hope
I felt bad that Zayn was blaming himself for what happened to me. He’s not to blame at all. I was on my hands and knees between his legs. I reached for his boxers and tugged them down his big thick manhood springs out erect and ready. I licked my bottom l*p
“mmm I love sucking you” My whole body was instantly on fire. I felt tingles run down my spine making me wet for him.
“f**k” He said as I took his long thick manhood in my hand and pumped him a few times before taking him into my mouth.
“You taste so good”
“f**k baby you look so sweet sucking my c**k” His hands find their way to my hair and he grips lightly pushing my head down while he lifts his h**s up and f***s my mouth. I smiled batting my lashes knowing the affect I had on him. A string of curses escape him as I swirl my tongue around the tip. He rolled his head back with a hiss when I took him deep again and started palming his balls.
“f**k you’re going to make me c*m” He grunted out “Good I like tasting your c*m”
“s**t baby you’re such a f*****g sexy tease” He continues f*****g my mouth “Get on your hands and knees I want to f**k you from behind so I can see that a*s of yours”
I let go of his manhood needing to feel him inside me. The physical chemistry between us is incredible it’s like our bodies move in synch he’s my perfect match and I adore him. The heat between my legs is rising and I’m dying for release something only he could ever give me. I can’t help the m**n that escapes me eager for him to take me hard and deep. I bend over like he wanted me to and feel him line his body up behind me. He grips my a*s and lines up his d**k to my wet core. He rubs the tip over my clit before plunging into me with one hard thrust. I scream out in pleasure as his big thick d**k stretches me. He begins to pull out only to slam back in to me with force.
“So f*****g tight I love f*****g your tight little p***y” Zayn talking dirty is such a turn on for me. I could feel myself dripping with desire for more of him.
“Zayn!” I whimpered as he pounded into me without mercy.
“Tell me baby do you like me f*****g you from behind?” Oh my Goddess he’s so hot and all mine. I nodded feeling light headed. I couldn’t find the words he wanted to hear
“I can’t f*****g hear you” He growled as he pounded harder and deeper
“Yes I do” I m****d out loud I felt myself tighten around him
“You do what baby?” His voice was soft but his pounding hard and fast
“I like you taking me from behind”
“I know you do you like me f*****g you and making you scream as you c*m” He grips my h**s I could feel myself getting close
“Zayn I’m going to ..” He stops
“Lay down on your back and spread your legs” He demands He lifts one of my legs and starts placing k****s from my toes all the way up to my core.
“You’re so f*****g beautiful” He said and I gasped as his tongue ran from the bottom of my s*x through my middle and up to my clit. “Oh my Goddess” I m****d
“Only my name baby” He said. I arched my back wanting more friction
“Don’t move can you do that for me baby”
“Yes” I whispered
“Good girl” He started licking and sucking me I was lost in him. I bit my l*p hard he reached up and grabbed my breast rubbing my hard n****e. My entire body was shaking from the tingles and feeling of pure ecstasy. Zayn was humming and growling as he ate me out like there was no tomorrow until I screamed out his name and came hard onto his tongue. He got up on his knees then hovered over me. I ran my nails down his back then felt him thrust into my p***y again.
Zayn
I was in a f*****g frenzy I couldn’t help it her gorgeous body did this to me. I roughly slammed into her again and again she screamed and clawed at the sheets as her second o****m hit her hard.
“I can’t f*****g lose you ever” I told her as I pounded hard until I finally emptied inside her with a growl of her name. “I love you” I said before dropping by her side
I held her tight “Hope stay with me” I said before drifting off to sleep.