Chapter Chapter sixty eight
“Why not? You love him”
“Because_ I don’t know. I shouldn’t say it first. What if he doesn’t feel the same way?” I asked
“I know he cares about you” I sighed
“I know you want to help but I want to be very sure so I don’t stir trouble” I explained another reason I wasn’t ready to speak to Lucian about it.
“I understand you Raina” Lucy hugged me and assured me that everything was going to be alright.
“Thank you for everything Lucy, you are the sister I never had”
“We are sisters Raina”
“That’s so sweet”
“I guess” We hugged again. This time we stood up to make our way back inside the packhouse.
“What do you girls always have to say” Lucian.
“I think we’d love to leave that in your imaginations” Lucy answered leaving us alone.
“So_ I’m sorry for how I acted. It was so stupid of me. I don’t know why I acted like that. I want you to know that I trust you so much and I don’t want today to affect what we have going on” Lucian rushed, his hands on my shoulder with fear in his eyes.
“Although I don’t like Wren that way I knew he had feelings for me and I still let you take me to see him. For that I am so sorry” I apologized.
“So? Can we ever get past this?”
“Yes. I also don’t want this to affect what we have:” I said truthfully. He had a big smile on his face.
“I love having you with me. I’m glad the moon goddess put us together” Lucian whispered In my ears. He didn’t tell me he loved me but I felt like he did.
“With all the trouble I brought to the pack?” I teased.
“Even with that” We laughed.
“Thank you” I said, my voice low.
“For what?”
“Being with me. I love having you too” I stood a little on my tiptoe taking my hands to wrap around his neck before placing my lips on his. Lucian was fast to kiss me back, immediately taking the lead.
“That was_ Wow” Lucian was smiling really hard.
“You have beautiful eyes” He complimented.
“Trying to get me in bed with you Lucian?” I teased. I knew he was aroused. I could see it in his pants but no need to point that out to him.
“Maybe but you do have beautiful eyes”
“And you have beautiful_ everything” I added after thinking for a while.
“I’m going to kiss you again” I hurriedly added before kissing him again. Lucian raised me up. My legs now wrapped around his torso. He placed his hands on my ass giving it a gentle squeeze deepening the kiss.
“Hey! Get a room guys!” Jack yelled with a laugh. I jumped down quickly embarrassed.
“Get used to me Raina” He laughed again but I glared at him instead.
“Sorry” He sat on the couch. I rolled my eyes and left. I knew Lucian was following me because I could hear his footsteps behind me.
“Ignore him” Lucian grabbed my wrist.
“Why do I always see him?”
“He lives here and unlike other pack members he doesn’t leave when he sees us. It’s his weird way of making you get used to him” He explained.
“OK”
“I’ll talk to him” He promised.
“Thank you” I smiled running my hands beneath his shirt.
“mmmh_ we should go to the room” He laughed.
“Yes please” I agreed kissing him again.
As soon as we got to the room we started kissing again. In between kisses Lucian removed his shirt leaving him shirtless. It took me a while to take his looks in. How defined his body was. His once perfectly styled hair now rough from my fingers being in it.
“I’m all yours” He had a sly smile on his face. Argh. Why does he have notice every damn time I stare? I ignored this feeling of shyness finding its way into me.
“Glad we have that settled” I moved away from him a little and went on to remove my clothes slowly leaving me only in my underwear before I walked over to him slowly. I touched his body slowly until I reached his torso.
“Rain” He groaned. I bit my lip to stop me from laughing at his impatience.
Ever slowly I removed his pants leaving him in his underwear too. He stepped out of his pants before he grabbed me smashing his lips harshly. I let him take the lead.
“Raina!” I groaned hearing Lucy call me. Why does this happen all the time?!
“Ignore” Lucian said still kissing me. I stopped the kiss.
“I can’t. I’m sorry” I apologized wrapping his shirt over my breast and I went to the door.
“Kinda busy here” I said sheepishly.
“I can see that. We’ll talk later” She said leaving.
I turned only to hit Lucian. I jumped back causing me to hit my back on the door.
“I was not expecting you to be so close” I giggled.
I pecked his lips before going down on my knees. His erection was no secret to us both now. Lucian took my hair out of my face as I removed his last piece of clothing It took me a fast one second to get myself together again because I was getting really nervous about messing this up.
I started from the top slowly using the tip of my tongue to stimulate his arousal. Making my hands of good use I rubbed the sides of his penis as I continued to work with my tongue around him. His gentle moans encouraged me to keep the consistency.
“I need you to stop” He groaned, his hold on my hair tighter. I worked faster trying to take all of him down but couldn’t
“Raina” It sounded more like a moan than a call of protest. He held my shoulders making it hard for me to move.
“I’m not going to come now” He frowned which I found rather funny. He pulled me up gently kissing me as he worked his way with my bra. As soon as he unclasped my bra he sucked on my nipple using his fingers for my other nipple. He carried me still kissing me all over.
I felt my back hit the soft surface of the bed before he moved on top trailing his kissing down to my bottom. He removed my underwear and immediately took my legs exposing me to him. He made his way back to my face and claimed my lips.
“Argh” he groaned. I tried to sit up to look at him.
“What? Did I do something?” I asked curiously and I also scared of what his response was going to be.
“No. Someone is at the door” he wrapped himself up and went to open the door.
“Don’t go in” but it sounded like the person already did.
My heart skidded, my cheeks turning a shade of pink as we were caught in each other's embrace. I looked down my legs, my fingers tugging away an invisible hair to the back of my ears, still working to contain my reeling senses from the kiss I just shared with Lucian.
I didn't look up until I saw the intruder retreat from the room leaving me and Lucian to ourselves once more. I quickly snapped my head up to tell Lucian that this was a bad idea when I caught the hungry look in his eyes. He stalked closer to me like we weren't just caught eating out each other's mouths, those mesmerizing eyes still holding that look that frightened me, yet enthralled me. Whatever I was going to say hooked in my throat as he drank me in, absorbing me and breaking every resistance I might have thought of putting up.
When his very powerful arm circled around my waist and drew me in, I gave in, giving up to him my body and soul to use as he saw fit if only to remain in this ethereal moment with him forever.
“You are so beautiful, Raina,” he groaned out, kissing the side of my open lips, my chin, down my neck, alas capturing my mouth once more to devour me. I moaned into his mouth, loving every minute of his alluring attention. This is too good to be true. Lucian was every inch of a man as I had imagined him.
My hand that has been laying jobless by my side hesitantly rose to cup his neck and flattened my self into him, our chemistry and bond merging to wreak hell on any tad bit sense that was supposed to help keep me up my toes against what we were presently doing.
My body reacted intimately to him like a moth is drawn to a flame. I gasped as his tongue delved down the back of my throat with the precision of a hungry lion.
I was moving, floating, but my mind was too clouded up to reason what was happening until my back flattened harshly against a wall.
Lucian growled, his lips leaving my lips to trail down my neck. I instinctively tilted my head back, clenching his neck to hold him fast to me. “Don't stop, Lucian,” I begged, starting to grind myself against him.
He growled harder, like he was hurting, the point between his legs that grazed against my thighs was very thick by now. I wanted to touch it. I wanted to feel it. Was it painful to him? cause he keeps growling and making certain animalistic sounds that were intensifying my pleasure, at the same time making me curious.
He ripped away from me, and in a flash, my clothing was flung in different directions of the room, followed by his, only his boxer, the only thing on him.
“You are driving me nuts, love . I can't have enough of you,” his gruff voice was a fiber of huskiness_ causing me more instability and resulting in my brain feeling murky with unreachable cravings.
“Do you want me too, Raina? Do you desire me the way I desire you? Talk to me!” he nuzzled into my neck, taking a loud whiff. My breath hitched, cradling his head, internally wishing for him to do something which I couldn't utter, in shame of what he would think about me.
His hand traveled down to my folds and separated them, falling on his knee in front of my pussy as his hand nudged my legs wider apart. I gasped, my eyes widening at the thought of what I think he is about to do.
I might be inexperienced but I've read a lot about these things. I would have asked him to stop however, curiosity took over, desiring to discover firsthand how it felt. He kissed my pussy lip, causing a vibration within me which improved by him starting to solely lick my juices which were by now dripping in tides to the extent of falling down my thighs.
“Lucian...” I mumbled hoarsely, holding his head that was going back and forth my cunt as if it was his most delicious piece of pie. I was shaking, my knees threatening to buckle any minute from now. My breathing was erratic, my mind at the verge of going blank. Is this how good it felt to bond with your mate? This feeling was totally out of this world. Simply extraordinary.
“You like that?” he spared a minute to look up at me and I nodded vigorously, wanting him to continue so badly.
One of his fingers positioned at my entrance and slid in slowly while placing his thumb on my clit and making tiny circles. That was the last straw that had me undulating with a loud shake as my juice spilled out of me into his mouth without making any effort to move away.
When I recovered slightly from the heavenly feeling, he smiled at me and gradually stood to lay a chaste kiss on my lips, leading me to the bed. “I like the look on your face when you climax,” he teased, my cheek turning crimson.
I blushed and swatted him, the act bringing my attention to his boxers. I pointed at it, “Remove it,” I said, having the desire to see what lays inside so passionately. I have only seen them in books, but seeing how huge it was inside his briefs made me more nervous and inquisitive.
He chuckled darkly and stood up from the bed directly in front of me to peel the boxer down his lean sculpted waist. I swallowed audibly, my eyes connecting with the huge hard hammer. The heat between my legs pooled, yearning for him once more.
As if reading my mind, he climbed the bed slowly like a panther stalking its prey, his eyes not leaving the prey. He pushed me back to the bed until he was straddling me. Then he positioned himself between my legs and bent to start pushing his member inside me. I tensed, my heartbeat pummeling in fear mixed with anticipation.
He noticed and looked up, giving me that smile that never ceases to melt me. “Relax, I promise to go slow,” he assures me, his words kind of allaying the fear that had started building up.
After a little restraint, he plunged through my pussy which had me crying out in painful pleasure. The ride was tough_one of great turmoil and somewhat contentment, he peppered me with kisses, his rough palms cupping my breast to gently fondle them while pummeling into me. It was elating and deeply connecting, and not long, he let out a fierce growl and fell on top of me, his action preceding my walls contracting and leading to my second release.
We lay there on the bed panting for breath, with me totally sated from the sweet moment. Lucia pulled me into his arms, kissed me, and in a few minutes, I heard his soft snores. It made me proud that I had satisfied him so much that he had no energy left in him.
It felt so good.