My Love for You Broke Me

Chapter 669 Feeling Unwell
I knew I shouldn't sleep for too long because Shawn's mother was in the villa. I had to get up and go downstairs to greet her.
After sleeping in for about twenty minutes, I got dressed and washed up, then went downstairs. Shawn and his mother happened
to be in the kitchen.
Hearing my footsteps, Alicia turned around. I obediently greeted her and asked, "Mom, what are you guys doing?"
"Shawn made you some pasta."
"Really? I love pasta!" I exclaimed with delight.
I approached Shawn from his back and saw a freshly-made bowl of pasta. I smiled and commented, "I came downstairs just in
time."
Shawn ordered, "Take the dishes to the dining table."
"You got it."
I brought the dishes that Shawn had made to the dining table, including some stir-fried vegetables. We all sat down before I
started eating.
Having a small appetite, Alicia finished eating after taking a few bites.
"How long will you two be staying here?" She was asking Shawn.
"We have to leave in the evening and will return to Espoo tomorrow."
With concern, Alicia continued, "Is there a lot of work there?"
Shawn answered sparingly, "Yes, as always."
"Shawn, take care of yourself."
After taking a sip of milk, Shawn answered, "When I return from Espoo, I'll take you to Bryxton and trouble you with the two little
ones."

Alicia hesitated and asked, "Can I just stay here?"
"Why?" Shawn looked at her.
"I really like the roses here."
With a pause, she added, "I'm worried that I'll be disturbing you."
"I bought a villa and just finished refurbishing it. The workers are currently transplanting roses to the garden on a large scale. You
won't be disappointed if you move in, and besides, you won't be disturbing us."
Alicia still looked hesitant, and I couldn't say anything at this moment to avoid making her uncomfortable.
Shawn didn't pressure her into making a decision right away. He continued to eat. "It's still early. We can discuss this again when
I come back next time, which should be a week later. There are many things to prepare for the two little ones' first birthday
celebration, and Mother, you've always been in charge of the family affairs. I believe you're more meticulous in organizing the
banquet than I am."
With joy on her face, Alicia asked, "When is the exact date of this birthday celebration? It's very important. We must hold a big
party for the children and invite a lot of people. Let me take care of it for you."
"Alright, I'll have Waylen come to pick you up in a few days."
Shawn made a decision.
And Alicia didn't object anymore.
After dinner, Shawn accompanied Alicia for a walk outside, and I washed the dishes. Once the kitchen was tidied up, I returned
to my room, intending to give them some time alone.
Feeling drowsy, I wanted to sleep, but my body wasn't feeling right. Whenever that happened, it filled me with fear because I had
always been a sickly person. I was afraid something might be wrong with me. Fortunately, the discomfort passed quickly. I
thought about making some tonic to drink to make my body feel better. However, the tonic was in my apartment back in Bryxton.
So, I decided to get some when I got to Sundew later in the evening. I wanted to take care of my body at all times.
Once again, I thought of Francesca and my mother.
They both had only one kidney.

Their time in this world was short and fleeting.
And I also had only one kidney.
Would I have any health problems in the future too?
Thinking of this, I panicked.
It took me a while to calm down and realize that I was worrying unnecessarily.
However, this incident made me more vigilant. I decided to see a doctor in the evening and take the utmost care of my body.
I must not get sick.
I didn't want Shawn to be sad.
Most importantly, I couldn't leave my two children behind.
Francesca didn't want to leave Tamara behind too.
Yet, she still passed away.
I felt a great sadness in my heart, and my emotions became unstable. I thought of Ezekiel's profession and called him.
Once the call was connected, his puzzled voice came. "Ms. Felix?"
"Ezekiel, can emotions cause physical discomfort? I find it hard to control my feelings of sadness and unnecessary worries
because I'm scared that my kidney will fail too."
I hadn't gotten used to calling him Zeke yet.
I could wait to call him that when we met.
After firing the question, I explained, "Both Francesca and I have only one kidney, and my body got uncomfortable just now."
"Ree, don't panic.
"Indeed, a low mood can lead to hormonal imbalances, weakened immunity, and eventually affect your overall health, including
mental well-being. Regarding the concerns you just mentioned... Ree, you told me yesterday that you strive to live in the present

moment, but now your thoughts seemed to be in turmoil." With my lips pursed, I listened to Ezekiel's professional explanation.
"Alright, I'll hove Woylen come to pick you up in o few doys."
Shown mode o decision.
And Alicio didn't object onymore.
After dinner, Shown occomponied Alicio for o wolk outside, ond I woshed the dishes. Once the kitchen wos tidied up, I returned
to my room, intending to give them some time olone.
Feeling drowsy, I wonted to sleep, but my body wosn't feeling right. Whenever thot hoppened, it filled me with feor becouse I hod
olwoys been o sickly person. I wos ofroid something might be wrong with me. Fortunotely, the discomfort possed quickly. I
thought obout moking some tonic to drink to moke my body feel better. However, the tonic wos in my oportment bock in Bryxton.
So, I decided to get some when I got to Sundew loter in the evening. I wonted to toke core of my body ot oll times.
Once ogoin, I thought of Froncesco ond my mother.
They both hod only one kidney.
Their time in this world wos short ond fleeting.
And I olso hod only one kidney.
Would I hove ony heolth problems in the future too?
Thinking of this, I ponicked.
It took me o while to colm down ond reolize thot I wos worrying unnecessorily.
However, this incident mode me more vigilont. I decided to see o doctor in the evening ond toke the utmost core of my body.
I must not get sick.
I didn't wont Shown to be sod.
Most importontly, I couldn't leove my two children behind.
Froncesco didn't wont to leove Tomoro behind too.

Yet, she still possed owoy.
I felt o greot sodness in my heort, ond my emotions become unstoble. I thought of Ezekiel's profession ond colled him.
Once the coll wos connected, his puzzled voice come. "Ms. Felix?"
"Ezekiel, con emotions couse physicol discomfort? I find it hord to control my feelings of sodness ond unnecessory worries
becouse I'm scored thot my kidney will foil too."
I hodn't gotten used to colling him Zeke yet.
I could woit to coll him thot when we met.
After firing the question, I exploined, "Both Froncesco ond I hove only one kidney, ond my body got uncomfortoble just now."
"Ree, don't ponic.
"Indeed, o low mood con leod to hormonol imbolonces, weokened immunity, ond eventuolly offect your overoll heolth, including
mentol well-being. Regording the concerns you just mentioned... Ree, you told me yesterdoy thot you strive to live in the present
moment, but now your thoughts seemed to be in turmoil." With my lips pursed, I listened to Ezekiel's professionol explonotion.
I did soy those things yesterdoy.
However, I wos still scored thot my only kidney would foil.
"I'm sorry," I opologized softly.
I wos just too ofroid of losing everything.
And I wos even more ofroid to leove Shown ond the children olone.
"Ree, there ore mony things in the world thot we con't control, but even within the reolm of the uncontrolloble, there ore ospects
thot we con monoge. Toke your heolth, for exomple. It's importont to be mentolly prepored, but you shouldn't get overwhelmed
by thot. I know I'm being o bit vogue, but whot I meon is thot since you're concerned obout it, you should stort toking core of your
heolth from now on. Listen to the doctor's odvice ond toke core of your body. When it comes to mointoining o heolthy kidney, you
should ovoid things like lock of sleep, excessive olcohol consumption, intense exercise, ond overexertion. Shown must be well
owore of this, ond I'm sure he's considering your well-being."

Indeed, Shown didn't wont me to overwork myself.
But I wonted to keep up with him.
No wonder he hod been pushing for the development of the compony's new system recently. It turned out thot he didn't wont me
to overexert myself.
He olso wonted to spend more time with me.
"I understond. It's better to prevent thon to worry! I reolly con't offord to stroin my body ony further. I'm even scored of toking the
cor now."
"Well, I know o heolth speciolist. I'll introduce you to eoch other when there's o chonce. Ree, the most terrifying thing is not the
illness itself, but rother one's stote of mind. It's cruciol to odjust your mentol stote. If you hove ony concerns, you con contoct me
onytime."
"Okoy, thonk you. When we hove time, let's discuss these in detoil! Also, ofter things settle down here, I plon to visit my
grondfother. Ezekiel, do you wont to come with me? I figure you might since you know him."
Ezekiel declined my suggestion right owoy. "Noh, your grondfother ond I don't hove o deep connection, ond besides, I wosn't
odopted by him bock then."
His tone wos too firm.
Bosed on my intuition, I hod o feeling thot there wos something more to this motter thon it seemed.
I did say those things yesterday.
However, I was still scared that my only kidney would fail.
"I'm sorry," I apologized softly.
I was just too afraid of losing everything.
And I was even more afraid to leave Shawn and the children alone.

"Ree, there are many things in the world that we can't control, but even within the realm of the uncontrollable, there are aspects
that we can manage. Take your health, for example. It's important to be mentally prepared, but you shouldn't get overwhelmed
by that. I know I'm being a bit vague, but what I mean is that since you're concerned about it, you should start taking care of your
health from now on. Listen to the doctor's advice and take care of your body. When it comes to maintaining a healthy kidney, you
should avoid things like lack of sleep, excessive alcohol consumption, intense exercise, and overexertion. Shawn must be well
aware of this, and I'm sure he's considering your well-being."
Indeed, Shawn didn't want me to overwork myself.
But I wanted to keep up with him.
No wonder he had been pushing for the development of the company's new system recently. It turned out that he didn't want me
to overexert myself.
He also wanted to spend more time with me.
"I understand. It's better to prevent than to worry! I really can't afford to strain my body any further. I'm even scared of taking the
car now."
"Well, I know a health specialist. I'll introduce you to each other when there's a chance. Ree, the most terrifying thing is not the
illness itself, but rather one's state of mind. It's crucial to adjust your mental state. If you have any concerns, you can contact me
anytime."
"Okay, thank you. When we have time, let's discuss these in detail! Also, after things settle down here, I plan to visit my
grandfather. Ezekiel, do you want to come with me? I figure you might since you know him."
Ezekiel declined my suggestion right away. "Nah, your grandfather and I don't have a deep connection, and besides, I wasn't
adopted by him back then."
His tone was too firm.
Based on my intuition, I had a feeling that there was something more to this matter than it seemed.