Chapter 52: My Darling I Would Make You Happy For Your Whole Life
Rae started the car, when the air conditioning got colder, Jensen came out and got on the car. They then went home together.
The two were silent all the way until they passed a strip of road where the passionate music outside made Rae turn her gaze. She saw a bunch of very adorable kids wearing bee costumes, dancing on the temporary built stage. Each one of them was small and plump, their feelers wiggling as they move around, it was too adorable!
Rae's eyes were locked on them. Jensen saw that she loved to watch so much, so he found an empty spot and parked their car, allowing her to see more closely.
Rae leaned against the car window. As she was too intrigued, she did not even realize that the car had stopped. Until a hot figure leaned against her back, then she finally came back to her senses from her concentration. She wanted to avoid on instinct, she would admit that Stefan's words had, to some extent caused an effect to her inside. She had to say that the old fox was rather sly, although he did not like her but he did not say it out loud, and chose instead to attack on the things she cared for. The advantage to this was that at least even when she was feeling uncomfortable inside now, she could not blame Stefan though.
Since he was merely reminding out of his good will.
She noticed that the man's breath began to thicken, his lips kissing a few times lightly on her cheek like a dragonfly on water, and it slowly swam down towards her neck. His right hand wrapped around her right shoulder and went across her chest, and began to undo the buttons on her body. Meanwhile, his left hand was rubbing lightly on her quite sensitive waist, against her clothes.
Rae could feel his desire.
But now she really could not have even the slightest bit of interest. If it was this morning, she would have been unable to hold it in and respond passionately.
Jensen felt her abnormality as well, she was too calm that it was not like her at all. His action of undoing her buttons with his hand slowed down, as he asked, "Are you unhappy? Rae, I've answered your question just now."
Rae shook her head as she denied it, her tone sounding calm, "I have moments that I want it, so naturally I would have moments that I don't. I'm not a sex doll, I can't get excited at any moment, and it just happens that I don't want it now."
Jensen heard her saying all this nonsense in a serious manner, and he knew that she was surely unhappy. Seeing that she was actually so easily provoked by Stefan, the annoyed feeling in his heart was instantly at the maximum. Could she not feel how he was towards her? Why must she disregard everything that he did for something said by others? Jensen held onto her chin, making her tilt her head to meet his eyes, as he said on purpose, "But I want it!"
Saying this, the movements of his hands quickened, and the clothes on her body was taken off completely by him. At the same time, her seat has long been adjusted to a flat position by him. A coloured shield rose slowly on the windshield in front of his car due to him pressing one button, and the people outside would not be able to see at all the view inside. Jensen strode onto her, lowering his head watching her being completely naked under his body, as the desire in his eyes grew.
Rae tilted her head, avoiding his gaze, as she stayed silent.
She was resisting him in silence with persistence.
Jensen was annoyed by her attitude like this, and without any foreplay, he immediately...
After a while, he felt that she was quite softened down and thought that it was time for a talk. So he leaned down and started by her ear, "Rae, I'm in my twenties going on to my thirties, and I have long passed the time where I spoke directly. The people that I face usually are all sly and cunning, and a lot of things I always had a habit of going through it in my mind before I speak. Just like when you asked me what I wanted to eat, and I would hesitate for a few seconds out of habit. If you're angry due to my hesitation just now, there's really no need as that's just my habitual action. If I said no, it means no."
Each and every single one of his words were heard by her ears.
To be honest, after seeing the cruel side of him and seeing him now, even starting a shameful sex in the car on the road just to console her. Further, he was still so soft in his tone, explaining everything to her patiently, afraid that she would misunderstand. Being able to do something like this, even if he was so calculative that this was also part of his revenge, she would accept it as she had never been so carefully treated before. Before when she was together with Eric, she had thought that Eric had treated her very well. It was really well indeed, but until today only she started realizing that Jensen not only treated her well, but also very careful.
"Really?" Rae's body was covered in pleasure, and she could not think of anything suitable to reply for the moment, so she could only ask in reply following his words.
"I won't lie to you, I swear" Jensen saw that she really did not mind at all, and he smiled.
"If you lie to me, I will not forgive you unless you obey all my orders." Rae closed her eyes and answered nonsensically.
He flipped her over, one of his arms surrounded her waist and coaxed her into a crawling position. His body leaned against her back, as he bit her ear and said, "As you wish." Now he was her slave. "Bastard." Rae understood his meaning and laughed as well.
He entered her body once again.
"Again, I don't agree with your method about the incident at the massage centre. It was lucky he doesn't have a weapon, if he had a gun or a knife, there wouldn't be just bruises on your body. Rae, you shouldn't have taken revenge at that moment, you must remember that your safety is the most important. Even if you don't take revenge afterwards, I would avenge for you. I just want to keep you safe." Jensen took the opportunity and said. Once he thought of the incident at the nightclub now, he was still afraid. Thank god that the damned man had no weapon on him. What would happen if he was like him, also carrying a knife with him as he
went?
For how much Rae was fighting back that night, there might have been a few more bloody wounds on her body.
Once Rae heard this, her brows that was relaxed due to the pleasure instantly tightened again. She asked in reply, "Then should I have listened to that douchebag's words back then, and suck his penis? Or that if he had wanted to rape me, I would pass him a condom obediently?"
Jensen did not answer.
He was merely thinking that if she had really agreed that man to... do this, she would have been able to delay until the moment he went to save her. At least she would not have been wounded all over, and would not need to fight for time to wait for rescue. He must have been too worried about her safety, to even want her to do something that would go against her will. She was not that kind of person who would surrender just to save her life.
But her being like this made him even more worried.
"Then I'll ask you again. You said that it would be alright if I didn't fight back and stay safe, but if that douchebag had really screwed me, would you not feel nauseous??" Rae wanted to heard what Jensen thought. On one hand he had said he wanted her safe, but on the other hand, he hated the consequences if she did so.
Jensen continued his silence.
Would he be nauseated...
He would probably be nauseated by himself.
Nauseated of the fact that he was not even able to protect his own woman.
Once he thought that the possibility had been extremely close to her, and if that night he had not been able to make it on time and that damned man had gotten what he wanted... Although Rae looked open from the surface, But there was still some tradition carved into her bones Or else back when she had been together with Eric for so long and though they were young and impetuous, they didn't cross the
threshold... Although on that
morning she had said that he was stupid, that he was unable to
differentiate period blood from virgin's, he in fact thought over again and again, her shyness, nervousness and tightness, all of which suggested that he is her first man...
No matter how he thought about it he did not agree with her.
But this was really hard to confirm by him, since that night was also the first experience for him...
So if that night that damned man had really gotten what he wanted, for Rae's personality, would she not have fought at the risk of mutual destruction with that damned man?
Jensen was so afraid that he hugged her waist tighter and tighter, as he lowered his head, kissing her flawless back.
Rae saw that he was silent once
more, and she was instantly pissed. She thought, men were indeed all the same, merely talking pretty words! At the same time, her heart felt rather heavy for no reason. It looked as if this love was not that noble after all, there were not any passionate declarations in those television dramas where when something happened to the female lead, the male lead woulébhug her tightly saying things like 'I love you no matter what happens'. Well, reality! Seeing that he was devouring her like a hungry dog, Rae felt more and more annoyed as she crawled forward, wanting to escape. But the man's large hand caught her thigh immediately and dragged her back, then his originally light and slow movements became fast and strong...
"Misunderstanding me again?" Jensen guessed the reason she slipped away. His voice was low and mesmerizing as he explained, "If it really happened, my darling, you just want to return to me safely. It is not your fault. I'm just thinking that I would be nauseated at myself, nauseated that I wasn't able to protect you well. But there wouldn't be such a day, I will do whatever I can to make you happy for your whole
life..."
He had not finished saying his last word when her head was tilted over, and her lips were blocked tightly.
His lips blocked against her heated heart, and blocked the sentence she almost said out loud, 'Jensen I love you'.
Luckily it was blocked.