Love that heals

Rudrani:

I was surprised with Ashu's love and trust. Can someone be this sweet and loving? I wish I could meet him much earlier in my life. Ashu was changing my perspective on marriage and husband.

I realised Ashu's feeling to kiss me but I don't know why did he give up his idea of kissing me. Maybe he thought that it might hurt me as my mood is not good. Ashu thought to go for convincing Artika but I stopped him and gave my first kiss with full of love to him. I was shocked too for taking such an initiative of kissing Ashu as I was a shy girl. This monkey is changing me.

I broke the kiss and Ashu looked at me shockingly. His eyes went wide with shock. I sat on the bed innocently after being a bit naughty with my monkey husband.

"Did you kiss me in French style?" Ashu asked me.

"What do you mean, Ashu? What is French style kiss, Ashu?" I asked as innocently as possible to tease him but being my Ashu, he is too naughty than me and I can never match him in craziness.

"So, you don't know what is a French kiss. My dear sweet naughty wife, it's tough to explain what is a French style kiss in words. It can be clearly explained only in action," Ashu said coming near to me. "Ashu, no. You can't kiss me without my permission," I said with a smirk.

"Permission? Just few minutes back, you gave that permission to me my love," Ashu said.

I moved back thinking not to allow him to take that dessert from me so quickly. Unfortunately I lost balance and fallen on the bed. Ashu came closer to me and he is almost on top of me though he took care not to trouble me by coming too close. Actually he laid beside me but kept his face near to my face. Ashu touched my lower lip with his forefinger making me shiver. God, what was happening to me? Usually I hate even if a boy shake hand with me in a friendly manner because of my past and mistrust on that gender. Today, I was feeling opposite sensations. I was enjoying his touch and I want Ashu to kiss me. Maybe Ashu is right, I may change and come out of my trauma with his love and sweetness. Ashu moved his finger around my lips in a circular motion. I looked into his eyes and he raised his eyebrows teasing me. I bent my eyes to avoid meeting with his most beautiful wide and sharp eyes which has power to make girls fall for him. No wonder in Artika feeling jealous of me. After all who can take easily of losing this gem Ashu who is handsome, intelligent and most importantly too loving, very caring and his trust on his wife is unshakable. "These pink lips are so cute and soft. Often these lips were compared with rose petals but I don't think your lips suits those comparison," Ashu said in a husky voice making me gulp audibly.

Ashu smiled at my blushing and unknown fear caused due to his sensual touch and romantic talk.

"Your lips are like my favorite strawberry sundae," Ashu said and I was confused with his comparison. "Do you want to know why?"

I nodded.

"I will tell you the reason but you will blush more. At your own risk, I will tell you," Ashu said moving his tongue over my lips in a circular form. Suddenly fear occupied my heart one more time though I enjoyed his intimacy till now. "I love strawberry sundae as it's juicy, creamy, cool and delicious. Your lips are also juicy, creamy, cool and delicious. I eat sundae without leaving even a drop and my friends teases me for that. I think from now I won't carve for that sundae because I can have it whenever I want by savoring your lips. Don't stop me till I release you from my kiss," Ashu said.

"No," I said with tears.

Ashu wiped my tears away.

"Don't scare, you will not get hurt by me. You trust me, isn't it?"

"Yes, completely," I answered.

"Then just look into my eyes. Observe every emotion on my face while kissing you. You will find immense love on you and truthfulness in that love. Just think that this is a new kind of promise which a husband makes to his wife. Now, let me kiss you," Ashu said and placed his lips on mine.

Ashu kissed me slowly at first and then deepened his kiss. Ashu tried to make me open my mouth to kiss more deeply. I clutched the bed sheet. I didn't want to stop him because my heart wanted him to kiss me but still my body was unable to accept this. My tears were flowing down my eyes. Few nails pierced into my palm letting drops of metallic tasted red liquid out. Ashu stopped kissing me and sat on the bed. I cried again for being unable to give him even a deep kiss which he expected from his wife and initiated by me.

Ashu held my wrist and made me sit on the bed. He checked my palm and kissed the place where I injured myself and wiped my tears. He pressed the injury to stop the blood flow.

"I am sorry. Maybe that's why doctor said I can never change," I said.

"It's okay, baby. I just tried to kiss you to see your reaction. I am not only your husband but also a doctor. We are going to change your doctor. I know how to handle this situation. Leave it to me and just do what I suggest. I am sure you will be able to get out of your fears soon," Ashu answered.

"Are you sure that I can be able to get rid of this phobia?"

"Yes, you can. I trust my love for you. Love can do wonders and I will prove it to you by making you accept me," Ashu said caresssing my hairs.

"Hope so and I really didn't want to hurt you for loving me," I said.

"If you didn't want to hurt me then stop hurting yourself because you are my life," Ashu said and I smiled.

"Okay, now let me check what my devil friend Artika is doing. I will talk to her and will be back to you."

Ashu went to Artika and I was observing everything from upstairs. I don't know how Ashu will deal with her now.

"Artika, I am sorry on behalf of my wife. She shouldn't have raised hand at you but she was a bit upset. Please understand," Ashu said.

"What is this Ashu? What does she think about herself? If you didn't marry her, she didn't even deserve to be a maid in your home. She is worth for nothing. How dare she is to slap me? I am not going to leave her in any case," Artika said. "Shut up, Artika. Rudrani is my wife. Don't talk bull shit. No one can do anything to her until I am with her."

"Ashu, if you want me to forgive her, tell her to apologise me or I will complain against her to the police. They will teach her how to respect me," Artika said looking at me.

"Look Artika, you can't blackmail my wife saying that you will complain against her. I know how to save her," Ashu said seriously.

"Ashu, Rudrani has done wrong. What's wrong in apologising Artika? Please Ashu, don't drag it," Tina said to convince Ashu.

"No, Rudrani is not going to apologize her," Ashu said.

"Ashu, it's ok. Artika is your friend. It's my fault to behave rudely with her. I will apologise her," I said.

"Who told you to come here, Rudrani? You no need to do anything. Just go to our room," Ashu said.

"Please Ashu, I didn't want you to break friendship for me. It makes me feel guilty. Please Ashu," I requested him.

"Artika, I am really sorry. I shouldn't behave like that with you," I apologized her.

"What do you think about yourself, Rudrani? Do you think you are a queen? I used to throw money on the faces of beggars like you. Do you know who am I? Do you know my status? My father is a Central Minister and my mom is one of the top most entrepreneur in India. I will show my power now. Within seconds, your parental family will be in the jail," Artika said dialing her mobile.

"Artika, please it's my fault. Don't trouble my family," I said holding her hand to stop her calling someone.

"How dare you to touch me, you idiot," Artika raised her hand to slap me. I closed my eyes but hearing Ashu's voice, I opened my eyes.

Ashu held Artika's hand.

"Drop your hand, Artika. You have no right to talk or behave as you want with my wife. She may be wrong in slapping you but it's you who started it firstly.

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Why didn't you mind your business rather than interfering in my married life all the time? No woman would tolerate if another girl asks her husband to sleep with her but Rudrani tolerated for me. Still she is trying to be polite to you but you lost the respect by abusing her all the time. You may be in a position to throw money but Rudrani is not in a position to beg before you. If you know the value of money or people, you would never throw the notes on the faces of a beggar. You often forget people who are below your level are also humans.

You asked me many times why do I love Rudrani over you. Now I will answer your question. Rudrani values every person and understands them well. People may degrade their level but she never cross her limits. Even now though you were flirting her husband, she felt wrong to slap you and apologised you.

Leave the issue here, Artika. Otherwise I know how to save my wife and her parents from you. I think you know me well. I will be cool until the people whom I love are happy but if you try to suffer them, I will go to any extent to save them and teach a lesson to you," Ashu warned Artika.

"For you, I am leaving your so called wife." Artika said and left the home along with Tina and Ahmed.

"Look, this is the reason why I told you not to apologise her. Did you promise yourself not to listen to any of my words?" Ashu started scolding me seriously.

God, he is really angry. I should have listened to him. However, it's so cute to know that my husband hates if someone degrades me. He loves me a lot and he won't allow anyone to hurt me. I usually get angry if someone shouts at me but his shouting at me especially which is because of love for me is making me smile. I smiled.

"You," Ashu was about to say something but stopped noticing my smile.

"Why are you smiling now? Is Artika's bullshit is a kind of fun for you? Rudrani, I am trying not to scold you but you are irritating me. You should listen to me, understand?" Ashu said.

Why is he so cute even when he is angry? How can his lips speak sweetly to me and rude to others? Lips, I remembered kissing him. My sweet first kiss. I blushed remembering that.

"Hello, are you here? Why are you giving opposite reactions? Are you gone mad?"

"Yes because of you," I replied.

"As a doctor, I want to cure that madness. I know the cure to your madness," Ashu said.

"Really? What is that?"

"I am the only cure to your madness, baby," he said winking his eye.

I felt blessed in his love but I was scared of our future. Will this love stay forever though I can't fulfill his desires? What if he gets fed up with my attitude after sometime? How can I stop my husband changing or leaving me? I must accept him, I shouldn't deny his love and desires but how can I do this?