Love that heals

Rudrani:

Ashutosh's words and behavior were very hurting. He tries to dominate me. I was injured and returned home, but instead of caring for me, he shouted at me.

His behavior showed that he didn't love me. I am nothing to him. He has sympathy for me but not love. It was irritating to see him pretending love for me.

"I am sorry, love. It's my mistake to shout at you and frighten you. I promise that I won't hurt you again. Please, give me your most pleasant smile," Ashutosh said holding his ears to pacify me. My patience was dead, and anger took over me.

"Why can't you understand if I say to you that I hate you? I hate you, Ashutosh," I said pretending anger instead of grief.

"Okay, my dear wife. You hate me. I understood that, but your hatred for me can't change my love for you. I love you and will love you forever," he said and tried to kiss my forehead.

I stopped him by pushing him away. I felt disgusting remembering him kissing Artika with those lips. Does he think a kiss is something given to anyone? What will he do if I kiss someone as he does? Will he forgive me? He will be angry with

me.

He came near to me again, and this time he pinned me to the bed coming on top of me. He held my hands with his one hand. I struggled to get free from his hold, but he touched me sensually. I closed my eyes unintentionally with his touch. "Baby, I understood that my behavior is not right for you from last two days. I regret my misbehavior. If you don't like me getting close to you, I won't trouble you. I won't kiss you until you feel to kiss me," he said and freed me from his grip. I sat on the bed while staring at him.

"Rudrani, by nature I am a bit commanding. I didn't have the intention to dominate you as you are a woman or my wife. I usually don't like my family or friends not following my words. They were accustomed to my nature and tolerated me. I often fail in showing my love as my anger overtakes my love. The same thing happened between us.

I should have inquired you the reason for being late to home softly but I showed off my tension in a wrong way, i. e., I shouted at you. Please, baby, forget it. We will sort out our misunderstandings slowly. Just trust me once. I love you," Ashutosh said again fueling my anger.

"Will you stop chanting I love you all the time. They are the most stupid words to hear in my life. I hate those words," I said rudely.

I wanted to cry hard that too hugging Ashu who broke my heart. I wanted to hug the one who betrayed me. I don't know why fate is this harsh towards me. Everyone hates me. Can I ever gain the love of anyone in my life? Why does everyone hate me without my fault?

Instead of getting angry, he smiled at me.

"Okay, let me try those words in another language as you don't like I love you," Ashu said.

First, I didn't understand what he meant, but later I felt to smile for his sick joke. Why can't I stay angry with him?

I didn't reply him and took a blanket from the wardrobe. I tried to set the blanket on the floor with my one hand to sleep.

"May I know why are you playing with that blanket?" Ashu asked.

Playing? Am I playing? Of course, he loves to play with my feelings, and he may think that I am playing too. I scolded him in my mind.

Ashu took the blanket from my hand.

"Tell me what you want to do with this blanket, and I will help you," he said.

"I want to sleep. I didn't want to share the bed with you," I said.

"Okay," he said and set the blanket and pillow for me on the floor.

I was about to sleep, but he stopped me.

"Rudrani, you sleep on the bed. I will settle on the floor. Your hand and feet were injured. You can't sleep on the ground, and the weather is also cold outside," he said and slept on the floor. "But Ashu....."

"I am tired. Please don't argue now and let us resume our fight in the morning," Ashu said inviting slumber.

I slept on the bed. In the morning, I woke up and noticed Ashu touching my hand and feet. I stayed silent trying to know what he was doing. I understood that he removed the bandage and examined my injuries. He cleaned the wounds and wrapped them. He kissed my hand and feet. After few minutes, I opened my eyes, and he was there talking on his mobile.

"No Tina, I can't come to college for two or three days. Rudrani was met with an accident yesterday. I can't leave her alone at home," Ashu said.

I smiled, but it soon faded away with his next lines.

"Don't say this to Artika. She will get hurt. Tell her that I went on a trip with my family planned by mom and dad. Take care of Artika," he said and disconnected the call.

"Good morning, sweetheart. Get fresh up. I will bring coffee and breakfast to our room," he said with a smile.

"It's okay, I will go downstairs," I said.

"No, you are not allowed to go downstairs," he stated in an authoritative voice, but soon he changed his voice.

"I mean Rudrani; your feet were hurt. So you can't walk. Please stay in our room, and I will bring whatever you want to our room," he said.

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Devil Rudrani woke up in me. I wanted to see how much he can act. I wanted to keep a check on his action today. I will show him that I am not in a position to sympathize and didn't want his fake love. "Okay, Ashu. Bring a cup of tea for me," I said as if I am ordering him, but he nodded without reacting.

He brought tea and breakfast for me. He had his breakfast with me.

"I will get ready," I said.

"For what?" Ashu asked.

"I am going to college."

"No Rudrani, how can you walk and write. Take rest for three days. It will cure."

"I have to bring few books from the library. I have internals in the next week," I said.

"Okay, then I will drop you and will wait for you in the premises of your college. Give me a missed call as soon as you finish your work. I will pick you from college," Ashu said.

I agreed, and we went to my college.

Ashutosh:

I waited for one hour, but Rudrani didn't call me. I thought to go home but what if she calls me when I return home? It's better to wait for her. It was afternoon, and still, there is no information from her. I went to her college. Watchman didn't allow me to go inside and her mobile was switched off again. I waited for her outside the college as a fool.

In the evening, I went inside the college, and her friends said that Rudrani left in the morning itself taking books from the library. I went to my home and found her watching TV in our room. She looked at me.

"Where were you till now?" Rudrani asked innocently.

"Don't act, Rudrani. Don't you know where am I till now?" I asked her.

"How can I know? I didn't appoint any spy to notice your every move," she said sarcastically.

I controlled my anger not to commit the same mistake of shouting at her again.

"Why didn't you call me when you finished your work?" I asked.

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"I called you," Rudrani said.

"But, I didn't receive any call from you."

"I called you on Whatsapp," she said to which I was shocked.

"Why will I check Whatsapp all the time? Why can't you give a missed call to my mobile?"

"My mobile has no balance."

"Okay fine, I will recharge through online now," I said and recharged her mobile.

"Rudrani, did you have your food and medicines?"

"Yes!" She replied.

"I will come after having my food. I am damn hungry," I said.

"But I thought you would have food outside with your friends. So, I gave food to our maid for her children. If you want, I will prepare food for you," Rudrani said. "No, it's okay. Take rest. Do we have fruits at home? I will eat fruits."

"I ate fruits as I felt hungry after having lunch."

"I will have food at the hotel and will bring fruits for you. Do you want anything else?" I asked though I understood she did everything intentionally.

Damn it, what's her problem? Why is she trying to hurt me? If I say few words in anger, it doesn't mean I don't love her.

"Ashu, if you go out, who will take care of me? There's no one at our home if I need something," she said blinking her eyes and acting innocence.

She came by herself to home from college. Why can't she manage herself if I go to a hotel? I decided not to say anything to her though I realized that she is trying to hurt me.

"Okay fine, baby. I won't go anywhere. I will get out of my hunger with your help. Now you are going to drive away from my hunger with your beauty," I said seductively to irritate her.

I ordered food through online without her notice. I went towards her. She was in sleeping position on the bed, and her eyes showed fear with my sudden move. Why is she frightened? Why will I force her when she is mine for a lifetime. Anyways I should find out the reason behind my girl's sadistic behavior.