In My Desperate Time

“Go back with you? Where?” I sneer at him, thinking it’s funny and ridiculous. I have no relationship with him, does he think I am
still his mistress?
“Go home.” Frances answers shortly.
“Hahah, you’re so funny. Do we have any relationship? Why shall I go home with you?” I laugh with tears, only I can feel the
pain.
“What do you want?” Suddenly the man asks.
My smile freezes, not knowing what he means.
“What can I do to let you go with me?” The man stares at me and says helplessly.
“I won’t tell you before you open the door.” I raise my head and show him a bright smile.
He hesitates, must considering whether I will run away. After a few seconds, he opens the door and says lowly, “Now say it.”
I smile more brightly, then raise my hand slowly, touch the man's delicate and upright features. finally stop at his Adam's apple.
Given me a knife, am I brave enough to cut it?
Although I fear for leaving Frances, my hate surges as long as I recall the poor baby. Looking at the familiar but strange face, I
reply gently, “I want you to die.”
My word stuns Frances Louis. Making use of this timing, I immediately get off the car and run forward. Anyway, I can’t go back to
the pub tonight. I’m afraid that Frances would want another sex or kidnap me.
Tortured by Frances Louis for a long time, each step I make, I feel piercing pain from the private part. But I know I can’t stop
running. When running, I can always feel a pair of eyes on me that nearly ignites me.
During the time I lived in Prague, I worried every day whether Frances Louis would also come. The only advantage of this, is that
my anti-reconnaissance ability becomes very strong.
After confirming no one follows me, I go to a drug store for some medicines and return home after taking sever laps around the
residence. However, actually it’s meaningless. Once Frances wants to find me, it’s rather easy. I wasn’t founded when I was in

Prague months ago maybe only because he doesn’t want to.
After going back, I apply ointments to my private part and go asleep after taking a morning-after pill. I come back for revenging
on Frances Louis. What happened tonight is totally an accident. I can’t bear it to evolve into a more serious accident. I can’t bear
any further hurt from Frances.
Next day, I still choose to go to work in the pub. I don’t want to evade, I come not for escaping from Frances Louis. As far as I
know, he would still come tonight. Of course for safe, I have asked those people Steven sends to protect me, that not to allow
Frances take me away.
Sure enough, Frances comes at night.