Chapter 67 Love can heal a broken soul
Ashutosh:
We had dinner and came to our room. Rudrani laid beside me and I observed her feeling nervous. I held her hand and pulled her near to me. "Why are you nervous, my love?"
"You told that we will go a bit forward today and I should do something which may make me feel uncomfortable, I am scared," Rudrani said holding my hands tightly. "Sweet heart, if you didn't want we shall not do anything. When you are comfortable, only then we shall try this. Now just relax and sleep my baby," I said softly to her. "No, I will do whatever you say. I want to overcome my fear," She said.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, Ashu!"
"Ok fine," I said and made her to lie on me.
She looked at me confused.
"Now unbutton my shirt and remove it," I said.
"What?" She said making shock visible on her face clearly.
"Do it, my love," I said sternly.
"Ashu, please I can't do it," she said.
"You are going to do it. Don't argue now," I said seriously.
I know she was very uncomfortable but I should make her do it. Because that's another way to make her adapt to my touch. She feel uncomfortable if I touch her but what if she touches me? May be she won't feel that insecure. Rudrani didn't react and lowered her eyes.
"Didn't I tell you to do something, Rudrani?" I asked in serious tone.
She was scared of my serious voice and unbuttoned my shirt.
"Kiss me on my face, then neck and my body," I ordered again.
She shook her head in no.
"Ok, fine. You are not going to do what I say. Then I will stop all these trials. If you won't cooperate, I can't help you. If you really want to be free from this fear, do whatever I say," I said.
"Sweet heart, I am your Ashu. Your husband who loves you a lot and loved by you. Express your love on your Ashu in actions now. Do it, sweety," I said caressing her hairs. She nodded but didn't react.
"Okay, if you are really uncomfortable, then let's not to it, sweety. I don't want to make you more uncomfortable. Sleep now," I said and tried to make her sleep beside me. "No, I will do it," Rudrani said taking a deep breathe.
After few minutes, she kissed on my face. She kissed my eyes, cheeks, fore head and lips. She kissed my neck and then started kissing my body.
"Touch me, sweet heart as I did with you," I said in a calm voice.
"What?" She asked feeling awkward.
I smiled and made her touch my body with her fingers. Slowly I made her lie on my bare chest. After few minutes, I slid her down and came top of her.
"Today you will see another side of me, romantic Ashu," I winked at her.
She looked at me nervously.
"I love you," she whispered.
"I love you and now I will love you more," I said.
She pouted understanding the hidden meaning in my words making me chuckle.
I placed sweet kisses all over her face. Then I placed a wet kiss on her cleavage.
"What are you doing?" She asked innocently.
"I am busy in loving my wife," I said and she became calm. I observed her face and confirmed she is smiling and not hurt or scared.
I placed few more wet kisses on her. I nibbled her nipple making her feel a new sensation. I circled another nipple with
Ashu, cool down. Don't let yourself lose control.
I told to myself and took a deep breathe.
"Ashu, stop it for today," My love said slowly.
tongue and then used my lips to cherish her beauty. She moaned making me crazy.
"No, let me do what I want to do, my love. Whatever I do, it's only to heal you, baby," I said softly caressing her hairs. She nodded.
I showed my love on her bosoms and she intertwined her fingers with mine. She tightened her grip on my hand telling me that she is enjoying new sensations in her.
I kissed her bosoms, belly and navel crazily. I played and teased her a bit more today. I untied the thread of her petticoat and she gasped.
"Ashu, please...." She tried to stop me by taking away my hands from removing her petticoat.
"Do you want to see my anger, sweet heart?" I said seriously.
I know she is uncomfortable but being a doctor, I know well how to make her normal. If I leave whenever she say no, surely she won't become fine ever. I should behave a bit seriously to make her calm and cooperate with me to heal her. I know when to stop and what not to do.
"No," she said pouting.
"Then stay calm whatever I do. If you stop me one more time, I will stop all this and you can't overcome your fears anytime," I warned her.
She nodded.
"Relax my love. I am your Ashu. I won't harm you at any cost. I will do everything slowly but constantly. You should cooperate with me. Your Ashu loves you so much and your pain is his pain. So, your husband will love you but won't give you any pain," I said kissing her eyes.
She smiled sweetly. I took it as a sign to proceed and removed her petticoat. She is half nude before me. I kissed her legs and feet.
I slept beside her and she tried to wear her clothes.
"No, don't wear them back. Just sleep on my barechest like that. You will get habituated to it. Come into my arms, doll," I said opening my arms.
She came and rested on my bare chest embarrassing.
"Ashu, I want to wear my clothes," she asked me.
"I said no. Sleep like that," I said covering both of us with blanket.
I started patting her bare back and kissing her neck to put her to sleep. After sometime, she slept hugging me.
"I love you, my sweet heart. You are so cute and sweet. I will do anything to keep you happy forever but I will never lose you or make you cry."
I said to my sleeping baby and kissed her forehead. In the morning, I woke up before her to start my punishment to impress my sadistic wife. I cleaned the dishes and started making breakfast. My wife entered into the kitchen and was in shock looking at me.
"Ashu, what are you doing?"
"I am doing household works as ordered by my sadsitic wife," I replied.
"Ashu, I told it for fun. Please leave, I will do everything. If mom and dad sees you doing these works, they will misunderstand me. I am not really serious in saying so," She said trying to send me out of the kitchen.
"Wait, baby. First thing is mom and dad went to medical tour again for one month. They will be visiting different countries and are busy with it. So, you no need to worry about them. Though you are serious or not but I am serious to do all these works for you as you told me," I said to her.
"Oh so mom and dad are not at home. Ok then do everything correctly. Make breakfast and then clean everything. You need to wash clothes too," she said in a dramatic tone.
I kept the vegetables which I was chopping aside.
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"What did you say?" I said faking seriousness.
My love got scared noticing seriousness in my tone. She moved back. I pinned her to the wall. I touched her cheek with my thumb making her close her eyes.
"Let me first clean your lips, baby," I said touching her lips with my tongue. I kissed every inch of her lips carefully. My tigress lost in my kiss and frozen at her place. I had my favourite dessert and then started my punishment. "Poor Ashu, here there is no one to save you from your tigress wrath," I mumbled in the way audible to my wife.
"Ashu, If you keep on complaining against me, I will increase your punishment. I won't allow you to kiss me," My tigress said smirking.
"Do you really think that you can stop me from kissing my wife?" I asked her.
"Yes of course, I can," she said.
"Try it, baby!" I said.
"Now you will be punished by me through giving you the most unforgettable kiss ever," I said smirking.
"No, Ashu, please," She said and I walked to her and she ran from there.
"Stop it, my love. You can't escape from your sweet monkey. If you didn't stop and I catch you, I will be kissing you whole day making it our kiss day," I said huskily.
"Catch me, my dear monkey. Let me see," She said playing with me.
I remembered my love who lost her happiness and charm in the initial days of our marriage. She used to get scared of me and used to talk very less. But, now I am very happy to see this type of childish behaviour and naughtiness in my love. I love when she teases, scolds and plays with me. If she is silent or dull, I feel as if I miss something in my life. I will never frighten her with my temper and will make her more jovial and playful. These days she even forgot that she is an acid attack survivor. I succeeded in making her feel special. She is my princess forever.
I chased her and finally caugh her. I pulled her into my lap and kissed her face. I made her lie on the sofa and kissed her neck and cleavage. I started removing her sari and she stopped me.
"Ashu, not now, please. I have college," she said cutely.
"Didn't I tell you that I will kiss you whole day if I catch you? You should have thought about college before, baby," I said and started kissing and squeezing her bosoms. She moaned and gave in to my sweet torture. I placed several kisses and gave a small sweet hickey on her bosom and she hit me on my shoulder for that. I gave her another hickey for hitting me and she pouted making me chuckle.
"I love you, Ashu," she mumbled while I was busy in kissing her madly.
"I love you too, my doll," I said and made her wear her sari properly again. I took her into my lap and kissed her again.
Suddenly, I got the smell of over cooked dish from the kitchen which I forgot in kissing my wife. My tigress glared at me and I ran to the kitchen but my dish was already spoiled.
"You had your dessert but now I am hungry. What should I have?" She asked me.
"Have me, baby. I won't stop you," I said naughtily.
"Idiot monkey, I am hungry. Prepare something for me within half an hour or I will cry as my husband is not giving food to me and starving me. I will complain to mom and dad," she said. What? Am I not giving food to her? Ashu, do something to stop your love from becoming a cry baby. Prepare something delicious for her.
I took pasta packet and milk. My wife was starring at me folding her hands. I smiled at her and started preparing white sauce cheesy pasta for her. After half an hour, I completed it and fed her. "Ashu, it's yummy," she said and had it by feeding me too. We completed the break fast and I dropped her at her college.
"Sweety, I will send driver in the evening to drop you at our home. Take care," I said and kissed on her forehead.
In the evening, I am talking to my friend who is in Police Department regarding that idiots who uploaded nude videos of girls.
"No, they shouldn't be out at any cost. They must be punished."
"I love you, my dear husband," I heard Rudrani's voice while hugging me from back and kissing my cheek.
"Ashu, I will talk to you later," my friend Vijay said hearing her words and the sound of her kiss on the phone. "Okay," I said disconnecting the call.
I turned towards her and broke the kiss.
"Stay away from me! Are you out of your mind, Rudrani? Can't you see what am I doing? I am discussing an important issue and you disturbed everything," I scolded her and her eyes filled with tears.
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"I am sorry," she said and went into the room.
Seeing her tears, my heart melted and thought to console her but I got a call from the lawyer who is dealing with the case. I received the call and then went out on the work without consoling her.
On my way to home, I brought ice cream and roses for my love for scolding her. She might be very angry with me. I know she was so hurt as I told her to stay away from me.
Ashu, you should think before you speak. Definitely she was hurt. You are very stupid sometimes.
I cursed myself and reached home. I went to my room and saw her sleeping closing her eyes. I am sure she didn't sleep yet. I didn't dare to talk to her, so I went to the hall. I found a chit on the dining table.
"I am sorry, Ashu. I really didn't notice that you were on call at that time. I won't make you angry by behaving so again. Please don't ask me to stay away from you. I don't like it.
Dinner is ready, please have it. Don't be angry with food.
Your Love!! "
I smiled at her chit. I had food calmly and then went to my love. I sat beside her on the bed and looked at her. She was not facing me and closed her eyes. I found stressed formations of skin on her forehead. I slowly touched her forehead and she shivered. Confirming that she was awake, I pulled her into my lap.
"Sorry baby, I shouldn't shouted at you. I am discussing about those idiots who uploaded those videos on internet with the officer who is dealing with it and you just behaved a bit childishly that made me angry. I thought to console you but as lawyer called me, I went to meet him.
I won't scold you again. Please forgive your Ashu. Your husband is really mad sometimes," I said caressing her hairs to pamper her.
She didn't speak anything.
"Sorry doll for asking you to stay away from me, I love you so much. Please talk to me. I can't bear if you are silent," I said.
"Are you not angry with me now?" She asked slowly.
"No I am not angry with you now," I said hugging her to me closer.
"I cried a lot when you asked me to stay away from you. If you are angry, I will bear it but never talk like that," she said resting her head on me and clutching my shirt.
"I won't speak so again in life."
I said and kissed her.
"I am sleepy. Let me sleep," she said.
"Why? Did you take pills again?" I asked making her look into my eyes.
"No, I didn't take pills. I am tired. Actually I was upset today. But you didn't let me share it with you."
She said and immediately I made her to face me. I cupped her face with concern.
"I am so sorry, my love. Tell me what happened?" I asked her softly regretting for not understanding her mood.
"That professor misbehaved with me again saying he will make you leave me at any cost," she said in a dull voice.
"I think my warning didn't work. This time I will make sure that he never dares to come in your way ever," I said gritting my teeth.
"No, it's okay. I complained against him to college administration. Let me deal with him," she said and I nodded.
I don't like to interfere in everything amd sometimes I want her to deal with the issues by herself. It makes me feel proud of my wife.
"Sweet heart, don't worry, nothing can separate us."
"But I noticed confidence in his voice. I don't know what is he planning against me. Whatever I won't let anyone come between us," she said hugging me.
I remembered few photos of Rudrani with a guy which I received in a courier before few days. I tried to trace out the sender but the sender was anonymous. Now I understood who sent it. It's my wife, Rudrani. But why did she do so? To test my trust or love? What's up in her mind? I didn't ask her anything because I decided to stay calm until she asks me directly.
"Sweety, I brought ice cream for you," I said.
"Wow, give me," she asked mocking a child.
I gave roses to her and then fed her the icecream. She slept peacefully. Why is she so mysterious sometimes? I don't feel that she is saying truth about her professor. I feel something is wrong. Is she testing my love for her? But already I have proved many times my love and trust for her.