Kill Me, Heal Me

"Brother, don't be kidding." She couldn’t agree at all.
Her refusal didn’t surprise Nathan. If he had not guessed that she would have refused, he would not have hesitated for so many
years. He did not force her, just gently grasped her hand, pulled her to sit down, and put his hand on her shoulder, "Belle, you
don't have to answer me now."
Belle was almost crying.
"Brother, can you stop talking this?" She said to her elder brother in this helpless tone for the first time, as if their roles were
reversed. "You know, I can't agree."
She still didn't believe that her brother, who had always been rational, would make such an absurd decision.
Nathan's eyes were more deeper, and he was upset. This kind of refusal was too normal for him. He thought many times in his
heart the scene when she refused. Now this one was the most common one he had thought.
At least, she was still reluctant to keep him at a distance.
Otherwise, his words might have scared her and even affected their feelings.
"Is it because of our relationship or because of Ethan?" Nathan mentioned the name suddenly.
Belle was shocked, bit the lower lip, and clearly felt the pain of the flesh being torn by herself, "it has nothing to do with him. It
has been over for a long time." To be right, it never started.
Nathan obviously didn't believe her, but he didn't reveal her lie. He just said faintly, "since it's over, why can't we start?"
Started?
She was indifferent. Let alone their relationship, did she herself have a chance to start?
Belle lowered her head and smiled bitterly, "brother, don't force me. I don't want to do anything now. I'll move out tomorrow, and I
have some other things to deal with. When I'm finished, I can leave this city at your request. "
As for love, she had no strength to touch again. She was tired.

Nathan didn't say anything more. He just looked at her quietly for a while, and his eyes showed the confidence that he must get
Belle.
"Don't refuse so quickly. Maybe you'll soon understand why I did it."
Belle was very tired today. The visit of her parents, the criticism on the Internet and Nathan almost exhausted her. She shook her
head, stood up and walked to her bedroom. Usually she would at least say good night to him before going to bed, but tonight,
Nathan was doomed to miss it.
Sure enough, was she angry?
He poured a cup of coffee and tasted it carefully. His brain was running fast. In a flash, he had other ideas. At this time, he would
never let Belle leave again. She was his woman, always!
After returning to her bedroom, Belle did not feel sleepy, but was very tired. She had to take a breath every two steps. She got up
and pulled out a large package of bottles and jars from the interlayer of the bedside table. She put many pills in her palm and
swallowed them with cold water. Then she lay down again. She stared at the ceiling, and can’t sleep.
She can’t stay here any longer.
She didn't think so much in advance. Although Nathan was strict with her, he never made childish actions like imprisonment. She
thought it would be easier to go out after she arrived here. But now it seemed that she was too naive. Her brother's change was
the most unexpected for her.
Belle can't believe! Her brother loved her?
She can’t feel that. Even in retrospect, her brother took care of her, but he was always normal and generous. She was a player in
the game, and she can feel his feelings clearly. There was no ambiguity between them except the deep kinship beyond family
love.
Why did she never find out?
Belle didn't believe that unless her brother has been hiding well. Otherwise, even if she was stupid, she would find out.
She was more afraid of Nathan than Ethan. People had their own shortcomings. But Belle, who grew up with Nathan, did not find
her brother's shortcomings at all.

If there was no defect, it meant that he has handled everything perfectly, making people almost unable to find fault. In other
words, he knew how to cover up.
In her opinion, there should be both.
"Damn it..." She murmured. She tried her best to avoid Ethan. Now, she needed to avoid Nathan...
...
It was only a few days later that Belle realized that it was only a trouble. It was a super big trouble that she could not resist.
Ethan took Frank to use the newspaper. The words "looking for mother" were so big and they can occupy the whole page.
In the report, Ethan didn't admit the identity of him and the child, but only vaguely indicated that the child was looking for his
mother. He hoped that medias would help the child find his mother.
It was only a start. It was naive to do that.
Later, omnipotent paparazzi looked for this mother in Gang City. They investigated in the hospitals, supermarkets, hotels and
other places and confirmed that the so-called "looking for the mother" was true. The mother was no one else, but Belle, the
heroine in the gossip the day before yesterday.
Then, some onlookers called to say that the child who was looking for his mother was the illegitimate son of Ethan and Belle.
They took out Ethan’s photo to compare him with that boy who was specially pixelated in the newspaper and could only be seen
the outline vaguely, from the outline, the temperament, and the skeleton...The reasons were various, but the result was the
same: this boy was definitely related to Ethan!
Ah? How did they see that?
They needed to observe? It was so obvious. They didn’t care the appearance of the child. Anyway, everyone looked the same
after being pixelated. Ethan was the most overbearing man in Gang City. Even if the reporters knelt outside his office to greet
him every day, he didn't accept the interview, and even rarely showed up.
But now, he suddenly took a five or six-year-old child to be interviewed. What was more amazing was that they were looking for
the boy’s mother.
Did people need to observe? They can know it very easily!

What did reporters do? Any news would become different after they enriched their minds.
After seeing the photo of Ethan and the little boy who was pixelated, the reporters in Gang City were excited! They have already
wanted to dig out the secret private lives of these powerful families. The news came like a timely rain, moistening thoroughly the
dirty and dark seeds of gossip in their hearts. They grew up healthily!