SWNOVELS Ms. Manwhore: Chapter 14
We’re sleeping in side-by-side presidential suites overlooking the water.
Our guests occupy the rest of the resort, all of them in bungalows, save for my mother and friends, who want to be near me for preparations the day of the wedding. The hotel staff has treated us like kings and queens since arrival, which makes sense given that Saint booked the whole island for us—our guests, the security, photographers, and chefs are the only ones here.
Sin has been spending every day since we landed with me, but when night comes, I end up alone in my suite, sometimes inviting my mother or Gina over so that I’m not tempted to sleepwalk—awake—and end up knocking on his door.
Nights feel eternal, but between travel, getting settled, and the last of the wedding preparations, the days have flown by so fast, I can hardly believe that tomorrow, at last, is the wedding.
Tomorrow we wed.
We wed, and then bed. Yes!
The girls have gone bike riding. My mother has been reading in her room. Saint and I spend our last free day on the island together, drinking Bloody Marys (me) and Aviator gin (him), diving into the waves and then lying out in the sun to get warm.
The sky is orange as the sun sets right now. I’m wet enough that my fingers are crinkled and as I float in the water, too tired to swim, I’m pretty sure I see a flat, dark-colored moving object swim beside me.
I freeze, hold my breath as it passes.
“Malcolm, there’s a stingray. Right here, it just grazed me. Holy shit! ”
I hurry out of the water, and instead of swimming away he dives into the water and swims forward, and after it.
He comes back up. “It’s a banded guitarfish.”
“Well, why are you following it?”
He laughs and slicks his hair back as he swims forward and comes to his feet. “It’s harmless, Rachel.”
I drop into the sand, clutching the towel to my chest. Sunlight gleams in his eyes as if it’s being reflected in water.
He wades out of the waves.
“You have no respect for predators,” I chide. “You’re absolutely irreverent. How do you even know it’s that kind of fish, Dr. Aquatics?”
“Snorkeling across the world. Swimming with sharks. The adrenaline, Rachel.” He shoots me a devil-may-care smirk.
My heart starts thudding, my mouth running dry. I miss him terribly. I miss the way his body talks to mine. The way he loves me with his hands and mouth.
His wet swim trunks cling to his powerful hips and thighs as he comes over; he looks powerful but fluid, chest broad and muscular, and agile. He is a man whose muscles were built testing out his thirst for adrenaline.
He drops down beside me, stretches his legs out, props himself up on his elbows, and gazes at the sky. I study the sky too, but only for a minute. I find the sight of him more interesting; in fact, I always seem to find myself constantly trying to read his thoughts. I study his confident profile and notice his mouth is curved humorously.
His head swings lazily to the side and he looks at me with a slightly rising eyebrow. Then he reaches out and strokes the damp tendrils from my face. It’s only one touch. One tiny touch of his two fingers on my hair. Strong, warm, familiar, and a little wet. A long, pleasant shiver overtakes me.
He just smiles, and I’m clinging desperately to my responsible, sensible self, who knows we will only have one, one, wedding night.
“Don’t seduce me, Sin.” I lift the towel so he can’t see how hard my nipples have gotten.
“Me?” He lifts his hands devilishly, a mischievous spark in his eye. “I’ve done nothing yet. Nothing that I really wanted to do.”
I feel my skin color. “You have that glint in your eye, Saint. I want the perfect wedding night with you.”
“And you’re going to get it.”
“So why are you leaning forward?”
He lifts his hand. “I’m pretending I don’t know what it feels like to do this.” He eases his fingers under my hair and plays with it naturally, casually.
I close my eyes and feel relaxation spreading through me. I try not to moan. “Good. Focus on that.”
“I can’t. I need some self-control not remembering what it’s like to nibble your ears. Right here. Where it drives me crazy.”
Dizzy with anticipation and excitement, I shiver.
“You like having your fun, don’t you?” I mock him playfully.
“I like having fun with my girl.”
“With me, or making fun of me and my wish for a perfect wedding night?”
He’s hard and I’m wet and we’re panting.
“What makes it perfect is you and me. I could have you ten times tonight and want you as much tomorrow.”
“All the women in my life have advised otherwise.”
“As the only man in your life, I strongly disagree,” he says, but seems to put the matter aside in good humor.
“I bet you do.”
When he laughs, he sounds so boyish. His laugh breaks off, and his eyes start to smolder with something beyond lust, and more like need. We stare at each other: Every time our eyes lock, I want his taste in my mouth.
He’s looking at me hotly.
As if he wants more than to taste.
He reaches out and tugs the knot at the nape of my neck. “I miss the sight of you.”
My bikini top unravels.
I reach for it.
“Don’t,” he gruffly commands.
His eyes lazily rove over me, like a feather’s touch on my skin.
He brushes a finger over the back of my neck, touching my body as naturally as he breathes. “You’re blushing.” He runs a finger down my cheek. Gone in a second. His eyes flick up to mine, and then he’s looking at me with an intense and secret expression. “By the time you let me have you again, you’ll be blushing even deeper.”
“Enjoy it while it lasts. The blushes. I can’t be a blushing old lady.”
“I rather hope you will be.”
“Nope. I need to be a composed old lady.”
“I’ll do my best to decompose my old lady as frequently as I can.”
God, I have a desperate urge to kiss his devil-sucks-my-dick-every-night smile.
Unable to resist, I kiss his lips, quickly, and feel him pat my ass as he gets up and we head for our rooms. “Decompose me after the wedding.”
“I’m planning to do much more than that.”
As we gather our towels, he looks at me and says, “Hey, I sent something to your room.”
My eyes widen. “What?”
“Why do you look so uncomfortable when I get you something?”
“I’m not used to it.”
He frowns. “I need to work on that.”
“Not you, I need to.”
“I plan to spoil you, Miss Saint . . . often.”
“I’m going to let you.”
He stares down at me with heated eyes. “Good.”
“And spoil you right back.”
“Have fun with it.”
“With what? Spoiling you?”
“That too.”
“Oh. My gift! What is it? A vibrator?”
He frowns. “Why would I want anything inside you other than me?” He tsks and taps a fingertip playfully to my temple. “This abstinence isn’t doing you good, Livingston.”