My Hot Alpha

I can't believe he just said that. I was serious about it, and I have been since the very start, but it wasn't easy for me because I had no idea what I was doing and no one to teach me. But I wasn't going to stand here and pick a fight with him. He wanted me to be serious about it then I would show him just that.

"I need clothes". I pulled my arm from his grip and got inside his car.

The journey home was quiet. Both stuck in our own heads. I was sick and tired of the same shit every day. The same problems, same issues.

Me.

As the overthinker that I was I was starting to question whether I really belonged here or not. What sort of Luna couldn't shift on her own freely? Pathetic.

"Don't be too hard on yourself". He grabbed hold of my hand and laced our fingers together. "You'll get there".

"How come you were able to talk to me through the mind link in human form?". I asked.

"Perks of being the Alpha". He shrugged.

"So, it can only happen when I'm in wolf form?".

"Not necessarily".

I frowned.

"You have to open the mind link between us for it to happen in human form. It's a link between the Alpha and their Luna. I can talk to our pack in both forms while you can only do it with them in wolf form". "So, you're the only one that can do both?". I asked.

He nodded. "And my dad".

"What if I don't want to open the link?".

"Then you don't have to".

Another thing to add to my plate of worries. What if I couldn't open the link? I swear I don't think I was meant to be a werewolf.

"Why can't I seem to shift normally?". I asked.

"You've only recently found out that you're a werewolf. It takes time to come to terms with it all. Stop putting so much pressure on yourself and trust me it'll happen".

Maybe he was right. Maybe I just had to stop thinking about it constantly and focus on something else.

"You have no idea how frustrating it is though. I'm supposed to be the Luna-...".

"You are the Luna my Luna. This is your pack as much as it is mine. Stop thinking about it as much and I promise it'll come".

"Fine". I sighed. "It's locked away in the back of my mind".

Thankfully, it didn't take us long to get home. The weather had changed, the sky becoming dark as light spots of rain started to fall. But when it rained here, it rained for days.

I wouldn't be surprised if the cabin was a no go today.

"Doesn't look promising". He sighed switching off the engine. "How disappointed would you be if we left the cabin until the weather changed?".

"Can we wait and see before we decide if we're going or not?". I wanted out of here. I was sick of staring at the same four walls and doing the same thing every day. "Sure, whatever you want".

As we headed inside a crack of thunder and lightning blazed through the sky causing me to jump. Great. I wonder how long it would be before the whole town had no power.

I had only ever experienced one bad storm here and it lasted for days. I don't know how much longer I could stay in this house without going mad.

He gave me a knowing smile and I wanted to punch him in the face.

"I guess we'll go to the cabin once the weather is better".

The first thing he did was turn on the tv and went straight to the weather channel. I wasn't interested. I already knew our plans were postponed. Quickly going up stairs I changed into some sweatpants and one of Jake's jumpers. For whatever reason, his clothes were comfier than mine right now.

Shoving my feet into my slippers I headed straight for the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge and a bag of chips from the pantry.

"Thunderstorms brewing. I need to go help secure the perimeter and make sure we don't end up waterlogged".

Great another day spent with my own company. I needed a new hobby, something to pass the time. A sigh fell from my lips as I planted myself on the couch.

"I guess I'll see you when I see you".

"Do you want to come help?". He asked.

"No point I'm no use to anyone".

"Hey". He frowned sitting next to me. "Don't say that".

"It's true but we're not going to talk about it. It's locked away in the back of my mind remember".

"I'm trying here Leah. I want you to come with me".

I suppose it beats sitting here on my own.

"Come on I'll even let you drive my truck". He winked, handing me the keys.