I Rejected You, Alpha

ELEIA’S POV

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I haven’t spoken or looked at Aiden since I went off on him a week ago, but in my offense, he told me to, he encouraged it while I tried to fight off the anger.

I scratched his face and I feel so bad about it that I cried for an entire day whenever someone spoke to me, about anything.

He has tried to come and talk to me, but I continue to lock myself in Rosie’s spare room , ignoring him while he talks. He knows I’m listening, but the thought of him just standing there, not breaking down the door, yet, it makes me feel better knowing that he isn’t mad at me, but I am mad at me.

Rosie had hinted that it’s time I go back to him , to fix my relationship with my mate, but I can’t just go back home and love my mate like none of this ever happened, he still sold Felix’s future out and he continues to say I need to come out because there’s something important to talk about, but I physically can’t.

I woke up at noon from Rosie banging on the locked door, screaming at me to get up and I sigh before getting up and unlocking the door.

Her hair is a mess, the baby laying in her arms and her clothes have wet patches all over.

Now that I did not miss.

“Get out of my house and go fix your relationship. You aren’t even doing your job so I am done, respectfully, get out.” her eye twitches as she points down the hall and I stare at Felix who was sleeping beside me before nodding.

I guess I will have to face my future some time, might as well be sooner rather than later.

“Fine.” I sigh and I immediately notice how her shoulders sink in relief.

I guess I have overstayed my welcome…

I turn and pack Felix and I’s things before waking him up .

He didn’t really care why we were at aunt Rosie’s , he just loved it.

Stefan played with him a lot and so did Rosie, before she had their pup.

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As Felix and I carry out luggage into the house, Aiden immediately trots down the stairs and I have no doubt that Rosie or Stefan mind linked him to inform their alpha that Felix and I were coming home.

“Can I help you?” he reaches for my bag and even if my entire mind and body wanted to swat his hand away, turn around and leave again, my heart was pounding at the sight of his magnificent blue eyes, those soft baby colours makes me melt and has me stuck to the floor.

I can’t drag my eyes away from his soft looking ones, there are dark circles under his eyes and his lips are chewed to shreds.

” Hi.” I breathe out in awe, I know I shouldn’t get soft, but my heart is pounding in my ears, all through out my body and I can even feel it in my toes.

A relieved smile crosses his face as he holds his hand out and I hand my bag to him .

It kind of hurts when he turns his back to me and heads up the stairs, taking Felix’s hand while walking , but I still stare in awe, because no matter what, I know he loves Felix just as much as Felix loves him.

I slowly ascend the stairs , following them to Felix’s room and I start to unpack his things, walking up and down between his dresser and bed where his suitcase lays.

Aiden stands in the door frame, his shoulder pressed against the wood , my suitcase is next to his feet that are crossed over one another by the ankles.

“I’m glad you came home.” his voice sounds broken , as if he is broken and nothing is going to fix it.

“I had a push.” I force a smile, “Was the baby too much ?” the sloppy grin makes him look tired . “Sort of.” I smile. I was upset with him, but because of Felix and my anger, I slept fine, but I never stopped to think what I was doing to my own mate, the one person I should love and accept for who he is…but I failed… I failed him and our relationship.

“You look tired.” I mutter as the side of his head lays against the frame, “I didn’t sleep much since you…left.” he inhales a sharp breath as if saying it burned his tongue and body.

” I’m sorry.” I stand frozen on the spot, looking down at Felix’s clothes in my hand, “It’s alright.”

I put away the last of Felix’s things while he plays, the guilt in my chest growing with each heartbeat.

Aiden just stands there, frozen in place, watching me put away his things and organize a bit. I expected him to go up stairs or something, but he’s just staring at me.

“Can you stop staring ?” I giggle , feeling my cheeks heat up.

“I mean…I can, but I don’t necessarily want to…” he shrugs, his face saying numb as if he’s too tired to move a muscle.

“Well I’m kinda tired…” I shrug, smiling at him. “Yeah, of course..” he motions to my stomach, “Would you like to come nap with me?” I offer and his eyes flick to Felix, “What about him?” , “He’ll be fine, he can just come to us if something is wrong.” I smile , “We’ll leave the door open .” I add and he nods, holding out his hand to me this time and I happily take it.

The sparks that erupt from the center of my palm, moves into my fingers and up my arm, making my body tense and causing my underwear to soak .

I haven’t had this feeling in such a long time, the warmth, the electrifying sparks between us, the love , the emotions…all I felt was anger and hatred , fear and abandonment, everything negative , but his skin against mine… well that is everything positive, it makes me feel everything good, aroused and loved.

Once we’re in the room, I close the door , only leaving a small gap open as Aiden puts my luggage on the bed. He unzips the bag , folding the suitcase open and he begins to unpack for me.

“You can lay down, I’ll do this.” he starts and I agree, but I don’t lay down , I only sit down and I slowly take my shoes off.

He can’t stop glancing at me every time he paces between the bed and the closet, smiling as I put my shoes next to the bed and as he marches over to the bed to close the suitcase, I pull out my red lingerie night dress and slip into the bathroom .

I close the door and as I undress, I could hear him sigh as he lays down.

I pull the dress over my head and leave my clothes on the bathroom floor, loosening my hair before I open the door , grinning as his head lazily rolls to the side, the smile on his face as our eyes lock slowly fades as his baby blue orbs trace down from my face to my neck, across my breasts that covered with nothing except sheer fabric and a flower on each n****e , his eyes move down my abdomen and he licks his lips as his eyes lands where the material stops, right below my h*p bones.

“What are you doing ?” he asks almost as if he were emotionally drained.

“I missed you.” I confess, it’s much easier to stay mad at someone when you don’t look at them, because when I look at him, the angry thoughts and reasons fade into sweet nothings.

“I missed you too.” He rolls onto his side, his palm holding his head up.

“Show me.” I breathe out and I drip down my inner thighs at the sight of his pitch black orbs.

“Then come here.” his eyebrows momentarily raise and I am drawn to him , my l**t overpowering my urge to fix everything between us because some how in these past few weeks , I totally forgot about what my body needed and as I walked into this house, it was reminded when his spicy scent infiltrated my nose and it was like he was travelling through my entire body, teasing me and the way he stared at me while I unpacked Felix’s things…it was driving my nerves crazy.

It was like I could feel his touch without him touching me, leaving me craving the warmth of his palms caressing my body only he knows how .

I pad over to him, slowly without breaking eye contact. I crawl over to the bed and he rolls onto his back as I throw my one leg over his body, sitting right where his hard wood is strained in his pants.

His hand drag up my thighs , his fingers brushing through under my dress and he grunts as he feels my nakedness dripping on his shorts.

His large veiny hands grip my h**s before he rolls them forward and I bite my bottom l*p as his one hand lowers and he rubs my sensitive nub with his thumb, circling , spreading my juices over his finger.

“f**k Eleia.” he grabs my throat , pulling me down towards him before he crashes his lips against mine and even though I don’t breathe while kissing him, it feels like I can finally oxygenate correctly after weeks have gone by without kissing him.

He’s my air , my heart , my soul and the love of my life.

I don’t even know how I survived.

“Raise your h**s.”He demands and I stand on my knees while he tugs his pants down and he doesn’t go slow when he pulls me down onto his shaft.

I m**n loudly as my head rolls back, my insides stretching to accommodate his hard , thick length.

“That’s it.” he holds my h**s, his fingers digging into my sides gently, putting pressure on my body that makes me want to o****m almost instantly.

“Should have put a seatbelt on.” he rocks my h**s back and forth as he continues to thrust upwards , hitting a spot that has my eyes rolling to the back of my head.

“I’m safe.” I breathe out as my body is overly tired and he drives me to my limit with his one hand rubbing up and down my thigh, squeezing the inside , his thumb teasing my sensitive bundle of nerves everytime he squeezes the top of my thigh.

I’m breathlessly moaning with every rock of my h**s and my legs clamp around him. He grabs the small of my back, sitting up as I slow down and he flips us , settling in between my knees. “Come on baby.” He rests both hands next to my head as he starts to drill into me, “Touch yourself.” He grins with dark orbs piercing down into mine.

I shake my head , knowing that if I do, I’m going to c*m .

“Do it.” he growls lowly, lowering his head and he nips at my bottom l*p.

I drag my shaky hand down my abdomen while my legs are hooked around him , his h**s repeatedly rolling into mine and when I brush my fingers over the sensitive spot , my entire body tenses, my toes curl and my head forces back, denting the pillow as I come undone under him, but he doesn’t stop, he continues to drill into me , riding out my o****m, but even after that, he slides out, flips me and pulls my a*s into the air before sliding into my entrance from behind.

My mind goes blank as he thrusts hard into me and just when I think he found the spot earlier, I feel him hit a new spot , a spot inside that has me orgasming again and again within minutes .