Chapter 41
I wiped the tears in my eyes as I watched Pretty Little Liars and stuff my face with ice cream.
Aria and Ezra are just so perfect...
I started crying again, and there was a knock at my door. "Go away" I said with my voice cracking. "Rain, open up. It's me" Liz said.
I closed my eyes shut and groaned "Liz, please just go away." The window then opened up, and Alessandra walked in "Rain, you need to talk to someone."
"I don't want to" I said as I stabbed my ice cream with my spoon then putting it on the nightstand table since it was empty already and I hugged a pillow to my chest.
Alessandra unlocked the door for Liz and Liz shut the door behind her then locking it. "Rain... It's not what it looked like."
"Oh really? Because it looked like my boyfriend was kissing some other girl!" I snapped, and they both sighed.
The door then opened, and my head snapped towards the door, when I saw Ryker walk in. "Get out!" I yelled and chucked a pillow at him.
"Rain, we need to talk" He said, and I yelled "Well I don't want to talk to you, asshole!"
"How did you even get in?" Liz asked, and Ryker dangled a key in his hand. Alessandra then looked at Liz and they both seemed to communicate threw looks.
Then they both stood up and started to walk out. "Where are you going?!" I asked as I grabbed Alessandra's arm. "You two need to work this out" She said and took her arm out of my grip "Bye Rain".
They both walked out and left me alone with Ryker. I glared at them as they shut the door, and Ryker started "We need to talk-"
I ignored him, walking over to the window and shutting it so the cold air wouldn't come in. I was still in my clothes from the bar with my jeans and white v-neck t-shirt.
I locked the window and turned of the TV. "Rain" Ryker said trying to get my attention, but I ignored him then walking over to the speaker thing and turning on a random playlist.
"Would you just listen to me?" He asked annoyed. I turned the volume up higher and he exclaimed "It's not what it looked like!"
I turned the volume all the way up as it blasted. "RAIN!" He yelled over the music, and I then started to walk to the bathroom without looking at him.
He then grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me back. "Let go of me" I gritted as my eyes went dark and heart felt like it dropped just from looking at him.
"Not until you listen to me" He gritted back, and I held his stare that was full of intensity and guilt. I tore my hand away from his grip.
"I didn't kiss her, Rain" He said.
"BULLSHIT!" I immediately yelled "I saw you kiss her! It may not have been first but you responded!"
"No! What you saw, is me trying to pull away from!" Ryker yelled "I didn't kiss her!"
"Well that's not what it looked like!" I yelled. "Rain...I may have been unloyal to a million other girls, but I swear on my fucking life that I wouldn't cheat on you!" He exclaimed. I rolled my eyes "That's what every fuck boy says" as I cross my arms and he was about to say something but I cut him off "Let me see your phone."
"What? Why?" He asked. "Let me see it, and then I'll see if I believe you or not" I said as I put my hand out.
"What the hell does that have anything to do with anything?! You can't just go through my phone!" He yelled, and I could tell by now that people could here us fighting. "Why?! What do you have to hide?! Because if you didn't have anything then you would let me-" I started ranting but before I could continue Ryker smashed his lips into mine.
I stood there for a minute shocked then giving right into the kiss. His lips moved in sync with mine, and it was most passionate kiss I ever had.
His tongue slid across my teeth asking for entry before I granted it to him and his tongue found mine. He pushed me back and I hit the bed rail on the Queen sized bed.
I ran my hands through his hair as I tugged on it lightly, and moved back onto the bed so I was laying down and Ryker was over top of me.
Our lips broke apart from air and Ryker pressed his lips to my neck and began to leave a trail of kiss down my neck and jawline.
I closed my eyes as I caught my breath, and placed my hands on Ryker's chest. He moved his lips back to mine, and I responded right away.
He then grabbed the hem of my shirt and pulled it up over my head and threw it on the ground somewhere. His hands roamed my body, and I tried not let memories of being sexual harassed come back into my mind.
The kiss was rough and hungry with. A very fast moving pace. I tugged on Ryker's shirt, and he pulled back to tear off his shirt then pressing his lips to mine.
I placed my hands on his tones chest and moved them up around his neck to wrap my arms around. He moved his hands down my waist, and made it towards the button of my jeans.
He unbuttoned them, then slowly pulling the zipper down. He slid my jeans down my legs then throwing them with the rest of clothes on the floor.
I kept my eyes closed, and everything that made me worry or anxious went away at this moment, because I was so close to Ryker and it was the best feeling in the world.
I broke away for air and he placed his forehead against mine "Are we doing this?" I looked up to meet his bright beautiful blue eyes that were shining.
I nodded "Yeah. We are" I responded breathlessly, and my music playlist of The Fray blasted in the background. Once our lips met again, my hands unbuttoned his jeans, and soon before that we were both only in underwear.
His hands roamed my body and made the way to my bra clasp. "Ryk" I pulled back again breathlessly "I'm not on the pill."
He tucked a piece of hair behind my hair and grabbed a tin-foil packet out of his jean pocket "It's okay, Princess." He tucked a piece of hair behind my ear, as u breathed heavily and he asked "Are you sure you want to do this?"
I nodded "Yeah..I'm sure." His lips tugged up to a small smile and his eyes stared at me with intensity.
His lips met mine again, and with one hand he un-did my bra clasp, and there was no going back now.
My eyes flickered open and then closed once they saw the sun shining through the window. "Good Morning, beautiful" Ryker said, and I looked up to him and pecked his lips "Good Morning."
I laid my head on his base chest and he wrapped an arm around me "How do you feel?" He asked.
"Amazing" I grinned at him, and he let out a small laugh with a slight smile and kissed my forehead "So the feelings neutral" He whispered with his lips against my forehead.
I bit my lip to try and keep a huge smile taking over my face. I rolled to over top of him and he placed his hands on my hips under the covers and questioned "Round 2?"
I pressed my lips slowly to his and smiled. Ryker responded right away as he pulled gently on my upper lip, and there was a knock at the door.
I pulled back and Ryker sighed before yelling "WHAT?!" "Breakfast downstairs. Meet us there" Craig ordered from outside the door.
Ryker threw his head back in frustration. I pecked his lips one last time, and stood up from the bed before finding my clothes quickly.
"God, I hate people" Ryker muttered as he ran a hand through his hair. I pulled on my shirt then buttoning my jeans "You'll just have to wait until we get back to New York" I smirked as I leaned over the bed and pecked his lips again.
Ryker then grabbed hold of me and pulled me down on-top of him before rolling me over so he was then over top of me "That's to long."
I sighed then wrapping my arms around his neck, and he kept the covers over him considering he still wasn't dressed. "But it's worth the wait?" I asked as I cocked and eyebrow at him.
"Absolutely" He smirked then giving me a quick kiss, and standing up to get changed. I ran a brush through my hair and brushed my teeth, then picking up my phone to see a million text and calls from my brothers.
I sighed then putting in my back pocket "I'll meet you downstairs" I called after Ryker; who was in the bathroom getting ready.
I walked out of the hotel room and down the hallway to the elevator, and started texting my brothers back.
Jax: Rain..PLEASE! JUST PLEASE COME HOME!
Ryan: If this is about dad, will set something up. You could go live with Alex for awhile or something
Joel: Sis, you have us worried sick. Just at least respond. Please :'(
I replied back to all of them and then realizing we are 6 hours ahead of them and it was only 3 a.m. there.
I got out of the elevator and went to the cafeteria as I ran a hand through my hair, and I was tired as ever since I didn't do much sleeping last night.
"Good Morning" Memphis and Will both greeted ad they slung their arms over my shoulders and walked with me. "Morning?" I questioned giving them a confused look. "So..since you and Ryker have been together awhile, we really think you should take your relationship to the next level" Will said.
"Yeah" Memphis nodded "Second base, is right in the ball park and not far of a run. Plus I heard it has awesome seating."
I scoffed at them "Seriously guys? You bet on my sex life? What the hell is wrong with you?! Can't you be like normal people, and bet on horse races or something?"
I pulled away from them then sitting down at the table where everyone was. I sat down next to Alessandra and she smiled "Hey", and handed me a coffee.
"Thank you" I said then taking the coffee in my hands. "You and Ryker make up?" Vince asked, and I nodded I'm response.
"Well duh..they probably made out all last night" Peter spoke. I shifted in my spot and asked "Uh, Where's Faith?"
"She went up to grab her phone" Leah said, and Ryker then came down to slide in the seat next to me. "It's nice to see S.S. Rayker sailing again" Liz smiled. "That's still a thing?" I asked narrowing my eyes and raising an eyebrow. "A thing? It's a ship that has a fan base" Liz exclaimed.
"A fan base is not you and Leah" Ryker shook his head at Liz. "Whatever" She muttered, rolling her eyes at him. "AH-AHA!" A voice yelled, and we all looked back to see Faith running through the cafeteria as people gave her weird looks.
She came up and exclaimed "What is this?!" as she dropped something on the table. I then saw what it was and my eyes widened.
Ryker then closed his eyes for a moment and I could tell he internally groaned. "It's a condom packet-.." Luca and Seb trailed off then everyone looked at us. "You had sex last night?!" Leah and Liz yelled excitedly. The whole cafeteria became silent for a moment and looked at us as we drew attention.
"Oh my God...this cannot be happening right now.." I muttered, wanting to be anywhere but here right now.
Seb, Luca, Memphis, Will, Peter, Aaron, Juliet, Alessandra, Tate, and Felix all shot up yelling "Ha! Pay up!"
I buried my head into my hands as my cheeks flushed bright red from embarrassment.
Craig, Vince, Neil, Peter, Valentino, Abe, Andre, Augustus, Dawson, and Levi all took put their wallets and threw money down on the table.
"Oh my Gosh...Our youngest is growing up so much" Liz said wholeheartedly. I rolled my eyes and Ryker put a hand on my thigh underneath the table.
He put his lips up to my ear and whispered "I'll beat their asses later." The corner of my lips tugged up into a smile as I put my hand over his underneath the table.
"Where is it?" I whispered to myself frustrated as I searched through the drawers. I stood up and ran a hand through my hair as I tried to think where it had to be.
My train of thought suddenly came back and I walked over to Ryker's bed and his bag was on the ground. I knelt down and started to search in the pockets before I pulled out a thing of pills in a container.
I furrowed my eyebrows together then reading the label:
"State NY Pharmacy. Dr. A. Jones
Ryker X. Anderson
Take two tablets daily."
"
"What?" I whispered to myself confused. I looked over the bottle to see what it was, and it was prescribed but I didn't know what for.
I searched for his phone in the bag to see if there was anything in there that would explain the pills.
I pulled it out, and quickly typed in his pass-code which was easy considering its my birthday.
0327 was the code, and I went to settings then quickly putting my thumbprint in; encase he changed the pass-code later on, and exiting out to go see what's his messages.
"Hey, Reece-" Ryker's voice approached and I whirled around and jumped as the phone fell out of my grip and onto the bed.
"What the hell are you doing?!" He yelled, and quickly grabbed his phone "Were you going through my phone again?!" He then looked up again and saw the pill bottle in my hand. "Did you go through my stuff?!" He yelled, then coming over and grabbing the pills out of my hands. "Ryk..what are those for?" I asked worriedly.
"It's none of your buisness" He gritted, and I yelled "What are those for!?"
He started to walk out the room, but I quickly grabbed his forearm and he stopped but kept his back to me. There were a few moments of silence go by and I stared at him.
He then turned around to look at me "Just drop it, okay? Just drop it and forget you ever saw them" then before I could say anything he walked out and slammed the door.
My heart sunk and I ran a hand through my hair as I looked around the room "What have I done?"
*******
There was a knock at the door and I asked "Who is it?"
"Room service!" The voice shouted back, and I furrowed my eyebrows in cousin "I didn't order room service.."
All the guys went out and so did the girls. I just wanted to stay back for awhile considering Ryker and I aren't even on looking terms let along speaking terms.
I stood up from the bed and answered the door to see 4 men that were built standing in front of me. "Who-" I began to ask, but then was grabbed and a cloth was put over my mouth, making me breath in the scent I passed out after a matter of seconds.