My Hot Alpha

"You think that's what I want?". I frowned. "You think I want someone else?". I wanted nothing but him but he obviously had other ideas. "You're stronger than that piece of shit. You show him you're not weak".

"I'm not weak". I hissed. "But I'm not going to let him embarrass me in front of pack members. I'm done Alanna".

"Done?". Her fell face.

"Finished. Me and your brother are finished".

"I don't blame you". She frowned. "He's made his bed".

"I'm going to get a drink. I need five minutes on my own".

"I'm sorry Leah".

"It's not your fault". I smiled. "If I don't come back just know I've went home".

"Okay".

Pushing past the bodies to get to the bar I handed the barman Jake's card. "Open a tab and settle it once I tell you to. I need something strong". "I got you little lady".

"Anything else?". He placed 2 tequila shots in front of me along with a bourbon neat.

I downed the two shots without using the salt and lime. "Give me something fruity". I knocked back the bourbon squeezing my eyes shut as it burned its way down my throat.

I couldn't help it. I looked at where he was sitting. He was staring right at me. A face like thunder. Alanna on one side and Rylee on the other. Flipping him off I turned my back on him.

He wasn't worth it. How could I have gotten it so wrong? I trusted him. He said he would never hurt me and he hurt me in the worst way.

He was letting another girl touch what was mine. How would he feel if I done that?

"Try this". He placed a rainbow drink in front of me with a lollipop sticking out the top of it.

"Do you think I'm attractive?". I asked taking a sip of the cocktail.

"If I want to keep my job and my life then it's best I don't answer that". He gave me a nod before moving on to the next customer.

"Of course". I sighed. So much for a good night. This has been the worst night of my life. I thought we were meant to be together, made for each other.

He's put off having sex with me for so long. Was that because he was getting it somewhere else? Using the full moon as an excuse?

"Are you following me Miss Wilson?".

"Maybe". I took a sip of my drink. "Aren't you a little old to be in here?". I smirked.

"At least I'm old enough to actually be in here".

I shrugged. "You going to grass on me?". I glanced at him my eyes tracing his face, really taking him in. He was very attractive, sexy even.

"Depends". He smirked moving that little bit closer.

"On what?". I licked my bottom lip. "What you got to offer sir?".

"Seeing as I'm your teacher Miss Wilson absolutely nothing".

I wasn't sure I liked his hot and cold attitude but he was right. It would be wrong on so many levels. Not to mention I wasn't interested in the slightest. When a girl gets hurt she wants to get even. I wanted to get even.

"Bummer". I smirked. "But you're right". I was getting under his skin, I could tell by how hard his teeth were clenched and by the way he was looking at me.

"You didn't submit your Yale application I see".

"I'm not smart enough for Yale". I huffed. "I'll be lucky to even graduate". I didn't want to talk about school work. I wanted to sit on Mr Gallagher's face. He was getting sexier with every minute that passed. Oh god this wasn't good! I didn't want him.

"You're smarter than you think Miss Wilson".

"Why don't you call me Leah?". I chewed my bottom lip. "You always call me Miss Wilson".

"I guess I prefer it". He grinned.

"How old are you Mr Gallagher?". I couldn't help the dirty thoughts running through my mind. I was drunk and he was extremely f*****g hot.

The full moon was close and my hormones were all over the place. Maybe he would give me the orgasm I'd been chasing for weeks. I smirked at my own thoughts.

"I can't tell you that Miss Wilson. It would be highly inappropriate".

"But you telling me I would get a man sacked isn't?". I rolled my eyes. "Whatever, see ya". He grabbed a hold of my arm pulling me close. Close enough that I could feel the hardness of his chest.

"Ah that's inappropriate Mr Gallagher". I pushed him off making my way to the exit. I had to get out of here before I got myself into trouble.

Walking through the dark hallway I jumped a squeal escaping my mouth as I was grabbed and pulled into a side room.

It was pitch black.

I knew instantly that it was him.

The way my body was reacting to his touch. His smell, his presence. I could feel how tense he was.

"I fucking hate you". I hissed.

"No you don't". He ran his thumb down my cheek. "You could never hate me baby".

"I do". I tried to push him off but it was pointless. He was stronger than me, bigger than me in every way. "I wish I had never met you". I blinked away my tears.

"I fucked up". He whispered. "I'm sorry".

"I hope she was worth it. Now please let me go".

"Leah"....

"I want to go home".

"Baby-..".

"I said I want to go home". I snapped finally pushing him off me. "Don't touch me". Even though it was dark I could still feel his presence. "Don't you fucking touch me". "Leah I-...

"How could you do that to me?". I cried but it was angry tears. "How could you let some girl touch you like that. I haven't even touched you. I hate you I fucking hate you". My hand connected with his cheek a cry falling from my lips. Not again......

A growl fell from his lips as he lunged towards me grabbing me around the waist and holding me tightly against him. "No". I cried punching his back with my good hand. "No". I continued to punch him until I was full on crying.

I hated how responsive my body was to him. The comfort he was giving me that I so desperately needed. Stupid fucking mating bond.

"I'm so sorry baby".

"I don't care". I cried. "I don't want to see you anymore"

"Leah".

"I mean it Jake I don't-.. I don't want to be your mate". And that wasn't the drink talking. I was deadly serious. I knew from the start I wasn't good enough for him and tonight he proved that.

"Don't say that, don't you fucking say that. You are mine and only mine. You think I didn't see you with that f*****g teacher".

"So". I shrugged.

"You don't get to reject me Leah".

A laugh fell from my lips. "You don't get to tell me what to do".

"Please". His voice broke. "I can't live without you".

"I guess you should have thought about that before you let some girl play with your d**k". I walked out the room and he didn't follow.