SWNOVELS Chapter Chapter thirty four
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I saw myself walking in a very dark room, all doors black and shut. I ran to one of the doors and as soon as I touched the door knob the door disappeared. I ran to the door behind me and the same things happened. I did this to all the doors and every single door disappeared. Already scared and tired I walked down what seemed like a ball only to meet with a big bold black door. I walked closer to it hoping this won’t be like the other six doors I tried to open. Fear, something I hated feeling but I get to feel constantly. I was scared. What the hell is happening? I was in bed just now so how did I land myself here? I asked but there was no one to help me. There has never been anyone to help. I’m all by myself.
Bracing myself for the worst I walked towards the door with confidence. I touched the door and a wave of power pushed me back making me hit the wall I had not noticed was there before. I groaned looking up. This did not disappear. This is the way out I thought. I stood up again and touched the door this time the door knob turned but not in the way I had expected. The door knob weirdly became flexible and turned around my right wrist tightly. The tightness of the hold on my wrist caused a burning feeling in my wrist.
I tried to remove my hand but with each little movement the door knob seems to move up my arm with a tighter hold of me. Don’t panic I remembered what my father always told me. When you are in danger and you panic you are unable to think well so for once I tried to be calm. I closed my eyes and took deep breaths and stayed still. I am hopeless nothing. I can’t help myself and for once I got scared of death.
When my breathing was calmed the door knob started to unfold away from its hold on my arm. I stayed still as it got away from my body back to the usual door knob. I stared at the door knob confused but that did not last for a long time before the door knob twisted and opened the door.
I walked inside as soon as I did that I walked Into the day my parents died. I saw my teenage self standing over their dead body crying as I watched every other person’s dead body from my pack. I cried. The memory, every little detail of that day in my face right now. I started feeling helpless again like I felt that day. I could not wallow in my sorrow for long because I heard grunting. Two people fighting. Scared I ran towards the opposite direction to get me out of here.
When I ran past a door I was now in a sitting room with a lady with very long to the waist white hair with her her back to me.
“Who are you? Did you do this to me?” I screamed at her. Why was this person messing with my head? Why?
“I am teaching you a lesson” For a minute I thought the voice was familiar until she turned around.
“Lu_Lucy?” I asked in disbelief. She smiled.
“How? Why?” I asked mixing my words together making it hard to understand. She walked closer to me.
“You see Raina I never knew how much hate your heart harboured until now. Why do you hate everyone including your soulmate?” She asked? I backed away from her.
“Leave me alone Lucy” I warned. My voice was shaky from the past event that just took place, I was still very shaken about that.
“Why do you carry so much hate in your heart?” She asked again.
“None of your business!” I snapped.
“Ok but I want to know something Raina. Why did you not thank me after I saved your ass even when yky almost got me killed?” She asked. I looked at her with a glare on my face.
“You did all these because I didn't thank you?!” I screamed at her. She folded her arms under her breast pushing them up before she replied.
“A thank you is all I want Rain. I saved you because I know how much you mean to Lucian. I should have left you with him you know”
“If you want appreciation you will definitely not get it from me. Why don't you ask Lucian, I'm sure he will be happy to thank you” She stretched her hands forward reaching for my neck holding it right making it hand for me to breath.
“You really are hopeless. There is no point trying to make you see reason but know this Raina I will make you bend even if it's the last thing I do”
Suddenly everything vanished I was now back in my bed sweating and breathing heavily from the dream. Why I'm I having dreams and how does Lucy have this much power to make me have this dream. Does she? Or does she manipulate whatever dream I was having? What the hell is going on. It's like since I got here something in here triggers my mind and memory like I should know so much more than I know now.
I let my head wander back to the fact that Lucy almost killed be just because I did not thank her. What did she except? For me to fall on her feet and thank her for saving me from the vampire? Not going to happen. She saved me for a reason and I know it's not because of Lucian so whatever reason she saved me for should be enough thank you to her. Not like I begged her to save me from the situation she chose to because she has something to get from it.
Lucy could go and fuck herself for all I care.