Kill Me, Heal Me

The night at the bar, for Belle Ye, was a dream that would be awake and never want to wake up. She didn't know if it was a good
dream or a nightmare. After she left the bar, she hurried back home, locked herself in the bedroom for a whole day. She didn't
mention it to anyone, nor did she dare. Especially her family and Nathan Luo, she was afraid that they would feel her shameless.
Even in her heart, it was so normal for men to love, but, the problem was that Ethan Mo didn't love her...
At that moment, the person he subconsciously called out was May Ning. Did this mean that he loved May Ning in his heart? Or
did he think of her as May Ning? The uneasy speculation finally got the answer three days later - the media broke out about the
scandal that the head of the Mo family met a beauty at night.
From the vague pictures in the magazine, Belle Ye recognized at a glance that the woman embracing Ethan Mo was her good
friend May Ning. And this picture was taken by the media just the night before. Immediately afterwards, the media revealed that
Mo's family had privately prepared a venue for the engagement.
The magazine fell silently from her hand, and fell on the soft quilt without making a slight sound. Belle Ye was stunned for a long
time, and inadvertently saw a haggard and sad face that was about to cry out in the makeup mirror in front. That night, she
hugged her pillow and huddled in the quilt and cried all night. The next day, she pulled her head out of the quilt, her eyes were
red and swollen, her collagen-filled face was wrinkled and dirty with tears, and the tears had already been wiped clean by the
pillow.
She woke up casually, washed her face with cold water, and found a pair of the latest sunglasses to put on. Many people were
stunned by her wearing sunglasses on rainy days. She calmly showed off the latest sunglasses from AlainMikli. No one had
discovered how ugly a pair of red eyes that were already swollen under the top luxury brown eyeglasses. Later, the scandal
between Ethan Mo and May Ning spread almost throughout Gang City.
Where Belle Ye went, someone would inevitably point to her from behind, mocking her for shamelessly chasing after Ethan Mo,
and mocking her for trying her best to finally make a wedding dress for someone else... the loser in the relationship, the
downright loser. Soon after, she found out that she was pregnant. The pregnancy was also not known to anyone, even the Ye
family who got along with her day and night. She successfully hid it from them.
she found that she was pregnant because of morning sickness. At a banquet held by a friend, she hid in the bathroom and
vomited the red wine and steak that had just been put into her belly. Vomiting for more than half an hour, her tears and snot kept
falling. Later, she saw Ethan Mo and May Ning walking together, and saw them chatting happily. Belle Ye admitted that at that
time, her heart was distorted. She couldn't wait to rush to separate the two of them, pointing her belly to tell Ethan Mo that the
child belonged to him. However, she did not.

In the past, when the relationship between them was ambiguous and May Ning had other boyfriend, she could be in the mad
chase of Ethan Mo and make up her mind that before he got married, she had the right to pursue him. She really... always
thought so. However, now Ethan Mo and May Ning were together, receiving blessings and concerns from countless people. If
she continued to mess around, it's tantamount to breaking up other people's marriage and destroying other people's
feelings...the identity of a third party, she didn't want to be, and dared not do it.
Since she couldn't own him, just gave up. Even though, this determination made her feel as if a knife were piercing one's heart.
However, maybe time could be cured. After all, the most eternal thing in this world was time. Under the baptism of time, love
would gradually calm down and let the heart that had been restless gradually calmed down. So, she opted out. After that, she
prepared very quickly, dealt with the passport and visa, contacted the school in France over the details of studying abroad, said
goodbye to relatives and friends, packed her luggage, handled the empty house and car in Gang City... She planned to live in
France for ten, twenty years, or never came back for a lifetime. What a good plan.
Every step in the future, she secretly made plans. In a few months, she would give birth to a lovely child. Whether it was a male
or a female, she had already figured out a name, a name suitable for both boys and girls. Then, with her son or girl, she would
lead a peaceful life abroad. After she finished her studies, she would take her children on a world tour. Every city they traveled
would leave their footprints.