SWNOVELS HUGE STEPS: Chapter 27
Jamie’s stubble grazes against my neck as he slowly dips his head down to taste my skin, his hands splaying out and around my upper arms, holding me close. I sigh, tilting my head back to give him better access, all the while, Jared’s hand slide further up my shirt until he’s tracing the swell of my breasts.
They’re bigger than they ever have been before, swollen because of the pregnancy. They seem to be growing at the same rate as my bump.
Jared pulls back slightly, searching my face. “Is this okay?” he asks.
But Jamie’s already set a motion in plan, scooping me up into his arms as if I weigh nothing. “You know our girl never says no,” he says as he carries me down the hall.
Jamie places me down on the bed, Jared quick to follow us. Jared slowly lifts my shirt up and over my head, wasting no time in unhooking and sliding down my bra, freeing my breasts, my nipples standing out in protest against the chilly air.
Jamie pushes my pants down, and hooks his fingers into the waistband of my panties, pulling until I’m able to step out of them. I can see the hunger in both of their eyes, but they’re more concerned with taking care of me first, as they always are.
“Can…Can I?” I ask gently, placing my hands on their hips. “I just need to see you right now.”
“We’re yours, Abi,” Jamie says, while Jared nods. They both hold their breath as bite my lip.
I don’t say a word, I just get to work, one slow, deliberate movement at a time. The shirts are off first, and I take my time in running my hands along their broad chests, committing every curve of muscle, every dip between the ribs, that I can to memory. It amazes me to see the way they are so very much the same but so very different at the same time.
Jared’s abdomen trembles when I undo the button of his jeans and carefully unzip them, while Jamie holds his breath when I do the same to him.
When all that’s left is them in their boxer briefs, I take a step back and smile. They watch me watching them, and it sends a thrill down between my legs.
“Take them off,” I whisper. I want to see them both at the same time.
Jared is slow with his movement, his gaze never leaving mine as he pushes his underwear down, standing back up with a quiet sort of confidence. On the other hand, Jamie shoves them down his thighs instantly, lit up with excitement from his head to his toes and definitely everywhere between.
I think I understand how lottery players must feel when they’ve won the jackpot. I can’t believe how lucky I am. Even after all these months, I still feel like pinching myself. None of this feels real to me. How often do dreams come true? I feel so blessed to have these men in my life.
My breathing feels shallow as their eyes sweep over my body. The corner of Jared’s mouth just barely quirks up. I take the time to really look at him, no need to rush. Smooth tan skin over just the right amount of lean muscle. Thick thighs and strong calves and an ass that I just have to dig my fingers in to. A broad chest that is just perfect for me to rest on and listen to his heart beating.
I look across to Jamie and map him out too. Gorgeous eyes and the cheekiest grin you ever saw. Slightly broader shoulders than his brother and a little more bulk to his biceps too. I love how narrow his waist seems and the dark patch of hair around his cock that gives me so much pleasure.
“She’s comparing us,” Jamie says.
“Yeah, she is,” Jared agrees.
They start to move towards me and shiver runs down my spine. So much man. So much strength, and gentle power.
Jared moves behind me to pull my curls down out of the messy bun on my head until they bounce around my shoulders. I breathe them in, the scent of them making me feel lightheaded. His hands massage right under my head and on either side of my neck, loosening the muscles and sending any tension I was holding packing.
“Mm,” I moan, not able to recall the last time someone rubbed my neck like this.
I can’t even bring myself to say anything, but I smile still with my eyes closed
Jamie runs his hands along my hips, holding me in place. His lips land first on my shoulder, and then across my neck to the other shoulder, hands slipping back to form a slippery grip on my round hips. He has no qualms letting me feel just how much he wants me, his length pressed firmly against my side.
I’m wet between my legs, and they haven’t even touched me yet. Jared’s fingers slip between my legs and I gasp softly, my eyes fluttering open to watch his concentration. Jamie’s brow furrows as his thumbs just barely rub against my nipples. So much focus on giving me pleasure.
The movements are so careful and deliberate, and I know this is more than them wanting my body. The way they both take their time with me, not rushing even though I’m they want to, tells me how much they love me.
Jamie’s hand moves to caress my bump and a lump forms in my throat.
I try not to cry, not wanting to alarm them or anything. The emotion is too much for me sometimes.
They love me and this baby that I’m growing. And I…I’m so in love with them.
I let Jamie push my legs apart, his careful movements with his fingers almost more than I can bear. Reaching up behind me, I cup the side of Jared’s face and bring his mouth down to mine, tasting him and drinking him.
He responds slowly at first, but his hands brush over the peaks of my breasts until he’s heaving them in his hands, squeezing me. I press back harder against his mouth and he kisses me with even more fervor, his tongue sweep along mine. I can feel his cock stirring against me and it only leaves me wanting more.
Jamie’s kneeling down, his tongue finding my clit and licking it gently.
“Ohh,” I moan softly. I writhe under him, my breath quickening, feeling the rising pleasure and reveling it in. The get me close but not enough to come. I know what they’re doing. Working me into a frenzy so I’ll go off like a rocket as soon as one of them pushes inside me.
I’m not complaining.
I love it that way.
When Jared moves deep inside me with one slick movement, I take in a quick shallow breath, moaning like crazy at how full I suddenly feel. His thickness spreads me apart and all it takes is three hard thrusts and I’m gone.
I don’t know how you could explain an orgasm to someone who had never had one. The ultimate release, maybe. All I know is that each one I have seems different.
I’m flying as Jared comes inside me. I’m still soaring as Jamie takes his brother’s place.
They work as a team, one moving so the other can too, and before I know what’s happening, my body is tensing up again, a fire burning and coiling up deep inside me. I let out the cry that seems to cut the air, and try to find purchase on anything, my hands slippery with sweat as I come a second time, stars bursting like fireworks behind my lids.
“Oh, oh god,” I moan, more quietly this time. “I love you. I love you both so much.”
I hear them both whisper ‘I love you’ and my heart is fit to burst.
And I know that whatever comes next, I’m never going to have to face it on my own. Jared and Jamie may be my stepbrothers, but they’re also my lovers, prepared to take a huge step to be with me and our baby.
All I can do is pray that our parents will one day come to accept us too.