In My Desperate Time

Unexpectedly, it's the Czech Republic.
And the place I'm pointing is Prague.
It’s like something is guiding me back to that place.
However, I don't dare to go there.
I got my most painful memories there. I don't know whether I can face them.
"Let's choose another one."
Frances glances at me and reaches out to turn the globe.
I hold his hand and say in a low voice, "This is it."
There are some things that couldn't be avoided.
Only by facing it calmly can I let go of the past and move on.
"Are you sure?" He looks at me worriedly.
I nod and reply firmly, "Yes. We are going there."
Frances books plane tickets to Prague for the weekend.
It's Tuesday. There are still a few days before the weekend. I don't go to work and have been shopping for the trip these days.
Frances is busy and doesn't go shopping.
Mindy is idle and goes with me, so I am not bored.
"Oh, baby. I haven't seen you for a few days. You seem to have gained a bit weight."
I pick up the baby and kiss him on his fleshy face.
"You are wetting my son's face with your saliva. That’s disgusting!" Mindy rolls her eyes and says.
I smile and kiss the other cheek.

Then I pout and say, "Your son? He's also my son. Okay?"
Mindy ignores me and turns to select clothes for her son.
It still hurts me to see children's clothes.
After strolling around for a while, I feel pressure on my chest and go out to get some air.
I see Noah as soon as I reach the gate.
It has been so long since I saw him last time. He seems to have changed a lot.
He is in a brand suit and enters with a beautiful woman holding his arm.
He is astonished when he sees me.
I feel a little embarrassed, thinking of the heartless words I said last time.
I lower my head to pretend not knowing him and want to walk away. However, Noah walks to me and says gently, "Long time no
see."
He looks at me fondly, just like before.
It makes me uncomfortable. The woman beside him also notices it and looks warily at-
Me.
"Who is she?" The woman asks nervously.
Noah frowns and says to her in a deep voice, "You can go hang out. I'll be right in."
The woman glances at me, then at Noah. Finally, she bites her lips and nods.
I look at Noah awkwardly, not knowing what to say.
Noah suddenly takes my hands and says emotionally, "Jane, I am not over you. I'm already the president of a company. I have
money and power. I've become the kind of man you like. Can you stay with me?"
I frown slightly. I am a little disgusted with his behavior.

I can tell that his relationship with that woman is not simple at first sight. Furthermore, judging from her belly, she might have
been pregnant for four or five months. And Noah still wants to get back with me. He's really a jerk.
"Who is that woman?" I ask coldly.
"She..." Noah's expression becomes awkward. After hesitating for a while, he says, "She's my fiancée."