Kill Me, Heal Me

There was a strange silence in the office. The man, taking responsibility of recruitment, raised his head and looked at her up and
down. He frowned and couldn't hide his disgust: "you still wear long sleeves clothes in such a hot weather?"
The brown linen clothes on her was big and old, just like the bag. What was more, it was the long sleeved clothes with high
collar. A half of her face was behind the collar.
Belle was calm: "I'm a little afraid of the cold."
"You must be crazy!"
The man ridiculed mercilessly, without any concern for her mood.
Belle didn't care. She has been used to this kind of bad humiliation or satire in the past five years. She was not anger at all.
"Yes, I think I am crazy, too."
The person glanced at her in disgust but he didn't satirize her. He just ordered her to submit the information one by one.
Because the job Belle applied for was the lowest and inferior job in the whole "underground entertainment club", the procedure
was not complicated.
"Your name is Belle Ye?" Hearing her name, this man frowned. In his impression, he felt that the name was familiar to him, but
he couldn't remember where he had heard it.
Anyway, he may have heard of someone with the same name.
"Your name doesn't go with you." He sneered. A girl who can have this name, was the apple in the eye of her family generally.
But the ugly woman in front of him, looked young, but she was like an 80 year old woman.
She was dirty and thin and had a rough and ugly face. All of a sudden, he regretted that he had recruited this woman for fear that
she would scare the customers.
"Miss Ye, we can't recruit you."He said, "Your image doesn't match our store's."
"Underground entertainment club" was one of the top entertainment clubs in Gang City. The guests here were either rich or
powerful. Not to mention the waiters, even the cleaners were good-looking. Belle looked young, but even the beggars in the
street were beautiful than her.

"Please, I'll do my best. I'm sure I won't scare the guests."
Belle knew what he was worried about after thinking for a while. He calmed down and walked forward, bowing deeply: "please
give me a chance. I will do the dirtiest, the hardest and the most tiring work."
What should she do if she lost this job?
There was a little money in her pockets. She can't even live for one night. She was a prisoner and came out from that kind of
place. Nobody dared to hire her.
The man was a little surprised: "Are you willing to do anything?"
Belle nodded: "Yes. "
She wanted to live, save money, find her child, go to Chongming Island, and revenge...No, no, as for the last one, she can't think
of it.
She just wanted to live.
The man stood up, and said: "you can not be able to fix the feet of the guests. Well, we need a cleaner in the restroom. Guest
often vomit in the restroom. Comparing with other places, it is more dirty. The cleaners are all unwilling to clean the restroom.
You will be responsible for cleaning the restroom in the "underground entertainment club".
Belle nodded happily, "no problem!"
"Remember to put on the mask and hat. Don't scare the guests."
"OK."
As long as There was a place to stay.
Otherwise, in this world, she really had nowhere to go.
After getting the work clothes and dormitory key, Belle sent the black package on her hand to the dormitory carefully. She placed
it on the inside side of the pillow preciously. In the package, one corner of the black box was exposed.
Her eyes were soft. "Ryan, I've got a job."

Facing the outsiders, she would always be numb and have no expression or anger, just like a wooden stake.
Only facing Ryan, she was a woman again.
"If you know I'm back in Gang City, will you blame me and call me stupid?"
"Ryan, If I can, I really want to go to hell with those people who have hurt us."
"Don't worry, I'll never do anything stupid again. I'll live well, look for my child, and then take it to see you."
"Ryan, wait a moment. Wait for me to finish it all by myself..."
After repacking the package, she immediately put on her work clothes. There was a fitting mirror beside her. She did not dare to
look at herself in the mirror, but put on the work clothes in a hurry. Looking at the neck, she put on the taupe long sleeved hemp
suit inside.
"Underground entertainment club" was the name of this entertainment club, and it was really as big as a city. The owner behind
the club can be rich and powerful so that he had such an entertainment club in Gang City where the land price was expensive.
Before starting to work, that person who hired her warned her strongly that she should her own business, do more and speak
less, and forget what she has seen.
She remembered.
There were at least hundreds of restroom in the club. As the person said, they were really dirty and messy. At the end of the day,
there were vomitus and drinks everywhere. Even the drunk guests didn't go to the urinal when they want to pee. They just peed
at the door. It was smelly and filthy.
The temperature was more than 40 degrees. Belle was wearing the long-sleeved clothes with high collar. A half of her face was
covered by the collar. She wore a mask, and lowered her head to clean every corner of the restroom
A lot of sweat fell from her forehead and wetted her face, but she didn't feel hot.
"Who is this woman? She must be insane. She's wrapped up as a leper in such hot weather."
"Who knows. Just a cleaner. Leave her alone."

"How has the taste of the club become bad? This smelly and dirty beggar has also been hired. I don’t like to see her, even if she
just clean the restroom..."
People came and went, and there was a lot of discussion.
She lowered her head and cleaned using the broom in her hand.
Her shoulders trembled irresistibly.
"Damn it. What's the matter with you? I'm covered by the ashes. If this suit is dirty, you can't afford even if you cut yourself into
pieces and sell it."
A clear male voice suddenly bombed in her ear. Belle was shocked. Then she found that she was sweeping harder and harder,
and the dust was flying to the guests.
"I'm sorry." She apologized hoarsely and bowed several times.
"Shit! You are a new toilet cleaner? What's your name? I want to complain to your manager." The man still refused to let her go,
shouting that he would complain.
"My name is Belle..."
Belle almost said her name.
Suddenly, there was a cold and indifferent voice.
"Oliver, what are you doing?"
The voice came from behind her.
"Brother Ethan, it's OK. The clothes are stained with ash. I want to complain to the manager. I'll forgive you today, but never let
me see you again. " Oliver raised his chin. He was proud as if her life and death was in his hands.
"Thank you, sir." The hoarse voice was low and unpleasant.
Behind her, someone came slowly, step by step, like walking on her heart.
The fear came from the feet to her heart. She was terrified extremely.

Belle trembled violently and her breath was quick gradually, her face full of fear and horror...
Ethan didn’t look at the woman who was about to crawl on the ground. He just glanced at Oliver and said, "time is running out,
and you will be late if you don’t hurry up."
"I dare not. You must help me this time." Oliver, who was arrogant and domineering just now, became a gentle sheep
immediately in front of Ethan, and he dared not speak loudly.
After the two people left restroom, Belle was exhausted and fell on the ground in desperation.
Palm and back, wetted by the cold sweat.
At this time, a cleaner in the nearby restroom shouted suddenly: "Belle, where are you? There are still dirty things here. Come
and clean them up quickly."
Belle!
She was dizzy because of fear. She stood up against the wall. Her pale and bloodless lips trembling. She stumbled several times
and can’t keep balance. It took several times to rush into the restroom. "Bang". she closed the door gently.
It was divided into two worlds with on door.