My Hot Alpha

I shook my head. I knew what he was up to and it wasn't going to work. I wasn't letting him seduce me, frustrate me and then do nothing about it.

Today wasn't a day to be walking around like a horny mess. Not when we were so close to the full moon.

"I'm going to finish this and then go for a shower. I still need to pick up my dress". I was trying my hardest not to give in.

"You turning me down princess?".

"Jake". I groaned.

A chuckle fell from his lips. I didn't find him funny in the slightest. Teasing wasn't fun, being sexually frustrated wasn't fun.

Maybe it was time I bought a vibrator.

As he went about making himself coffee I did everything in my power to keep my eyes off his body. I was a sucker for him and I had zero willpower. "I'm going to go for a run later. Would you like to come?". He sat across from me placing his cup on the table.

I would like to come but not for a run.

Oh god.

I could already feel the heat spread over my cheeks. I needed a shower, preferably a cold one.

"I don't think I'll have the time".

"You have to try baby. It's not going to happen if you don't try".

"Yeah but not today". I got to my feet. "I'm going to shower".

..

He was waiting by the door as I finished getting ready. He had showered in the other bathroom.

Something was up, I could feel it.

"What's wrong?". I took a seat on the edge of the bed.

"It's about the full moon". He sat beside me.

My stomach dropped. Please, please, please don't tell me we have to wait even longer. I was ready to get it over with and sink my teeth into him. Oh.

I shook my head ridding myself of those thoughts.

"Tomorrow night".

The colour drained from my face. He told me I had weeks, said it wouldn't be until after I graduate.

"Don't you feel it?". He asked.

"But you said-... how can it go from being weeks to tomorrow night". I shot off the bed my stomach in knots, the nerves kicking in.

It was finally going to happen. Nerves aside I was ready.

"Wait". My eyes locked with his. "How come I don't feel any different?".

"You don't feel anything?". He frowned.

I hated the look he was sporting. "I feel nervous, a little anxious but nothing like I felt the first time". I didn't have the burning feeling and I wasn't in any pain. Would this effect our bond?

Was this because we missed it first time round?

"Please get whatever you're thinking out your head". He closed the distance between us and took a hold of my hand. "Everything will be fine".

I trusted him but the gut feeling I had told me everything wasn't going to be fine.

This was just my luck.

"Stop worrying". He kissed my forehead. "I want you to pack a bag for tomorrow. We're going to the cabin for the rest of the weekend". "Okay".

..

I fell back asleep after Jake left. It wasn't my intention but as soon as my head hit the pillow and I got comfortable I was out like a light.

He was away out dealing with pack business.

Grabbing my phone I checked through my messages. If you are not reading this novel on Jobn1- b.com, some sentences are incomplete A few from Alanna. All about prom. I wasn't as excited as I was at the start of the year. Really wasn't sure I even wanted to go. My phone started vibrating in my hand. Alanna's name flashing on the screen.

"Hello". I answered.

"Hey where are you?". She asked.

"At home". I headed downstairs and into the kitchen. My mouth was so dry.

"What time should we all come over?".

"Around 3?". That should give everyone enough time to get ready. It also gave me time to myself before they arrived.

"Did you pick up your dress?".

"Not yet".

"Want me to bring it over when I'm coming?".

"No it's okay. I need to grab a few of my boxes anyway". The last of my stuff, the few boxes that make up my life.

"You don't sound excited Leah. Get excited it's prom night, our last ever one".

"Woohoo". I rolled my eyes.

"You suck".

Before I could say anything else she hung up.

I didn't sound excited about prom because I wasn't. I had bigger things to think about. I was going to have sex with Jake for the very first time.

My nerves were shattered but I couldn't help the rush of excitement every time I thought about it. Having sex with someone for the first time was scary. All the what's ifs floating around in your head.

What if he doesn't think I'm good at it?

What if I don't satisfy him?

Let's not forget he's had a lot of practice.

A groan fell from my lips. I was torturing myself and it hadn't even happened yet. I straightened my stance and caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror.

Big girl panties because I was going to climb him like a tree.

I grinned at myself.

Confidence.

I had to show him I was confident and ready to wear his mark. I had to try and put the nerves to one side and finally do what I've been wanting to do for a while. Mate.