In My Desperate Time

After thinking, Whitney must be pregnant at that time.
She can't conceal it either since she's around 7-8 months old pregnant.
“Does that woman have a big belly?”
As I ask that, I feel that my voice is trembling.
My heart is slightly expecting it.
It's good if that person is Whitney. Then, my hatred for Frances is just a misunderstanding.
Hamlin's aunt frowns and thinks for a long time, but she shakes her head in the end while saying, “I didn't pay attention. That
woman didn't get off from the car, I just remembered that she's beautiful, very beautiful... She's the type of woman who can make
everyone turn their heads to her when walking into a group of people. But I saw that her face was pale like she's very sick."
Whitney is indeed very beautiful, but I can't confirm that it's her just by that.
Suddenly, I feel quite disappointed.
Mindy probably can't bear to see me like this, so she speaks to Hamlin's aunt, “Can you please try to remember what else was
out of the ordinary? For example, did they say anything back then?”
“Yes... It seems that Hamlin was very polite to her at that time. He called her Ms. Jones, or Ms. Jordan, I can't remember it
clearly.”
Ms. Jordan?!
Now, I can almost conclude that it's Whitney.
A woman who has Jordan as her surname and hates me so much... Who else can it be else than Whitney?!
Mindy and I look at each other, we don’t even bother to talk to Hamlin's aunt anymore, and just get into the car.
“What should we do now? Go to Whitney?!” I sit
in the front passenger seat and ask Mindy.

I have never been so highly expectant to know the truth like I am now.
No matter how, it's good as long as it's not Frances... It's good if it's not him.
I hope that everything is just a misunderstanding.
It's been very painful for me. When I hear that the person may be Whitney, my feelings are stirred up.
It's so stirred up that my tears uncontrollably fall down.
“Now is not the time to confront Whitney yet, we have no substantial proof. Even if we go to her, she won't admit it too, and it's
not good to alert the enemy by acting rashly. I'll let David send someone to guard Hamlin's aunt, so she won't get into any
accident. If Whitney really paid people to do that, then she's really scary and you must be careful. I'll inform you once I get any
information here.”
Mindy says that to me.
After being together with David, she seems to change a lot. The previous Mindy has always lived purely. But now, she's so
meticulous.
Even if I think that Mindy's words are very logical, but I still feel quite disappointed at heart.
It feels like the truth is right in front of me, but I can't reach it anyhow.
There's a contradiction in my heart.
I want to know the truth, but I'm also scared to know the truth.
It'd be okay if Whitney is the one who did it to my child, but what if it's Frances?
I don't dare to think about it, and I don’t want to think about it either.
Please let this rare calmness last longer.
When I'm home, Frances has yet to return. I buy some vegetables on the way and start to make the dinner.
When I'm boiling the soup, someone suddenly hugs my waist.

A warm and tall body sticks and hugs me in his arms.
“All right, stop it. Wash your hands and eat.”
I feign my anger in a flirty way.
Now we're getting along like ordinary married couple. I really like such feeling.
“What are we going to eat today?”
I'm dumbfounded right when I hear that voice.
It's not Frances!