Chapter 58: Giving into the desire almost
“Can I get up?” She asked while trying her best to not look at him, despite her body begging not to. It happened way too quickly.
His hand that was on the small of her back moved, and her body was lifted off the ground as he spun her around and wrapped
her legs around him.
“You’re up.” He whispered huskily before his lips made contact with her neck, her most sensitive spot where she would be
marked. She bit down on her lip to keep herself from moaning as his hardening length began to rub against her accidentally.
His hands found the hem of her loose shirt where he lifted it up and off of her head, the thing he wanted t o do from the time he
stepped foot in the room. His look darkened as he stared at her almost exposed front with desire pouring out of his eyes.
Seconds later, his lips found her leaving her to moan against them.
He walked them over to the bed where he slowly dropped her down onto it. He was surprised by the way h e was being so gentle
with her even though she knew how rough alpha’s can get at the time of their heat. She watched him as he broke the kiss and
took off his shirt. Her eyes wandered up his body, staring at his abs and every single proud battle scars his body had to show
which made him hotter than he already was.
When his body heat engulfed her entire body again, his lips kissed down on her neck, past the valley of her boobs, to her
stomach where he paused at the waistband of her jeans. He clenched it in his tight fist but didn’t push it down like she thought he
was going to.
He kissed her belly, her thighs, stroked her side until he reached her breasts and and kept his hands stilled on them. Then he
looked deep into her eyes before slowly pressing his hand against the soft blossoms of her, leaving her to do nothing but shiver
as she bit her lips hard to not let any sound out.
His mouth found her lips again and he kissed her hungrily this time. She stayed motionless, trying to find herself to fight the
already lost battle.
She was not going to lie, he was a great kisser without any doubt, the best actually. The way his lips moved against her was just
enchanting to her. It wasn’t until she felt his hand stoop down to squeeze her ass that her mouth opened for him.
“Kiss me back,” he breathed against her lips. She shook her head, causing him to stop all his movements and just look at her.
“Are you trying to fight it still?” He asked in his hoarse yet somewhat soothing tone.
“Yes... because you said you didn’t like my to-...” She couldn’t complete her sentence because he reached down to kiss her with
more passion and this time, she kissed him back. The sound of him groaning almost made her have an orgasm on the spot.
And the mate bond! That freaking mate bond was playing the actual game there!
He moved from her lips to planting a kiss on her neck. She involuntarily pulled him closer to continue his assault on the neck due
to it feeling so good. It sent a jolt of pleasure right down to the place she needed i t the most suddenly.
He grabbed her hands and held them above her head as he continued to explore her body with his lips. His lips trailed down
once again to her body but this time she fought.
She fought her desires hard for her sake and pulled her hand out of his grasp. She caught his head to stop him from going any
further and looked at him with tearful eyes. She didn’t realise when her eyes got teary and she didn’t even know why she was
crying.
“Stop, please.” She breathed out as a few drops of tears rolled down her cheeks.
His expression changed as soon as he saw the look on her face. He suddenly got serious and moved up to be on the same level
as her face. He cupped her face with a worried look on his face as all the euphoric feelings flew out the window in a blank of an
eye.
What’s wrong. Athena?” He asked with a thudded heart and the softness in his tone just made her cry harder. She hid her face
between her palms as she cried out softly. “Athena! Don’t be like this and tell me what happened? For god’s sake! I don’t like to
see you cry!” He exclaimed in worry while anxiously waiting for her to say something and she finally did.
“You are going to regret it! Just like three years ago, you are going to regret it again!” She cried out, freezing his movement. He
went completely silent as he understood what she was talking about.
His hands which were holding her slipped from her as he sat there with a blank yet distressed look on his face. He clearly
remembers what happened that night and a regretful expression came up on his face.
But he was quickly pulled away from his thoughts when her soulful cries hit him directly onto his chest, on the wound. He
clenched his jaw tightly to bear it before looking back at her. His expression mellowed seeing her crying so sorrowfully. He felt as
if his heart was breaking seeing her crying like that. He closed his eyes tightly to control himself before opening them again.
Then he picked her up without any words and put her on his lap as she continued to cry. He put her arms around his neck and
guided her head toward his chest and let her cry there. He didn’t say anything and let her cry as much as she wanted as he
soothed her bly rocking her back and forth and caressing her hair lovingly.
After a few minutes of crying, she finally settled down a little but she didn’t pull away from him, instead hugged him tighter. His
hold tightened against him as well as he looked at her lovingly.
“Are you okay?” He spoke up in a soft tone after a while and she just nodded in response. She didn’t want t o talk after what
happened just now. “Wanna know one thing?” He asked after a few more seconds passed. She nodded yet again.
“I never regretted that night, if I ever regret anything, that’s my words from that morning.”