I Will Escape

I am nervous about training with my father I can tell that he will not hold anything back. My senses are overwhelming me. I am not sure how to control them. I don't know how to concentrate on just one, it's like they're all battling together. It's making me dizzy, almost.

As I practically fell, a breeze come across my face, I put my head back as my father's fist flies in the air. And misses me. I catch his foot as he is trying to kick me in the gut. He tries to pull it from my hand, but my grip is too strong, it doesn't work so well for him as I flip him on the ground. He jumps backup with no hesitation as he lunges for me, I Dodge him. I am not the one that likes to hurt others, so I'm playing more defense than anything.

“Sabrina why are you not fighting back you need to be able to fight also not just defend yourself.” All of a sudden, I hear a voice that I have never heard before, so it's not someone I know. “It's because she doesn't know how to fight, she is weak.”

I smile at him “is that a challenge sir would you like to fight me.”

He laughs “it would be my pleasure to defeat and kill you and take over your Crown I always wanted to be royalty it's about time that I will be.”

I almost feel bad for him knowing what is about to come, why he wants to kill me. I am not sure. As I watch people gather around, its making me nervous. I can tell people are curious about how this is going to end if I am going to be able to beat him. There is no doubt in my mind that I will win, I just wish it wasn't a show for entertainment.

“Sabrina this is a fight to the death are you ready.”

As I stand strong, I'm more irritated than anything. I don't want to do this, I was supposed to train not fight for my position as Queen Alpha.

“Look at you, you're so pretty it's going to be a shame to watch you die.”

I smile, knowing that he's just trying to scare me. I laughed to myself because it will not work. I already know I'm stronger. He will see for himself very soon how stronger I am. I won't kill him because I am not a killer. I won't back down knowing I need the practice.

As he tries to catch me off guard I Dodge him then push him down to the ground. I watch as he gets backup and comes after me, throwing every punch that he possibly can. Not hitting me once, I smile at him, knowing it pisses him off as rage overtakes him. I watch him as he shifts in to his Wolf I don't want to shift knowing that Jazz won't take mercy like 1 will. I tried to intimidate his Wolf as I'm staring into the eyes of it the Wolf then bowels down to his Queen.

As they say, you should never turn your back on a fight. I go to walk away and turn my back on the Wolf then latches onto the back of my neck I screech out in pain. As the Wolf digs his canines dipper and dipper not letting go or giving me no other choice, I break its neck.

As the Wolf falls to the ground, I am pissed his life was taken for no reason at all, but greed overcame him. As everyone cheers my victory, I look, and I'm angry.

“There is no victory here a man was killed a Wolf our own kind because of his greed. I do not stand with killing each other there has to be a better way than this.”

I walk away I can't handle it all cheering for the death of someone that I killed I didn't even know them. What is wrong with me, who have I become to just kill an innocent person? I know that they were trying to kill me, but they wanted the Crown. Why does greed have to take over everybody, why can't people just be happy for what they have?

My father approached me “Sabrina what are you doing you can't just walk away from your people they were cheering your victory you need to show respect.”

“Cheering the death of somebody else isn't a reason to be happy. I did not even know him, and now he is dead because of me.”

“Sabrina, he challenged you there were no other options you fight to the death when you are challenged.”

“I don't want to be the person that's chooses who lives or dies.”

“You are the alpha you need to protect your pack are you going to be able to kill those who harm your pack members.”

I want to tell him that I will protect them at any cost, no matter what. I'm scared that I'm going to let them down I can't be happy for killing someone who has done nothing. I think to myself am I right for this job. I was so confident, and now I feel sort of lost.

“I will protect my pack at all cost no matter what I will kill whoever is necessary.”

“Then you need to walk back and approach your pack and let them know that, so they don't think you're a coward.”

"Yes sir.”

As I am walking back, I am nervous, knowing that I screwed up, running away from them. Hoping they can forgive me and not hold it against me. The pack turns around to look at me as I approach. “I am sorry for walking away, there was no reason for it. This was also my first kill. I apologize for my reaction. No matter what, I will protect every single one of you even if it's killing somebody of our own kind, I can promise you that.”

I then look at my father “I think that this is enough excitement for one day let's continue training tomorrow I'm going to help the wives get dinner ready for all of us.”