My Hot Alpha

"She was scared in case I didn't want to talk to her".

"Do you want to talk to her?". He asked.

"Yes, but we had plans, so I told her to come over tonight".

"You still want to go to the beach?".

I shook my head. "But I still want nachos".

I couldn't stop thinking about food. All I wanted to do was eat. I had never had an appetite like the one I have now. I hardly ate or I would forget to eat. Fat chance of that happening nowadays.

We drove in silence the rest of the way. The only noise coming from the stereo. I was stuck in my own head. Thinking about Lana, my weight, the guilt I was feeling about going to eat yet another takeaway when I was complaining about the way I looked. A sigh fell from my lips.

"You know you're beautiful and sexy and I love everything about you."

"I'm just in a funk it'll pass". Weight wasn't permanent I had to remember that. "But I can't stop thinking about food. Over the last few days, I've done nothing but eat".

A chuckle fell from his lips. "Nothing sexier than a girl that likes to eat". Reaching over he placed his hand on my knee. "Regardless of what size you are you're still the sexiest, most beautifulist girl in the world".

I rolled my eyes. He was cute but he was cheesy.

"And just looking at you makes me hard". He smirked.

And he was back to being his usual self.

I rolled my eyes again.

"Roll your eyes again princess and I'll be forced to take you over my knee".

Oh.

The hairs on the back of my neck stood. Excitement cursing through my veins. I liked when he spoke like that. His dominant side always turned me on, igniting the fire within me.

Was it hot in here? My cheeks grew warm my mouth dry. As he pulled up outside the restaurant and cut the engine, I cleared my throat.

"We could always go inside and eat". My eyes landed on his hand as it started caressing my knee. "Could eat out for once instead of getting takeout". "Okay". I smiled.

He didn't move his hand which told me he had something else to say.

"Can I say something, and you not get mad about it?".

What could he say that would make me mad? I placed my hand on top of his before looking at him. I nodded.

"What if the reason you're gaining weight is because you are in fact pregnant and not just the weight gain. What about your eating habits?".

"So, because I've gained a little weight and I'm eating more it has to be because I'm pregnant?".

"You said you weren't going to get mad".

I wasn't as much mad as I was annoyed, but I guess he did have a point. But I don't know what else he expects me to do. Take another test? "The test came back negative Jake".

"Take another one and if it comes back negative, I won't bring it up again".

I didn't want to take another test. What if the first one was faulty, and I was in fact carrying a child. My stomach twisted at the thought. I would love to be a mom, but I wasn't ready.

Is anyone ever ready to be a mom?

I took a shaky breath as I chewed the inside of my cheek. At least if I took another one, I would know for sure.

"Can we please go eat I'm starving".

I wasn't against taking the test but right now I didn't want to talk about it.

As we walked into the restaurant a groan fell from my lips. Of course, this would happen to us because why not. Sarah and her friends were here, and it looked like they were celebrating a birthday.

A squeal fell from her lips as her eyes landed on Jake.

"Are you, my present?". She smirked.

She didn't get close, the only thing she got close to was my hand wrapping around her hair as I pulled her to the ground.

It was time she learned I wasn't one to be messed with. Try and flirt with my man and I'll put you in your place.

It all happened so fast. One minute I was listening to her cries of pain and the next I was being dragged from the restaurant and put back into the car. I couldn't hide my grin when I noticed the clump of her hair in my hands.

Jake was still inside. Probably apologising and trying to mend the situation. I didn't care if I caused a scene. I'm sure now she knows I'm not taking any more of her bullshit.

She didn't matter to me or Jake. You'd think by her failed attempts she'd have given up, but I guess not. I was done with the Jessicas and the Sarahs of this town. When a guys in a relationship you don't try and put yourself in the middle of it.

Those girls had been trying from the start and had gotten nowhere. Testing my patience and seeing how far they could push me. Well not now and never again. Jake was mine, he belonged to me just like I do him.

Getting rid of the hair by throwing it out the window I tried to judge his mood as he walked out of the restaurant. I wasn't sure if he was going to be pissed and give me an earful.

As he got in the driver's side, he placed two take out boxes on my lap before putting his seat belt on and starting the engine.

"I got you two tacos and a portion of nachos. Gotta keep my boy strong if you are pregnant".

I didn't miss the wink, or the shit eaten grin.

He wanted this; he wanted me to be pregnant. "Boy?".

"Oh yeah babe our first kid will be a boy".