SWNOVELS Chapter 19
Vanilla
I strode to my room and started to pack up my bag and fill it with clothes. That was my decision. I couldn't imagine being alone with Dave again. That was final and I wouldn't come back for this even if Dave tried to force me.
I called one of my classmates and she was like a close friend to me. She was already living on her own, she got a part-time job and a small apartment and it was going to be okay to live with her. That was good for me and for Dave. We should be apart from each other for a while till everything comes back to as it used to be. And at least if time didn't heal that then it will be okay after moving to a dorm and starting my college years. Sooner or later everything between us will die eventually. Maybe after meeting new guys in college I would discover that I didn't love Dave at all. Just hoping so because it really makes me sick and feeling disgusted that I did that to my mom.
Okay, the woman is kind of a bitch! But at least she was my mom and practically he was my dad and that wasn't normal at all. And I hated to be the second woman in his life and being secretly in a relationship because that can't be called even as a relationship! That should be called a secret sexual affair or something.
Or as he has said 'A sex doll and sugar daddy!'
But while I was busy packing my bag, the dog barged into my room without even knocking on the door, sure why would he do so? He fucked me! He saw me bare! He doesn't need permission to open the door He raised an eyebrow gazing at me and at my bag and the clothes in my hands "what are you doing?"
I avoided his eyes and said simply throwing my clothes into the small bag "going to my friend's house! None of your business."
He grabbed my arm aggressively squeezing it and clenched his teeth angrily "don't ever talk to me in that way. Don't give an attitude."
I pushed his hand away and scoffed competitively "or what?"
He pushed me to the bed and licked the corner of his mouth demonically "or I'm gonna punish you by my way."
I laughed hysterically making fun of his words "oh you mean you will fuck me?" I thought I pushed the button of his anger by teasing him but that was wrong. With every situation or quarrel between us makes me discover more about dave as I have never been close to him ever before. As if I just started getting to know him.
He asked me "are you blind?"
I narrowed my brows trying to stand on my feet "why?"
He stepped back an inch making a space between us "can't you see how much I love you? Do whatever you want!" he turned his body to get out of the room.
I called him to stop him, "dave!"
He gave me a side glance off his shoulders with an ignoring tone "what do you want?"
I asked softly "why?" okay I was
curious, I wanted to know why all of sudden he just let me go easily! His reactions weren't expected at all. thought he was going to fuck me by force or beat me up or spank me or even lock me in my room but that wasn't predictable!
He huffed rubbing his face suppressing his anger "why what?"
"why I feel insecure with you now after you have..." I blurted out but he cut me off.
He rotated his body in a second saying "after I have fucked your ass? What did you know about daddy things when you started teasing me and calling me daddy? Why did you ask me to fuck you then? I didn't force you but you just want to blame me like your mother. You are just a replica of her. Everything will go back to normal again. Forget about everything that happened between us. You are my daughter now."
In
I was dumbfounded by his words! He just kicked the guests and my mom because the guy was flirting with me! He just decided to end everything now! "seriously? Are you sure? I stared at him deeply trying
to read what was in his mind.
"yes!" he nodded after throwing me with a weird look up and down the left.
What the fuck was that?! Was that kind of a game for him like a pull and push? Or did he get bored with me? Or maybe... fuck I'm the one who was going insane.
But why was my heart beating getting higher and higher scared to lose him? Does that mean I'm deeply in love with him?
Fuck! I need a psychiatrist now! Dave didn't fuck me by his dick in my ass but he fucked me mentally and emotionally and now I was going to chase him and trying to seduce him!
Fuck! Fuck! I'm not leaving the house.
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