I will never be yours

Selena pov

Laying on my side I feel a kick in my rib and grunt from the pain when Kian's hand comes down to my stomach and caresses it.

"Is she giving you a hard time?" he says and traces his nose down my neck before he places a kiss on my shoulder.

"not more than usual!” I say and roll to lay on my back when he looks down on me.

"What does my beautiful wife want to do today!" he says and I sigh.

"eat and sleep, mabie take a bath but you won't get me out of this room today!" I say and try to sit up from the bed, we got married a week ago even if we tried to rush it my pregnancy was as fast as last time and I'm about to go into labor any day now.

"you don't have to do anything! The twins are with my parents until she has arrived!" he says and helps me to sit up from the bed. Swinging my legs over the edge of the bed when Kian helps me to stand up, looking down at my stomach it looks like it has drooped lover and this time I'm more prepared for what is to come and takes it easy these days before.

"do you need any help!" he says while I waddle over to the bathroom, need to empty my bladder again.

"No need! I want some food when I come back!" I say and walk inside to do what I need before washing up. Standing in front of the mirror I feel as exhausted as I look and this pregnancy has not given me any glow, I'm constantly tired and feel terrible I haven't the energy to be social with my friends and pack. Can practically fall asleep standing right up or while I'm eating at the table, Kian had to step in and take care of the pack while I have been forced to take care of myself. I'm hoping I can get back and have more energy once she has arrived.

Brushing my teeth I feel how my stomach gets hard and I know I have another contraction, this has been going on for the last couple of days it comes and goes but nothing else is happening.

"food is here!" Kian says from the other side of the door to the bathroom when I hear him walk over and open the door and more footsteps come inside the room.

Making sure his shirt covers me up everywhere I open the door and walk out to the room again when Kian closes the door after the maids.

"There she is!" he says and walks over to meet me when I try to get over to the bed, it almost feels like she is about to fall out of my womb right now when my stomach contracts again. I have to stop and wait it out!

"do you want me to get the doctor here?" he asks and I take a deep breath when the contraction goes away.

"no, it's fine! It's not time yet and I'm hungry!" I say when he helps me over to the bed, some coffee and sandwiches are on a tray beside some fruit and bacon. That has become my favorite breakfast during these last weeks, he places the tray beside me on the bed while I lean back and relax.

Taking some bacon first he takes his cup of coffee when I start to feel a new contraction but it's nothing painful, caressing my stomach I see Kian turn around and head for the bathroom before I hear him start to fill the bathtub.

"eat your breakfast while I get your bath ready!" he says from the doorway to the bathroom, I'm exhausted from the lack of sleep, she is active during the night and this last week I have been waking up several times to contractions and once I finally manage to get back to sleep it started again.

Eating the last bacon and some fruit I finish my cup of coffee and eat the last of my sandwich when Kian comes back out and takes the tray away from me and places it on the sideboard before he comes over to me and lifts me in his arms.

"you know I can walk in there myself!" I say when he walks inside the bathroom with me.

"yes I know, only want to help my wife a bit!" he says and places me down on the bath tube edge, he helps me get out of his shirt when he is about to lift me in the tube stopping him with my hand and he turns his head to look at me.

"I want you to join me in the tube!" I say when he takes a moment before he gets out of his clothes and places them on the sink before he comes back and helps me inside, the warm water feels amazing when he gets inside behind me and pulls me flat against him.

Resting back against him I relax and breathe out when my stomach gets a new contraction, he places his hand on the side of my stomach while we wait for it to calm down.

It takes a little bit longer before it goes away and I can relax again, closing my eyes he places a kiss on my cheek when another contraction hits and this one is painful. I have to focus on breathing in and out before it stops only for another one to come and I know what's happening when I get a massive pain in my back.

"I think it's time to get the doctor here!" Kian says while I breathe through the next one.

"yes and have him here quick!" I say when I get a second between two contractions, feeling how a pressure to push down comes with the next contraction.

"We better get you down to the delivery room!" Kian says and is about to get out of the tube when I grab his thigh during the next contraction and force him to stay inside the tube with me.

"it's too late for that and the baby is coming now!" I bark out to him and sit back when I have to push down, there is a knock on the door before it's opened.

"heard you were in labor!" I hear the doctor's voice when he comes over with a nurse behind him. "Where did you hear that? I haven't contacted you!" I hear Kian say and I already know the answer to that question before he says anything.

"Emma called me twenty minutes ago and said you were going into labor!" the doctor says when I get another hard contraction and he pulls his shirt up from his arms.

"She will be here with the next push!” the doctor says when another contractor hits and I push with everything I've got.

It doesn't take long until she is pushed out and placed on my chest instead, she is crying and looks just like a mini copy of Kian with her black hair.

Holding her little body close while the doctor is waiting beside the tube to cut the umbilical cord in a moment.

Kian placed his hand on the back of her head and caress it softly before he turns and give me a kiss. "I love you!" he says and leans his head against mine