My Mate

Hope

I woke up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat and my heart racing uncontrollably. Another nightmare! when will this end? I silently asked myself. I got out of bed slowly and walked over to the window I felt goose bumps all over my arms when I saw a figure looking up at me but even though it felt real it wasn’t. It was more like a vision or maybe a memory from my past. I closed my eyes tight for a few seconds but when opened my eyes again I saw myself in a beautiful bedroom with only a towel wrapped around my body and in the same room with me is a gorgeous tall guy with dark hair.

“When you’re in here shut your curtains” the gorgeous man said with a deep sexy voice. I almost jumped at the vision I just had even though it wasn’t the first one. All of a sudden pain shoots through me and I hear a deep voice calling my name. Oh my God what’s happening to me? It’s the same voice I hear screaming at me in my nightmares.

Alex knocked on my door. I always locked my bedroom door even though he has asked me several times not to

“Hope are you okay?” I walked over and opened the door.

“Hi, I’m sorry I woke you it was just a bad dream” I said apologetically. He walked into my room uninvited and looked around.

“Are you okay?” I asked him. The look on his face was stern not like his usual sweet self. It looked like he was looking for somebody

“Yeah I heard you shout” He walks over and palms my face but I involuntarily move back. He takes a deep breath

“Hope if you would sleep in my room I know your nightmares would go away. You’re the most important person in my life I would never hurt you or force you into anything” He says so sincerely

“I know you wouldn’t hurt me you’ve already helped me so much but I’m just not ready Alex” He sighs then leans down and k****s my cheek.

“I don’t mind waiting, I’m sure you will be worth the wait” The way he said that sent a chill down my spine and that’s why I can’t allow myself to get close to Alex. Whenever I’m with him I get these weird vibes it’s as if my body rejects him. Another thing is that he won’t let me leave the house which makes me feel like a prisoner. I am bored most of the time. I feel bad though Alex saved me and he’s given me a home. I don’t know where I’d be if he hadn’t saved me.

“Please have breakfast with me tomorrow in the garden” He says in a low voice “I have to go away for a few days and would like to spend some time with you before I leave” His voice is soft and sweet

“Yes I’d like that” I smiled at him as he walked out.

I locked my door and climbed back to bed. Thoughts of the man in my visions invade my sleep. I try to focus and remember something anything but I can’t. I’m about to lay down when I hear it again “Hope Baby tell me if you can hear me” it’s that deep voice again why do I keep hearing it in my head. Tomorrow I’ll ask Kain and see what he thinks

The next morning after I got ready for my breakfast with Alex I heard whispers coming from Kain’s room. I kept hearing my name so I inched closer quietly

“I want her to forget about him” It was Alex

“She has already forgotten about him” Kain whispered back. Who are they talking about?

“Then why won’t she accept me?” oh my god they’re talking about me

“She’s a tease you should just go for it”

“No I want her to fall in love with me the way she loved him.”

“Well as long as she keeps taking her pills you might have a shot but he is her mate man no matter how much she might love you it won’t be close to what she had with him” Alex hits Kain so hard he goes flying across the the room.

“Don’t ever say that again unless you have a death wish” Oh my god fear takes over me and I hurry back into my room and lock the door. I try to calm down my heart is beating fast too fast. A knock at my door snaps me out of my minor break down and I feel a cold chill run down my spine.

“Hope?” Alex called from behind the door

“Yes, I’m coming” I called out pretending to be preoccupied when I open the door

“Good morning” I say trying to compose myself best I can

“Good morning beautiful are you ready for breakfast?” Alex asked me

“Yes almost I’ll meet you in the foyer in ten minutes.” I said “Is Kain coming too?” I asked looking over at him innocently

“Oh no I was just with him this morning he already ate but you two will see each other for your training”

“You mean me kicking his butt” I laughed trying to remain calm. Today Alex is leaving for a few days that will give me time to talk to Kain alone and to snoop around and see what I can find out because these two are definitely keeping something from me.

Zayn

Hell. That’s all I can say about my life right now. I hardly sleep and when I do I have nightmares of Alex forcing himself on her. Sometimes I dream of holding her in my arms and those are the nights I actually get some sleep. There’s one dream that f*****g breaks my heart where she keeps calling for help before finally jumping off a cliff. It’s f*****g torture. I’ve turned into an even bigger a*****e than I used to be before …Hope. It f*****g hurts to say her name.

But I haven’t given up I won’t ever give up. It’s been over a month now. Hunter keeps trying to reach Jenna but she’s out of reach which means she’s either drugged and not in touch with her wolf anymore or some f****d up witch craft. One thing is for sure when I find her and I will find her, Alex he’s going to beg me to end his life. He’s already a dead man. See mother fuckers like Alex that think they have the upper hand always screw up one way or another and when he does I’ll be there.

Everyone is doing their part in the search for Hope but her friends are depressed, her parents Brain and Katherine are heartbroken it’s like there’s a f*****g downcast over the whole pack. Hope was…IS the life of this pack.

Every time I see Katherine I see Hope in her. She looks so much like her mother. But her mother seemed to age this past month and Brian lost his mind and left that same night. He took the best trackers and went after her but two weeks later they returned when there search came to a dead end. I was like she had disappeared and taken everything good with her.

I have my people looking for her everywhere bus stations, train stations, airports.

It’s late but I’m at her school right now looking through each student’s file when I notice something very odd. The same day that Hope was abducted one of the students transferred to the east. Mother f*****g Gavin. This isn’t a coincidence at all.

“Take me to her locker” I told the principal who I had called to meet me. She bowed her head, got Hope’s locker combination then lead me over to my baby’s locker. She had a jacket neatly folded in there I picked it up slowly and smelled it her scent was faint but still lingered. She also had a picture of us taped on her locker door. This was a picture she took of us at my birthday dinner. She was in her emerald green dress wearing the jewelry I got her. I hungrily took in her face

Hope Baby tell me if you can hear me I tried to mind link her and I went through I could hear her breath but only for a few seconds. I tried again but couldn’t reach her. I couldn’t help slamming my hand against the lockers Hunter fighting for control again I let out a pained growl

“Alpha” The principal came running back “Please calm down ..” before she could finish I cut her off

“You will talk to all his friends and find out where Gavin mother fucker went to” I demanded.

“I have already done that Alpha” I stared at her “I’ll do it again” She said

“Good! start as soon as possible and start by asking the girls he knows..girlfriends, ex girlfriends call them to your office as soon as they come in tomorrow and start asking questions”

“Yes of course Alpha” I wanted to empty her locker and take the picture but I couldn’t when she comes back she will do it herself. I went back to my penthouse in the city that night so I could see her . The next morning as I was waking up I got a call from Jason

“What” I answered

“Alpha where are you I have something to show you” His voice was panicked and rushed

“What is it” I growled

“It’s a picture of Hope …with Alex …an unknown number sent it to me”

My heart ached “Send me it now and send me the number of the f**k who sent you the picture”

I waited a few seconds until Jason sent me the picture. Hunter whimpered as I set eyes on a picture of my beautiful Hope sitting on a blanket with Alex. I let out an angry growl…See mother fuckers like Alex always screw up one way or another and he just did.