Chapter 63
ELEIA’S POV
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Aiden had left the room after I yelled at him, he looked stunned when his eyes changed back to it’s normal color.
He wasn’t himself and by the looks of it, his wolf took over…even if that isn’t an excuse.
I stood in the room, hugging myself as I stared at the open door where he ran out from…
Where did he go?
I try to mind link him, but he has blocked me out, leaving me with no other choice than to go look for him.
As I open the front door, I see him sitting on one of the chairs outside, a beer in his hand.
What the hell ?
Why would he continue drinking in his state?
I inhale a deep breath before striding outside, walking up to him barefoot .
“Aiden, come back inside.” the moon lights up the entire place, shadows only falling where trees stand in the way of the light.
I glance around as I stop in front of him… it always feels like someone or something is looking at you in the middle of the night.
“Don’t tell me what to do Eleia.” he sighs, sounding miserable.
I rest my hands on my knees as I lean forward, staring at him square in the eyes, ” Can you at least act like you care?” I ask coldly.
His hard eyes raise to mine, the emptiness inside makes me want to tear his walls down, but I wouldn’t know where to start.
“I do care, even if it doesn’t look like it.” he grits out, lifting his beer.
When his lips touch the glass, I swat it out of his hand, making him stand, fuming, ” What the f**k?” he snarls and I just stare at him, feeling like I have no energy to save him and myself…
“What’s wrong?” I cup his face, looking up at him with pity-filled eyes.
His hands wrap around my wrists, using little strength to pull my touch away from him as his blue orbs pierce into mine.
“I love you Eleia.” he breathes out, but that wasn’t what I was asking.
“I know.” I nod, “And I love you, but are we still in love?” He steps back, his head tilting to the side. The heartbreak in his eyes makes me ill and I can’t imagine whatever is going through his head.
“I am in love with you.” he mutters, the edges of his lips curling upwards into a small smile.
“I will always be in love with you.” his hand raises, cupping my cheek ever so lightly. I absentmindedly lean into his touch, the warmth overtaking every cell in my body.
I hold his hand that’s holding my face, the other resting on his chest as he steps closer.
He tilts my head up, making me look up into his eyes, “Stay with me.” he begs, his hand grabbing my waist as he sits down, pulling me onto his lap.
At least my dress can stretch as my legs are on either side of him.
When we sit like this, we’re almost the same height and our temples are pressed together, all I can hear is his rapid heart beat and the soft blows of the wind around us.
His hand drops beside him when our noses brush against one another, his fingers slowly brushing over my ankle up my leg, lifting my dress.
I stand and he rails my dress up to my waist before pulling me back down onto his lap . His strong muscular arms wrap around my body, pulling me flush against him and my soaked panties rub against his hard wood that’s straining his pants.
My hands dip between us and I undo his button, unzipping the pants before my hand dips into his trousers and I free his shaft that pulsing. A low g***n escapes his throat as my fingers twist his top.
“If you don’t want to…” he grabs my wrist and I nudge his nose, “I want to.” I admit, we need this… this is one way to start to spark again, to not lose hope and even if my heart is broken, I know that he’s too.
Maybe we have to be heartbroken together to heal, because we’ve been doing this alone for so long.
His eyes sparkle as the moon light shines into it before he inches closer and our lips brush against one another.
The feeling of his breath fanning my lips is painfully good, my body wanting more, but also to stay in this position forever.
My hand strokes him up and down, my thumb gently rubbing over his tip and his face comes closer, pulls away as his fingers rake into my hair, his hand fisting before he pulls my face to his and he captures my lips with his, his teeth sinking into my bottom l*p .
Our bodies stick together like magnets and he grabs my behind, lifting me before he lowers me onto his rock hard shaft.
Weeks without him touching me and sleeping with me, it’s like It’s the first time again as he stretches my walls to fit his long thick c**k.
“F**k.” he mutters against my lips before slipping his tongue into my mouth, our head tilted as we make out.
I start to rock my h**s forward, grinding against him with only my toes touching the ground.
We’re out in public, but the tension is too much.
We simply just don’t care who sees us, because right now, in this moment, it’s just him and I.
I use the backrest of the chair for grip as I bounce on him, my legs shaky and we’re both breathless, the fog escaping from our lips with each passing second makes me giggle and he catches me off guard as he stands, turning to the table next to us and he throws everything off before settling me down onto the cold metal.
My back arches with my legs wrapped around his waist and he slides right in, leaning forward with his hand on my throat.
A lot of people would think this is violent if they walked by, but I know that it’s firm grip keeping me in place, that turns me on.
I glance around, happy to see that no one’s around , no lights are on and it’s just me and Aiden, f*****g under the moonlight in public.
“I love you.” he mutters as he drills into me, my body moving up and down with each hard thrust.
My fingers trail to my clit and I start to rub myself, his eyes fixed on me pleasuring myself and I could feel him pulse inside of me as he picks up his pace, “Look at me.” I demand and his eyes don’t hesitate to fix on mine, “Don’t ever yell at me again. Got it?” I arch a brow at him and he grins, nodding as a smile tugs at his lips and he continues to screw me on the table. He puts his hand over my mouth as I begin to m**n his name, withering underneath his touch, my eyes rolling to the back of my head and when I can’t touch myself as my body tenses , he takes over, riding out my o****m as he stills inside of me.
Sweat is coating our skin as he slowly pulls out of me and I sit up, not ready to let go of him yet. I pull him closer with my legs, making him chuckle, “We can’t stay out here.” he brushes a lose strand of hair out of my face, smiling at me as his knuckles drag down my cheek.
“I have an idea.” I grin and he raises a brow at me, “Tell me more.” he k****s my temple, “Well what if we head to the pool.” I smile and his eyes lift to above my head, nodding and I unwrap my legs from around him.
He helps me off the table and takes my hand.
There’s a indoor pool that Stefan had built after building his house and we head there, knowing that it’s locked but Aiden breaks the chains, smiling , “We’ll replace it.” he smirks as he drags me inside.
I haven’t been here, even though I told myself over and over that I wanted to bring Felix to teach him how to swim, something I never got to do and I’d think he’d enjoy it.
Striding down a hall, there are shelves and lockers for everyone’s things and when we step into the pool area, it’s dark except for the moon shining through the call roof onto the water.
With the bright blue pool lights and the moon light shining down on it, it makes it a thousand times more inviting.
Aiden doesn’t hesitate to strip and I take my dress off, taking the clips out of my hair and I stand next to the side, staring at the depth before me and I’m caught off guard when Aiden runs into me, wrapping his arms around me and we both tumble into the water.
It’s warmer than I expected and when I open my eyes, all I see are bubbles before my feet touch the floor and I kick myself up, standing.
My eyes barely goes over the surface of the water and I use my arms and legs to kick and hold myself up while Aiden’s shoulder are above.
He grabs my wrist, pulling me effortlessly through the water and he hoists me up against his body where I wrap my arms around his neck and my legs around his middle. His shaft poking me in the a*s everytime I relax.
“So what was your entire idea?” he grins as his hands massage my a*s cheeks, making me lose train of thought as he rubs me against him.
“I..” my head rolls from the side , to the back and to the other side, my soaked hair stuck to my back and shoulders.
He uses the opportunity to shove his tongue into my mouth , causing me to m**n as he lures mine into his and sucks on it, almost ripping it out of my tongue.
I slowly lower my body, his wet tip teasing my entrance and he growls lowly before thrusting into me, making my back arch, my chest pressing into him.
A low growl comes from outside, followed by a muffled scream and our bodies tense as we stare at each other with wide eyes, another lighter growls comes from another position, making my b***d run cold when he lets me down, “Go to the corner, stay there.” he pulls me towards the steps and we both get out.
I put my dress on and it sticks to me as I walk to the dark corner, thinking he’d follow but instead, he shifts into his large wolf , glancing at me before charging out of the building.