SWNOVELS Chapter 40
Chapter 40
Jace.
[Warning; Mature content ahead)
I have been lying in this bed for as long as I can remember.
I knew it would hurt but I didn’t know to what extent. I can’t believe she is never coming back again. I love her. I love my mother so much despite her mistakes. Apart from when I lost Ana, this is the most traumatizing feeling I have ever endured.
After the attack yesterday, the doctors were able to stabilize the poison, and thanks to my strong wolf who helped me heal faster.
I didn’t wanna come home, so I told them that I didn’t want to see anyone just yet. At dawn when I came home, I found Ana and our son waiting for me, and I hate that I ignored them demanding space.
Now I feel more awful.
Liam doesn’t understand what is happening, and it’s definitely not my mate’s fault. I can feel how quiet the house is, and I know it’s because of
mc.
Still in thought, the door is slowly pushed open, and I instantly close my eyes faking sleep. I hate myself for doing this.
The silent steps approach the bed and stop in front of me.
My heart sinks.
The smell of his tears makes me open my eyes, and I believe I am stupi d.
“Daddy… you don’t want me and mummy?” He breaks down and I quickly scoop him from the floor. He is a baby and doesn’t understand grief. How can I make him think that for f u c k sake?
“No baby, no. I was just tired and wanted some rest, I am okay now” I whisper k*ssing his hair and cradling him on my chest. Goddess, I can only imagine how Ana is feeling. I didn’t mean to neglect them, not again.
“I love you so much baby, you and your mummy. I love you guys a lot, okay?” Liam wipes his face with the back of his hand, and I quickly do it
for him.
“Don’t be sad anymore” He whispers and I frantically nod.
“I won’t baby, I promise I bury his face in my chest and hold him tightly. It doesn’t take long before he starts releasing soft snores.
Jace. I can’t do anything right. I was supposed to redo his room and get him the stuff he wanted. He must feel let down. I will do it the first. thing tomorrow morning. For now, I have to make sure my mate is okay. Before that though, I need a short shower because I haven’t had one since yesterday, and I hate it.
Exiting the bathroom, I find Ana sitting on the bed with her face down. It’s like she is scared of my reaction, and this breaks my heart. It’s the same reaction my son gave me.
“Baby,” I whisper kneeling in front of her, and her eyes immediately
Water.
“I am sorry for coming here, I know you want space but I miss you” Ana mumbles, and her sad tone makes me feel so f u c k i n g guilty.
“Come here, sweetheart” I lift her and sit her on my lap.
“I am sorry baby, sorry for making you feel unwanted, I didn’t mean to” I k*ss her temple and she quickly adjusts on my lap to face me.
“I know, I know Jace. I am not blaming you” Goddess gave me the most understanding girl to ever exist. I wish I knew ways to make her more happy. She deserves the world and much more.
“I love you, okay? You and our son Ana, I will never neglect you again” I repeat the same words I told Liam minutes ago.
“We love you so much Jace” She whispers back and I pull her to lie down with me.
“Jace” She calls and I hum running my fingers in her hair.
“Can I… you know…” I open my eyes to stare down at her because Ana never stutters. She is never nervous around me unless what she is asking is making her embarrassed.
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“Tell me, sweetheart” I hold her chin and lift her face towards mine.
Can I please you?” She whispers and her face forms a bright shade of
pink. I feel like laughing because she’s always teasing me but now she is acting all naive. Not to embarrass her more than she already is, I bite my l*p and nod.
Ana sits up and straddles my b*dy.
She slowly takes off the big shirt she was wearing revealing her perfect b*dy to me. I never asked her about the tattoo on her breast. She never
dal or his flors is a tor for another day
Xhe leans forward and gently k*sses me which I hastily return. I grab her as which is barely covered in the thong on her b*dy and squeeze. She is
Before 1 condd deepen the kick, she slowly pulls away and goes for my beck insirad I love her l*ps on my b*dy
Ana trail feathery kines from my chest all the way to my stomach. She slowly takes off my clothes realising my hard k.
I raise myself on my elbows to watch her. Ana gently grabs my pulsating di c k in her palm and stares at it with utmost wonder. She bites her l*p and runs her nose along it, breathing in.
1 find that c k i n g hot.
“You smell so good, baby” She purrs and my reacts by throbbing. I don’t think I have ever been this hard before. I want her l*ps on me and she is taking her time.
Ana swirls her tongue on the head and licks the precum and I feel my insides tense. This is something I have never felt before.
She gently takes me in her mouth and unconsciously lifts my hips to her mouth. It’s the way she does it. So slow, and careful. It is as if she is. savoring this moment and she doesn’t want it to end. I don’t either. ” Ana” I fall on the pillows when I feel myself in her throat. Ana releases my dic k and slowly pumps it in her palms. She reaches for balls and licks them and I feel like they are going to burst from the intensity.
my
“Cu m in my mouth, okay?” She whispers and takes me back in her mouth, and I can’t hold it anymore. With my fingers tangled in her hair, I let myself go with a loud groan.
“I love you”I whisper pulling her up to me and k*ssing her.