In My Desperate Time

But considering her current situation, how can she withstand it?
Sabina loses her balance and falls off the bed.
Looking at me with uneven breathing, she points at me with her trembling fingers. Then she rolls her eyes and faints.
The doctor comes very quickly. After the examination, he says that Sabina is fine. She is just too excited so that she faints.
Sabina lies on the bed with her eyes closed. Even though she is in a coma, the sadness on her face still lingers.
"Let's go out and have something."
Then Frances leads me to the door.
When I reach the door, I suddenly knock Frances' hand against the door frame.
It is human's instinct to avoid danger. Frances feels pain and releases my hand.
I turn to look at him with a smile.
"When we hurt, we will naturally release our grip. Frances, I prepare to let go of you. I hope you can find time to divorce me as
soon as possible."
So many things have happened. No matter what the truth is, I don't think I can continue to be with Frances.
Maybe I shouldn't have come back from the beginning.
In the end, I only make myself suffering.
"I won't divorce you. Just like the misunderstanding about the child, I will prove that your parents' car accident has nothing to do
with me. Jane, no matter what, you must believe me."
His gaze is sincere and serious, but I don't dare to look at him, so I look away.
To be honest, I feel soften towards Frances.
I have thousands of reasons to leave him, but he always manages to keep me stay.
However, if I'm kind to him and myself at this time, I won't be able to stand the consequence later.

"Frances, your mother was pushed downstairs by me. I don't know if you hate me or not, but Sabina must be eager to kill me
right now. Moreover, so many things have happened between our parents. Actually, the truth is no longer important. What
matters is that there are too many obstacles between us. We cannot be together. No matter how much I love you, it's useless.
So, Frances, let's divorce. It's good for both of us."
It tears at my heart so that I can hardly breathe.
Actually, I subconsciously believe in Frances. I believe that he is not involved in my parents' car accident.
However, I have no reason to continue.
With a serious look, Frances pulls my hand again.
"No matter how painful it is, I won't let go of you. Jane, I don't want to lose you again."
What does he mean?
I don't understand, and I'm reluctant to guess.
I'm too tired and confused, at a loss where to go.
Perhaps I will suffer if I leave him, and this pain is very likely to last for a lifetime.
But by his side, I'm more miserable, for I'm worried about losing him every moment.
In this world, that you cannot be with someone you love is not the most painful thing, but that you have to give up something you
hold in your hand.
If one day, I am destined to lose Frances, then I would rather give up as soon as possible.
"You don't want to lose me, but it is our destiny. Is there any reason in this world that can support me to stay by your side?" I say
with a bitter smile.
"What if I tell you I love you?"