Chapter 23 Forbidden Emotions
Evelyn
Jacob did not have any intention to stop today. He was like a wild animal whose first and last meal was me...only me.
"Jacob, I-I can't...." My words ended with a loud moan as he cupped my butt and pulled me more into me which gave him access to plunge his tongue right into my pussy.
It was clear that his restraint had vanished. With lightning-fast movements and an intense fervour, he devoured me. Tears streamed down my face as I moaned and screamed, my body entangled in a chaotic frenzy. At that moment, only he held the power to bring me release, even if it meant enduring this painful pleasure for another half an hour.
"You can, baby," His words vibrated against my sensitive folds, "Give me one more."
One more?!
God only knew what had gotten into him. The number of times I had reached my release had become a blur, as my mind failed to register the relentless onslaught. All I was aware of was Jacob transforming into a fucking beast, consumed by desire. Despite my exhaustion, my body eagerly surrendered to him, revelling in every moment, an insatiable craving for more.
"Oh god," I cried out as he lapped his tongue on my clit, kissing me there like he'd kiss my lips.
My body shook vigorously and I fisted the bed sheets tight, trying hard to keep up with his intense speed.
Fuck. He was driving me insane- This man knew how my body functioned more than I did. Every little move of his was basically throwing me off the edge.
My hips rocked back and forth on their own, and Jacob grabbed the sides of my hips driving them to move faster. I grabbed onto the headboard desperately fighting to keep myself steady and find some sort of balance nonetheless neither my hips stopped, nor did Jacob.
I fought to keep my eyes open and calm my breathing that came out as pants. Tears gathered in my eyes. The intense combination of pain and pleasure was euphoric. I was on the ninth cloud but at the same time, this upcoming release was painful. He pushed my body beyond its limits, in a way that I loved and hated at the same time, however, there was no denying that I had no objections against him. Hell, he could destroy me and I would willingly lend a hand in that.
"Jacob," A loud moan slipped past my lips when he landed a tight slap across my butt, pulling me more into his mouth as he ate my pussy like a hungry animal.
My release began getting closer and my heart began beating loud like a drum, so fast that I could feel it partially banging against my chest as if it was ready to get through the surface.
I closed my eyes shut, my toes curled, a surreal feeling spread all over me, and black dots emerged in my vision. My walls clenched and unclenched as Jacob continued the sweet torture with his tongue, pushing it deeper every time.
My throat was dry as a dessert after all the shouting and screaming. He had already drained me out of any sort of energy that could have resided within me in a thousand different ways.
A particular move where he lightly grazed his teeth on my sensitive clit, got me gasping for air, the electrifying feeling made my inner walls shake in ecstasy and jarring shock.
"Jacob...I-I....." I stuttered, unable to form any sentence since I was too consumed by the overwhelming pleasure.
"Cum for me, Evelyn." As if he already knew how to solve my dilemma, he spoke.
The next moment a loud moan left my mouth, I threw my head back, and my hands tightened their grip on the headboard to the point where my bones hurt. The release hit me like a destructive wave where only relief resided. Jacob savoured every drop I had offered.
I dropped to the side of the bed panting heavily, barely successful at keeping my breathing steady which was heavy as if I'd run a marathon. Perhaps, it wasn't a marathon but, I was sure that a marathon did not take any less energy than what I'd spent during the past half an hour.
Jacob hovered over me and captured me in a kiss, his lips against mine aided my discomfort to vanish.
"You're so fragile beneath that fiery attitude," he chuckled, his fingers brushing against my jaw and trailing downward, sending shivers through my skin as he ignited a cascade of sensual sensations.
"I'm not fragile," I retorted. "It's you who shapeshifts into a beast. You've drained every last ounce of energy from me."
"Believe me, I could ravage you in ways beyond what you've experienced," he chuckled huskily. "But for now, I need a moment to regain my composure. I'll return in just a few minutes."
He attempted to move away but I grabbed his hand, "Where are you going?"
Apparently, the effects of aftershock had made me completely forget about his hardened member that now poked my right thigh.
"Well.... You can't abundantly moan like a tease and expect no response from me, can you?" He looked amused, but there was lust shading his eyes as well, "Every cell of my body is more than willing to fuck you right here but I don't want it to be like this, it should be special for you."
A smile fought to spread on my lips, I did not know why. He made me feel some sort of way that I could not describe.
"So, give me a few minutes and I'll be back to you." He kissed my forehead and made an effort to pull away but once again I grabbed his hand, stopping him. I turned and flipped us around so that he was under me.
"A cold shower is not necessary," I leaned closer to his ear without giving him a chance to react to my sudden move, "Because... My mouth can do wonders."
*****
"How old are you, actually?" I blurted out amidst our casual banter, as we cuddled and enjoyed the morning breeze seeping through the gap in the curtains.
"What's your guess?" A mischievous smirk danced on the corner of his lips.
"Well, Dad's almost 38, so you could be around the same age or maybe a year younger, considering you both were in the same class back in high school," I reasoned. "So, you must be 37."
I was quite confident that I had guessed his age right as I awaited confirmation. However, a soft snicker escaped his lips, catching me off guard. "Wrong."
"What?" I stuttered in disbelief, my victory slipping away. "What do you mean?"
"I mean, I'm not 37... I'm-"
"Wait, I've got it! You're 38!" I interrupted, my excitement resurging.
"Still incorrect," he tsked, playfully shaking his head. "You've missed again."
My lips pursed, a frown etching onto my face. "Then what's your actual age?"
"Well, you see, your dad wasn't exactly the studious type," Jacob chuckled, a hint of amusement in his voice. "After a few failed exams, he got expelled from his previous school and ended up enrolling in the same school I attended. It took him nearly three years to start over because of his passion for video games."
My mouth nearly hung open. Dad had always boasted about his scholarly achievements, claiming he never failed a single subject. Yet, he had vehemently refused to show me any of his certificates. Now, it all made sense...
Dad was far more cunning than I had ever imagined...
But I could focus on taking his class later on. For now, it was Jacob's age that asked for my attention.
"So, you're..."
"34," he replied, completing my thought.
"You're younger than I thought," I couldn't hide my amazement.
"Did I appear old to you at first glance?" he asked, a chuckle escaping his lips.
"Not really, but not gonna lie, you did look intimidating."
"As far as I can recall, I've always been nothing but friendly to you," he said, a hint of amusement in his eyes. "Would you mind enlightening me on what exactly has intimidated you?" Without saying anything I sat up and straddled his hips, "This..." I brushed my thumb over his jaw, "Handsome face."
The green in his eyes darkened as I moved closer to his face and brushed my lips over his ones, "Your tempting lips.'
"
I brought my hands to his shoulder before I glided them down to his biceps, "These details. And these abs..." I finally reached his abs and felt the smoothness of his skin against mine. Unlike me, he was warm and this warmth was inviting me.
"Merely looking at you has always had the power to make me lose control, both in the past and even now," I confessed. "I often find myself questioning if I can ever overcome this obsession, or if deep down, I simply choose not to."
"I can't speak for you, Evelyn, but I for sure, am never ever going to be able to get over you," With that, he flipped us with a swift move and smashed his lips on mine in a soul-searing kiss.
He pressed me into the soft mattress of the bed as he deepened the kiss. As always he made sure to leave me breathless before he pulled away, still leaving me wanting for more.
"And I don't know if that's good for any of us..." He sighed, I could see the hesitation and uncertainty in his eyes.
Of course, none of us had the answer.
I cupped his face, my gaze locked on his. These few days had brought us closer than ever before. But what would happen after my dad's wedding? Jacob wouldn't be there with me anymore.
No.
I couldn't let it end like that. I refused to let this slip away. I would hold onto it with everything I had. Jacob, our bond-I wasn't going to let them go.
"Whatever happens, we'll figure it out," I said with a smile. Without hesitation, I leaned in and pulled him into a kiss, not caring about anything else at that moment.