SWNOVELS Chapter 17
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Avery’s
My heart drops in the pit of my stomach and I looked at Xade who had brought his attention back to me. He has a goofy smile on his face now, his lips still glistening with some of my juices. He leans toward me, eyes flickering down to my lips.
“I have wanted to taste you since that night,” he confessed, tongue licking up the juices that remained on his lips. “I knew you would taste good, but you taste even better than I imagined.”
His hands go to hold my hips and I flinched, my hands going to his chest to push him away. Why was he acting like he had not heard her call for him?
I am so stupid. Why did I make him do what he just did to me?
My vision blurred as I righted my dress, coming off the counter, making him take a step back and look at me confused. “How could you do this to me?” my lower lip wobbled. He flinches at the sight of my tears and comes toward me but I stopped him with a shake of my head.
“Don’t you dare,” I snapped, feeling uncomfortable with the reminder of his lips on my pussy. ” You just treated me like one of your f*ck buddies Xade.” I croaked out.
He looked angry at my words, his eyes flashing.” What the hell V?” he gritted. “Is that what you think of me? Do you think I will just eat you out and it won’t mean anything?”
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I narrowed my eyes. ” You didn’t call, text, or even came to see me for two days after you ki*sed me after your match. What do you want me to think? You even said we can’t be friends anymore. I won’t be your sex buddy until you grow bored of me like you’ve done with all the others.”
Xade’s jaw ticked and I know I am getting on his nerves. “I told you why I stayed away Avery,” he hissed. “I said we can’t be friends because I don’t think I can V, not when I want so much-
Xade!” Melissa’s voice is growing and getting closer, making my heart do many flips. I begin to panic. If she caught us in here she’d never forgive me. What Xade and I had just done was messed up.
You better go to her,” I whispered, my eyes falling to his shirt.
He takes a step forward, his hand reaching out for me but I step back and shook my head. ” Go to the one you really came here for. I don’t want her to catch us in here. I don’t want her to know about the mistake we had just done.”
You can say it’s a mistake V,” Xade corners me, making me lift my head. Our eyes connected and I can no longer breathe with the intensity in his eyes. “But I won’t.” his jaw popped. ” Why can’t you see I came here for you and not her?”
I stay frozen, unable to think properly as his fingers clutch my chin, forcing my eyes to stay on his. Those blues. Butterflies flutter in my stomach wildly.
“When she sent me that picture,” he licked his lips and drop his eyes to my lips. “I didn’t see her, I only saw you,” he whispered, licking his own lips.
His eyes flickered back to mine. “I came here for you V.” I watch hist
addam apple bob and he swallowed harshly. “Because I could no longer hold myself back from wanting more. I came for you and not her. You and not anyone else.”
“I ended it between us,” he confessed. “That same day of the brunch.”
His confession made me feel funny and I wasn’t sure if it was in a good way or not. Xade and I had been friends for so long that I knew him and knew when he was lying. But right now I cannot tell.
“I want this,” he breathed out, searching my eyes for signs and I do not know what.
But all I knew was that I am the worst friend and girlfriend ever. Why am I loving his words and wanting to take that leap to trusting his words? Why do I want this when I have not only cheated once, but twice?
I shouldn’t want him so badly, this could end up being the worst decision to ruin our friendship. This can ruin us.
“Kyan-” I began to whisper but his eyes flicker with
anger
and jealousy, his grip on my chin a bit more firm. “Don’t say his name.”
My brows furrowed, confusion swimming within me at the way he spat those words out.” Why not?” I am genuinely intrigued by where that boost of resentment for Kyan came from.
His eyes flickered and my belly twisted as I saw that wild look in his eyes once more. “Because from that night I took your virginity you have not been his, you’ve been mine. You’ve always been V, and I should have claimed you a long time ago.”
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