Married at 19

I got a text from Grayson saying the silly blond hair guy was planning to leave LA back to their place at Vancouver.

Why he always did stupid things? Oh god, what is he thinking???

I quickly grabbed my coat from the closet and rushed towards the garage. It was snowy day, so Ivy and Danish were playing outside. I could see several snowman from small to big where both of them built, I guess. Nick too, was here with them. But he just stood and watching the two of them.

"Hey, where are you going?" Ivy who was building a snowman with Danish in front of the porch asked me.

"Mommy!!!" My baby looked excited when saw me, well...ummm...maybe because I have been locking myself for two days in my room and hardly play with him.

I went closer to him then crouched in from of him, "I'm sorry baby, but mommy has to go." I said to him while fixing his coat a bit, making sure that he will not feeling cold with the weather. "But...where are you going, mommy?" He asked me confusedly with both of his cheeks appeared to be blush.

What should I tell him?

If I did tell him the truth, he'll insist to follow me, but I don't want to lie to him either.

"Mommy?" His small hand touched my right cheek that snapping me out from my thought.

"Mommy have to go somewhere." I gave him a quick peck. "I'll be back soon, I promise," I stood up on my feet again.

"But...."

I cut him in. "Ivy, please take care of him for awhile. I'll be back soon," without looking at my son, I went into my car in the garage without Ivy could even reply me.

Danish seemed a bit confused with the whole situation and also with my little sister because of me, acting a bit weird right now.

"Bella," Nick knocked on my car's window, "Be careful, okay, while driving. I heard there might be snowy hard later on,"

I gave him a smile, "I will be careful, thanks Nick." I closed the window by tapping the automatically button on the door's panel on the driver's side door.

I took a glance to my little baby then drove the car as fast as I could so I could stop the only man that I love from doing a stupid decision.

It was the first time I broke several rules why driving; driving over the speed limit, crash the traffic light while it was still red and even took the shortcut which supposed to be the opposite way. Luckily there was not so much cars at that time or I might be so much trouble,

Oh my god, what am I thinking?

Wait.....oh come on!!!

There was a traffic jam upfront and there was nothing I could do about it since this was the main road to go to the LAX airport.

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I hit the steering wheel with my head. "Why is this thing must be happen at this time?" My tears, started to burst out from my eyes with Nathan's face kept flashing on my mind.

Please don't leave me, Nathan....

I cried in the car, thinking that Nathan's flight might be departed now since it was already past 11.45 am. Now I couldn't never see him again and it was my fault for locking myself in the room. Nathan must be thinking that I was in love with Dylan and it was his fault Dylan took that bullet for him.