Love that heals

Ashutosh:

I was talking to my lovely wife and suddenly Rudhrani dragged me to our terrace with a blind fold. She held my hands carefully and took me to the terrace. Rudhrani removed my blindfold. I opened my eyes and looked around. I was surprised seeing the terrace which was beautiful with decoration.

Candles and lights were decorated everywhere. In the centre, there was a table which was covered with a white table cloth. Petals of rose were scattered on the table cloth. Dishes and plates were arranged. Rose fragrance made me feel as if I was in a rose garden. I smiled and looked at her and suddenly everything went dark as lights were switched off. Only the light illuminated from the candles made her face visible to me. She is beautiful with a glow in her eyes. I heard a soothing romantic music and looked towards the direction. Projector was switched on and words appeared on it.

"Ashu, I never thought that this day will come in my life. I never dreamt about love or marriage. Especially I couldn't believe that I fell in love with a person whom I thought was a pervert.

Ashu, you are amazing. You showed me what is true love. You gave a new hope to my life. Love is not staying together when everything is alright but standing with loved one in the storm. You entered into the storm which I was facing alone. You joined in my battle of life by making me courageous and giving me a feel that I too have someone who loves me unconditionally.

You loved me even after knowing my insecurities and phobia. You were patient with me though I hurt you many times knowingly and unknowingly. You gave a loving family to me when I felt I was alone in this world. You accepted me as I am and changed yourself to keep me happy and never asked me to change though you hate few qualities in me. Thank you for everything.

And Now I want to say......."

The screen went blank. Rudhrani looked at me with nervousness on her face.

"I love you," Rudhrani said.

"I don't know how to propose. I don't know expressing my feelings because no one wanted to know my feelings. If you can forgive and forget those moments where I hurt and behaved rudely with you, I want to ask you something," Rudhrani said cutely.

My tigress was blushing and nervous. Wonderful scene to watch. I couldn't take off my eyes from her.

"You are never wrong, Rudhrani. It's not that I hate few qualities in you but it's just that our opinions are different which led to a conflict. You showed the behaviour which I didn't expect from you as you are my wife.

Frankly speaking, as a husband, I expected you to obey my words but when you refused to that, my male ego was hurt. I thought to be harsh to you. But, when I gave a thought to the things that happened between us, I felt you did nothing wrong. If you stood on your decision, it didn't mean that you disrespected me. I know I have two options - I can either be harsh to you for my male ego and break your heart or I can love you more than before and make you completely fall for me which in return makes you regret your act and apologize me. In second option, I can earn your love and my male ego also gets satisfied. So, I chose it. Finally I succeeded as you confessed and apologised me," I said to tease her.

I got ready to get scolding and a frown from my cute wife. Instead she smiled.

"If you are going to give me this love forever, I am ready to apologize and fall in love with you everyday because I don't have ego," Rudhrani said.

"Second one is okay because I will make you fall for me everyday but I don't want these lips to apologize me. I want these lips to give me my strawberry sundae or to say I love you to me. Anyways now tell me what you want to ask me," I asked cupping her soft cheeks.

"Will you... Be.. With... Me.. Forever?" She asked in a low voice stammering.

"I will be with you till my last breath and I promised that to myself in the moment I married you."

"I love you," Rudrani said hugging me.

This was the moment of my life. I felt happy to know that Rudrani want me to be with her forever. I kissed her lips deeply to which she responded with same passion.

"Will you be with me forever? Will you be with your monkey forever?" I asked and she smiled.

"Is your smile the answer?" I asked.

"Yes because you are the reason behind my smile. I will never leave you as long as I am alive because I will have no reason to live if you are not with me," She said still staying staying in my arms happily.

I took her to the table and served food to her.

"I will do that," She said immediately.

"I love to serve food to my wife and feed her," I said stopping her.

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I served food and I fed her. She too fed me with lots of love. I never want this time to pass.

We had dinner and sat on the sofa. I held her in my arms making her to sit in my lap.

"Ashu, didn't you read my diary?" Rudrani asked.

"No but how did you find the diary?"

"In the morning, I cleaned our wardrobe and reorganized it. I found my diary in the lower shelf. Why didn't you read it?"

"I want you to share yourself about you. I didn't want to know it by any other means," I said interwining my fingers with her fingers and playing with them. Rudrani smiled which has no feel.

"Ashu, In my childhood, I was craved for parents love but dad hated me and never gave any love. Mom used to obey dad in everything even in treating her children badly. I was grown up in such environment where everyday I was abused and harassed.

In my third standard, my class teacher advised me to focus on my education, so that I can come out of the evil clutches of these girl discrimination. I didn't understand what she said except that if I study my situation will become better. I focused on my studies but my father's friend's misbehavior sent me into depression.

Until seventh standard, I was in depression and didn't mingle with anyone. Later, Sanjay joined in my school. He became my friend who motivated me a lot. His parents treated me as their daughter and I experienced the love of parents which I missed from my parents. Till tenth standard, Sanjay and his family supported and helped me a lot. After that, on some business purpose, his family shifted to the US. I missed them a lot. Sanjay promised me that he will call me every week but it never happened. I thought he forgot me and no one truly loves me. From that day, I stopped developing attachment with anyone. He was my only friend in my life. I mean apart from you," she said reading my mind.

"The day I met Sanjay after many years, I realised that Sanjay and his family tried to contact me but my dad didn't inform that to me.

Ashu, I chose to help Sanjay at any cost because I know how the depression kills a person every second. They helped me when I needed it the most. Now Sanjay needed my help, so I decided to help h whatever it may cost for me. Do you think I am wrong?"

"No, you did the right thing. But I regret not being with you at that time. No problem, I will be with you in your every trouble to turn it into a blessing."

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"I thought you are one of the idiots of this world when I first met you," Rudrani said.

"What do you think now?"

"You are the only idiot in this world."

"Yes your one and only idiot," I said kissing her.

"You are the best, Ashu. You made my life the best too," she said.

We were talking and after sometime Rudrani slept leaning on my shoulder. I smiled looking her cute sleeping face. I lifted her in my arms and placed her on the bed. I covered her with the blanket and turned towards her observing her cute face, beautiful eyes, strawberry sundae lips, small nose and soft cheeks.

"Ashu, you have license to watch me throughout our life. Now it's time to sleep," Rudrani murmured closing her eyes.

"How do you know that I am seeing and didn't you sleep?"

"Monkey, how can you see my beautiful eyes if I close them? I didn't sleep. I just wanted to see how will you wake me up to bring me to room. But, you didn't even try to wake me up and brought me to room in bridal style. You are too sweet than I expected," Rudrani said with a pout and hugged me.

God, this girl is showing different versions to me everyday. However every version is just amazing. I reciprocated the cuddling and went into deep sleep.

In the morning, I dropped her at college and picked her in the evening. I went to get fresh up and when I came back I heard her phone conversation.

"No, I can't ask Ashu about it again. It's not that he will say no but I feel guilty to ask him. If he give a look that reflects doubt on my words, I can't stand before him. I didn't want any disturbance now. I am happy with Ashu and his love. I can't even allow a small disturbance to enter between us again," Rudrani said.

What happened to Rudrani? Is everything okay? Why is she guilty and what is that she is hesitating to ask me? What is the issue that creates disturbance between me and my love? I think I should talk to her directly.